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Previously:

She put the toast down and walked towards him and gave him a hug and said "Hey Eddy Bear." He hates that name but she calls him it sometimes just to tease.

"Hey Bella Barbie." He said she really hates that name. She playfully smacked him.

"What's the news Ed." I said.

"I am moving. My dad got a job offer in St. Louis and so I have to move." he said in a small voice.

Chapter 7

Bella's POV

" You can't move!"

" I don't want to. My dad got a job offer at St. John's hospital. He can do a lot of good there. So, we have to go." Edward said.

I can feel the tears threatening to come. I blink them back. "It's not fair! I have been neglecting you guys for Josh and as soon as I realize that I was making a mistake, it's too late." The tears start pouring out of my eyes.

Edward comes up to me and wraps me up in a sweet hug. "It's for the best. The have research going to find a cure for muscular dystrophy there. They want him to help. He can't turn his back on all the kids that need his help."

"That's very noble. Tell him to hurry up and find a cure so you can come home." Jacob said

"When are you leaving?" I choked out.

"Well we have until the end of the week to pack. We are leaving on Friday night."

"What? That's too soon!" I say angrily.

"Well, I am sorry man. But we can all plan on going to college together. It's only in a few years. We can stay in touch and go to like SIUE or something."

"Yeah. That's a great idea Jacob. So, we will be back together right after high school. Only three years to go." I an beyond sad. I can't believe that I treated him so bad. He's one of my best friends and I treated him like crap for just some guy. "I am so-so sorry that I was so mean to you" I sobbed. He just tightened his grip on me to show that it was okay.

Ring! Ring!

Jacob reaches for the phone "Swan residence." I hate the way he answers the phone.

"This is him." I wonder who it is. "Yeah..... okay....... I guess..... I will be home in a minute." Then he hung up the phone.

"Who was that?" I ask.

"My dad. I need to go home. I will call you guys later." Edward let go of me and did a man hug. The one arm pat on the back.

"Bye Jake. Call me!" I say while I am being squeezed in a monster hug. He let go and heads out the door.

"Edward, what are we going to do? I don't want to lose you! You are my best friend. I need you!" I say while another fit of sobs escape me. He reaches out his arm, and I walk into them and he starts running his hand down the back of my head.

"Shh... It will all be okay. I love you Bella. Nothing can change that. I might be far away but my heart will be here with you." After hearing that I cry harder. I should have listened to him and never dated Josh and dated him. I don't know if I am thinking that because he's leaving or because it's the truth.

"I am sorry, Ed. I love you too. I don't want you to leave." I have to be honest with him. I may not be in love with him but I do love him.

"It's okay, we can go to college together like Jake said. It's only a few years, then we can be together again. You will see. It will fly by."

"So SIUE then?"

"Where ever you go I will follow." He is really the best guy alive.

******* Friday Night******

Edward's POV

Leaving Bella was the hardest thing I have ever done. I meant what I said, I left my heart here with her. That's where it will stay until I can be with her again. It was hard leaving Jake too, he's been my best friend since kindergarten. I hated watching out the back window in the car as Bella's in Jake's arms crying. I watched out the back window until long after we left Forks. My chest began to ache. I need my life in Forks. Where ever I go I will not make friends. I don't want any. I have friends, I don't need anymore. I don't want to think about spending time with anybody other than Bella and Jake. As hard as I try, I can't blame my parents for making me move. They were right by making the choice to move. My dad is a great doctor and obviously they think he would be a good asset to want him as badly as they do. My dad is kinda like a hero. He's trying to save lives. Too bad it ruined mine.

Bella's POV

I hated watching Edward's car drive away. Jake and I stood there in silence until the car was long gone. He was holding me, which was for the best I didn't trust my legs to support me anymore. My world came crushing down when he shut the door to his parents car. You would have thought by watching me that someone would've died. In a since I did dye a little. Nothing was ever going to be the same. I decided at the moment that Ed and Jake are my only friends, and that I didn't want anymore. I was crying my eyes out on Jake's shoulder, when I decided I was ready to go.

"Come on Jake. Let's go home." I sob.

"Okay." He keeps his arm wrapped around me as we slowly walk towards my house. It was quiet the whole walk back except for my hard breaths in between sobs. We get inside and Jake walks me upstairs and lays with me on the bed. "You gonna be okay Bella?"

"Yeah, I will be fine. I am sorry Jake. I treated you bad too. Will you forgive me?"

"Bella there is nothing to forgive. You did nothing wrong." he said.

"Yes, I did Jake. I blew you and Edward off for a jerk! Why? Because he looked at me. I was stupid enough to think that he liked me. I am ordinary Bella. There is nothing special about me. I will never make that mistake again. For now on the only guys in my life are you, Edward and of course Charlie. That's it!"

"Don't say that Bella! Have you ever actually taken the time to look at yourself. You're anything but ordinary. You are extraordinary! Any guy would be a fool not to see it." he said the last part softly.

"Well, whatever. I only need you and Ed." I said while resting my head on his chest.

Jacobs POV

After she rested he head on my chest I laid there and listened to her breathing. Once the breaths were even and I was positive she fell asleep I reached for the phone on her nightstand and called my dad.

"Hello, Black residence."

"Hey dad, it's me. Bella didn't take Ed leaving very well and she's been crying all day. She finally got to sleep and if it's okay I would like to stay in case she wakes up?" I ask knowing it would be okay.

"Sure, Charlie is over here now. I will let him know. Jake, just be careful. She has been through a lot. Let the dust settle before you stir it up, if you know what I mean."

"Dad, I love Bella. I want her to stop hurting. If I were to tell her she would just push me away and be alone. I would never do that. So rest easy. I won't stir the dirt. Aright dad?"

"Alright. Behave yourself son. Come home in the morning."

"Night dad" I say then hang up the phone. I look at the angel asleep by my side and curl up to her and wish. Wish that things were different. Wish that she knew how I felt, and felt the same towards me. Wished that she loved me. But right now I am okay sleeping beside the angel of my dreams.

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