Chapter five

I felt tired and was going to my room but then it hit me no one was here to look after me, I could go away, I could explore but then Jeremiah showed up, the first time I wasn't happy to see him.

"Hi let me take you to your room" He said and smiled

I sighed and shrugged

"What's the problem?" He asked

"It is just so boring, I want to have some fun" I said totally forgetting that I was tired.

"Well what do you want to do?"

"I don't know what there is to do"

"We could go out" He said

"Only the two of us?" I asked

"Yes"

"Let's go then" I said and smiled

"You can't be so nice to me when we are here" He whispered

"Oh I am sorry" I said

You're the one to talk!

*

We walked outside and into the forest we were all alone and his eyes turned brown.

"Cant you tell me what it means when your eyes are brown?" I asked and he closed his eyes as If had given him the worst headache ever.

"If I tell you, you will not want to be with me anymore" He said and looked intense at me.

"I promise that nothing would ever be able to do that, I love you" I said and looked into his eyes that become a little darker.

"Don't say that" He said and looked away.

"It is true" I said and walked closer to him.

"I love you too Alexandra but I don't want to turn you into a vampire" He said and stroke his hand in my hair.

"You don't have to but-"

"If I don't I will end up killing you!" He shouted at me. He scared me now, he was so close. I started to cry and he grabbed my arm

"I am sorry Alexandra I just… you don't know how much danger you are in by being with me."

"I don't care, if you just make me a vampire I won't be in danger right?" I asked

"That's right, but I don't want you to be a vampire… I am afraid I will lose you then"

"You will never lose me" I said crying and he hugged me tight, I yawned and remembered that I was tried.

"Are you tried?" Jeremiah asked

"No or yes but I don't want to go back" I said

"Okay well come here" He said and we walked a bit more and there it was a cottage.

"We can sleep here, I mean you can sleep here" He said laughing and made me laugh too.

"Thanks" I said and went to sleep on the bench in the cottage.

*

I woke up by Jeremiah trying to wake me up.

"Alexandra it is pitch dark outside we should go home" He said and helped me up.

"Am I going home?" I asked happily.

"I mean back to-"

"Oh, okay" I said sadly

"Come on" He said and opened the door, the stars was so bright and it was half moon.

"w-o-w" I said slow when I stepped outside.

"You don't see that very often in the big city don't you?" Jeremiah said and smiled

"No, never" I said and looked up at the sky.

"You are going to get wryneck if you are going to be like that all way home"

"Home…" I said slowly not looking down.

"Am sorry that you are stuck here" He said

"Not your fault right" I said and he sighed

"Yeah right" He said not fully agreeing.

"Why does it have to be this way?" I asked

"What do you mean?" He asked

"Everything, why can you have me and not William." I said sadly

"Because William found you and I didn't." He said simply and didn't look at me once.

"Don't I have a right to say something in my own life?" I asked

"Of course you have you can do whatever you want to do."

"That's not true you are keeping me here and I don't like it" I said

"You can do whatever you want but that doesn't mean that it will be consequences"

"What it that supposed to mean?" I asked

"Only that if you tell William that we love each other he will kill us immediately"

"But he is only one person; wouldn't you be able to kill him first?" I asked and he laughed at me for saying that.

"Only if he hurt you, I can't fight my own Master if I do it to defend myself but I can do it if it is to protect you."

"You lost me" I said honest

"Look I cant hurt my own master for my own benefit. But I can if I do it to protect you"

"Why can't you protect yourself from him?" I asked

"I just cant okay?!" He said angry

"I was only asking" I muttered and looked at him, his eyes was dark brown.

"Don't" He said and looked at me with disgust

"Why do you look at me that way?" I asked "Am I that ugly?" I asked and he laughed

"Alexandra it is not you. You look great or that doesn't even cover it. It is me" He said and stroke my hair, It's me not you? Is he really saying that to me?

"Whatever" I said pissed now.

"Alexandra, wait" He said and had stopped walking, I turned around to face him and his eyes had flickered color again, now to ice blue. He walked up to me and took my hand.

"I want you to have a great life, I do. I just can't let you leave because then you'll die" He said with a sad expression on his face, I could tell by my reaction that I didn't want to leave, In a way I did but at the same time I didn't. Jeremiah would stay if I went away would he? I wanted to ask but what if he said no? What if he wouldn't come with me? Then I rather get killed by William.

"Now, let's go" He said and grabbed my hand, he was cold. "I'm sorry" He said and let go of my hand. "It's okay" I said taking back his hand, if this is what we got then I better take it.

"Don't be silly, you'll get cold" He said shaking his head.

"So? It is not like it matters right?" I asked

"No, of course not your only human and can't get sick, can't you?" He said sarcastic

"Ha-Ha. Very funny" I said and pushed him playfully on his arm, he spun me around and kissed me on my lips, I wanted more but he quickly pulled away standing totally still, I fallowed his gaze and saw Zach. I let go of Jeremiah's hand and Zach shook his head angry walking towards us.