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Chapter 5:

Bella's POV

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I reach over to turn my alarm clock off. I reluctantly stand up and stretch. Wow. What to wear... I walk into my walk-in closet. Pick out a pair off my comfiest jeans. Just because they have a few holes doesn't mean I don't love them. For a shirt I decide on a baby blue sweater. I go into the bathroom and shower. I come out of the bathroom a new person. I walk down the stairs, into the kitchen and grab a breakfast bar to eat on the way to school. "Hey dad, you ready?" I am excited to get there.

"Yeah, just putting on my shoes." I go next to the door and grab my old K Swisses and slip them on.

"Alright let's go." I'm in a hurry! We get in the car and head towards the school. "Dad can I go out Friday night?"

"Sure be back by 9"

"9 can't I say out a little later?" James will think I'm a loser if I have to get back that early.

"9 it is or else your grounded."

"Huf." I sigh. He is so unfair. "Fine." We pull up to the school and the first person I see is Edward.

"Bye dad. I will see you tonight."

"I won't be getting home until around 8. I'm covering a shift for one of the boys."

"Kay." I get out of his car and Start walking toward Edward. "Hey."

"Bella, I don't want you to go out with Josh."

"What? Why?"

"Because I love you Bella. I don't want you to date him, I want you to date me."

"Edward, how can you just say that? You can't just tell me you love me." Who does he think he is?

"I'm sorry Bella, but I don't want you to date him. You are my best friend. I know everything there is to know about you. I love you for what you are. I know you love me too."

"I don't know what to say." I can feel tears in my eyes. I can't let him see me cry, so I start to run away from him. I run to the bathroom into the first stall and let the tears come. How can he say that? I love him too but I don't know if I love him the same way. I grab some toilet paper dry my eyes. Open up the stall and walk to the mirror, my eyes are a little red but I can say it's from waking up. I go to my locker and head towards class.

Jacob's POV

"Hey Jake"

"Hey Ed. What's wrong with Bella?" I saw her take off running towards the school.

"I told her that I loved her and she got upset and took off." Could that be because she doesn't love him? Maybe because she loves me.

"Sorry man." I don't know what else to say.

Rrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggg!

Saved by the bell. "I will see you later man." Edward looks really upset.

"Yeah see ya."

Bella's POV

Jake's walking me home from school today. His dad was at the school but he found out that I was walking, he asked if I wanted a ride. When I said no he told his dad that he will see him at home.

"What was up with you today?"

"I have a lot on my mind." He has to know it's not like Ed to not tell him things.

"Yeah, Ed told me you didn't take the news too well."

I don't really want to talk about it."What did you want to talk to me about today?"

"Never mind that you have too much on your plate right now."

"Just tell me Jake. I want to know. Seriously." Just out with it!

"You don't want to hear it right now."

Man is this getting annoying. "I want to hear it I really do." We are in front of my house so we stop on the sidewalk to finish talking.

"Just remember you wanted to hear it. I don't want you to date Josh either."

"Why? What did he do to deserve you guys to hate him so much? I like him and I am going on a date with him on Friday. You and Edward can just get over it." I say then turn and take off towards my house. I open my door walk in then slam my door shut.

I need to get more friends. I can't even call someone to tell them about my crappy day. Well tomorrow I will make it a point to try and befriend a few girls. Guy friends suck. I know they are just being overprotective but I don't like it.

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