I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.
Daisy's Point of View-
'Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head'
I was sitting at home, I pulled out my scrapbook I brought with me from my house to the homeless shelter to here, it had photos from when I was in school.
"What is that?" Cheyenne asked.
"My scrapbook, you want to see?" I asked, Cheyenne and Cameron jumped up on the couch on both sides of me. I flipped to the first page pointing out my friends, I got to a photo from drama where my friend Chris had to wear this weird hat, it just made me laugh and I was crying because I had to in the scene.
'And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
"That's a nice house." Cameron said.
"Yep, that was where I used to live." I said, it was a picture of my mom, dad, my younger sister and older brother in front of the house, my sister is now 12 and my brother is now 21.
"Which room was yours?" Cheyenne asked, I pointed to a window on the second floor.
"Wow, second floor." Cameron said.
'And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I'
"That's my old high school." I said, it was a picture of me and all my friends in front of my high school.
"Your school was huge." Cheyenne said, I had tears in my eyes already from remembering all this stuff. I didn't care about the school work, I cared more about being with my friends. I should really try to graduate, at least I will before my friends will and prove to them that I can do something with my life. My life seems better than it was when I went to that high school, I'm acting so much better, I'm not partying every night, drinking and getting high, I'm turning my life around so much.
'Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.'
I looked through this album, and all those memories with those friends are gone, they probably don't even miss me. I wiped tears from my eyes, I never got to say good-bye to them or anything.
"Are you okay?" Cheyenne asked.
"Yeah, these photos bring back so many happy memories." I said.
'Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel'
"Who's that?" Cameron asked pointing at my BFF Chandra.
"Chandra, we spent everyday at Wal-Mart horsing around with rest of our friends, we got in trouble so much."
"What kind of trouble?" Cheyenne asked.
"Not very good trouble, we were being stupid teens." I said looking at the pictures of us sitting in front of Wal-Mart, us in Chandra's brother's car singing along to the radio to his Frat party's.
'Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it'
I flipped the page showing pictures of me and Jimmy, my ex-boyfriend, we were both happy go lucky, smiling and giggling, he was like my other BFF.
"Who's that?" Cheyenne asked.
"My ex-boyfriend, he's Jaxson's dad." I said wiping my eyes.
"Then why isn't he here?" Cameron asked.
"Let's not talk about that." I said, I flipped through a few more photos remembering my friends, I miss them so much, family not so much besides my sister and brother. I miss them, I always will miss them and always wonder what it would be like if I never got pregnant, or if my parents never kicked me out. I could never forget or replace all those memories, it was hard leaving it but it was for the sake of Jaxson. I flipped the page again to where it's supposed to be empty pages but someone put pictures of Cody and I in it for me.
'If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me…'
"Oh my god, who got these pictures?" I asked shocked.
"I did it, I was just helping you out." Rebecca said.
"How'd you get them?" I asked as more tears rolled out of my eyes, deep down I really missed him, he was my second love but I think he is my TRUE love.
"Your phone, and some was on Shawn's camera." Rebecca said. I looked at each photo like it was the first time I ever saw them, each time one more tear slipped down my cheek. After that chair shot, all the memories we made just walked out the door like it never happened. I miss him, his voice, the smell of axe, his smile, him in general.
"Where was that at?" Cheyenne asked pointing at the photo of Cody and I when we were at the ranch, we were sitting on the horse, I was in mid laugh and he was smiling from laughter behind me, just looking at it made me laugh and smile.
"At a ranch, it was fun." I said, I looked up at Rebecca smiling.
"Your welcome." She said, I spent some more time looking at those photos than the others since they were brand new to me.
"Alright, it's time to go to bed you two." Rebecca said, I picked Jaxson up from where he was at, he has been crawling around the house non stop and he has been able to pull himself up to his feet, but he can stand for a few seconds.
"Come on Jaxson, it's past your bed time." I said putting the scrapbook aside taking him back to the room changing his diaper and putting him in a footie pajama set that was blue striped with Winnie the Pooh on it. I turned on his mobile, a night light and the baby monitor grabbing the walkie talkie monitor to keep with me.
"The kids are waiting for you to say good night." Rebecca said, I went into Cheyenne's room.
"Good night Cheyenne." I said leaning over hugging her and kissing her forehead.
"Why can't I stay up and watch daddy?" She asked.
"You have school tomorrow and you need your sleep, I promise it's recording so you can watch it when you get home tomorrow." I said, she smiled.
"Oh, may I have my bear?" She asked, I handed her the bear and turned on her nightlight before I turned off the light and shut the door. I went into Cameron's room, but he was out already, and didn't want to wake him. I went back out to the living room sitting down
on the couch next to Rebecca, I pulled out my book reading it, I was listening to Raw that Rebecca was watching and along to listening to the baby monitor just in case Jaxson started crying.
"Have you finished your homework?" Rebecca asked.
"No, what's the point?" I asked, I gave up on everything since that day besides loving my family, Hunter and Dave more, I'm not working that hard on my school work, but I'm always getting pushed to do so.
"Because it's in the contract, you don't want to be on the streets again."
"I should be." I said, I've also been very angry and upset about Cody, I've been missing him, but hating him.
"Come on, do it for Jaxson?" She said, that one works all the time, I pulled my English book back on my lap working on the assignments, I only had three or less chapters left in each book, I should be done by June. When I heard Cody's music, I looked up by pure reaction, I watched the match. I was happy Shawn won and that he was doing his duty as a father, but I hated seeing Cody getting hurt, I should be wanting him to get hurt since he hurt me, I mean I should hate him for doing what he did, but deep down I still love him. I know Rebecca knows I still have feelings for Cody by the look in her eyes earlier when I was looking at my scrapbook. When Randy and Ted climbed into the ring, I knew something wasn't right.
"Aren't those his tag partners?" Rebecca asked.
"Yeah, why are they attacking him?" I wondered out loud, Hunter ran out to his rescue.
"Why is Hunter saving his sorry ass, no offense?" Rebecca asked, I took a sigh of relief seeing Hunter saving him, Stephanie walked out onto the stage with a microphone in hand.
"Next week on Monday Night Raw, it will be a tag team match, Cody Rhodes and HHH versus Randy Orton and Ted Dibiase." Stephanie said.
"Holy shit-talking mushrooms." I said, I was returning that night to do wardrobe until I can get medically cleared to wrestle again.
"Good luck with that, good night and finish your homework before you go to bed." Rebecca said kissing my forehead, I stayed up watching rest of Raw and finished my homework. I went to bed after I checked on each kid to make sure they were covered, had their bear, breathing and what not.