Justin's Point Of View

Out of all the people to text me, why did she. We're over, and she knows it. Whatever Juliet wants.. I need to find out, because now that I'm with Alex, there's nothing she can do or say to get me to come back to her. Not now not ever..

First chapter: Justin's

It all happened so fast, I don't remember what changed. One second we were avoiding each other, the next we were making out in some closet. It was wrong. It was thrilling to be doing something so wrong behind a door. Everyone we knew on the other side of that door. No lock. Our parents were here. Our family. Our friends.

The way we moved against each other in a hot hurry to quickly relieve that heat rushing between both our legs. I wanted her. My baby sister. I wanted Alex.

Flashback ONE WEEK AGO

Mom wanted to throw a family party here at the Sub Station for reasons unknown. Probably because she misses Dad. She gets like this only when he's gone.

As upsetting as it is to have this "Family reunion" is, I'm not gonna argue. I sighed, shuting my laptop. It was almost two in the morning and I had a shift here early. I need sleep. This paper doesn't need to be done for a whole week and a half anyways.

I got up from my desk, walking downstairs slowly in the dark. I saw a dim glow coming from the tv. Raising an eyebrow I walked over to see her. I smiled, seeing her curled into herself upon the couch. Picking up her blanket off the ground I covered her.

'Boy am I in deep...' I thought to myself. Tuning off the tv I walked back to the stairs giving her one last look before I went back upstairs to bed. 'I'm so screwed..'

I shut my door took off my shirt, and went to lie down. I use to fight it, my feelings. For a while. But now, I just couldn't seem to. They were too strong, and I guess I just liked the sinful feeling I got. Lusting after her became so familiar, that I welcome it now.

Especially every time I do something wrong. Like what I have done before bed, every night, since I decided I didn't want to fight it anymore.

Reaching beside my bed I grabbed a picture that I hid inside my pillow case, of her and I posing side by side in our swim suits.

She was wearing a black bikini that was held together by one sting in the front, and two on the sides of the lower half. Three pulls and it all would be gone. All I want to do is one time. Just pull them, and have my way with her. From behind. Up against a wall maybe.

I reached inside my sweats grabbing hold of myself. Looking at the picture I groaned thinking of her again. Like I do all the time. Feeling that sick delicious desire to pound into her. Over. And over. And over. And over again. So wet. So tight. All mine. To hear my name whimpered from those swollen pouty lips. To feel her fluttering orgasm around me. To watch her get down in front of me, taking me inside her mouth. Sucking me, licking, pushing me all the way inside. Seeing her fingers rubbing her clit. In time with her tongue. Oh good-

I came, hard, grunting her name. Again.

'I'm going to hell for sure.' I sighed and cleaned up.

End Of Flashback

She kissed me.. she wanted me at least half as much as I have wanted her. She lifted her dress, and shoved her panties in my back pocket.

"Here?" I asked, my eyes bugging out. I didn't want to argue, but am I like dreaming? She nodded. And I pulled at my zipper. Then she was up against the door. And I was inside her. Holy fuck. I almost came right then and there.

FLASHBACK FIVE DAYS AGO

Still writing that paper, I couldn't seem to find the words for it. Nothing was working. Nothing seemed right.

"How is that paper coming along?" She asked making me jump a little. I could feel her smirk as I didn't even look at her. Cause if I did. I knew this paper wasn't going to get done anytime soon.

"What do you want Alex?" I sighed then paused my classical homework music playlist. She just walked over to my bed and lie down next to me, so close I could feel her body against mine. Fuck. No. Must. Concentrate.

"I don't know. I was bored and your door was open." She said while she watched me trying to typing but I was using back space more then any other button. Damnit...

"We both know it wasn't open." I said bluntly while she laughed a little.

"Open. Closed. Same difference." She probably noticed my lips twitch then fall, trying to concentrate. "You want to watch a movie or something?"

"No." I said too quickly. Cause all I wanna do right now is ravish you. "What I want is to finish this stupid paper" lie..."Which is really hard to do while you are here bothering me." This sexual problem is out of hand. And her small, and I mean small shorts. Aren't. Helping.

"Aw, come on Mr. Grumpy, you know you love me." She said it probably batting her lashes.

"I don't know. You really are obnoxious." I smiled giving in, and actually looking at her for the first time tonight. Then she smiled right back at me, and I swear, my heart skipped a beat. Damn. I am a fucking girl.

"Right." I snickered and then scooted closer, but had to stop myself from just kissing her. "How about we play some video games?" I shook my head and chuckled.

"You really are a distraction." Then I bent closer, I had to stop myself, again, mentally cursing. "Sometimes distractions are a good thing." I said, then I noticed her white tank top, how thin it really was.

I tried to stop myself really, but I looked up from her stomach, and their they were. Rosy pink buds, poking on through her top. Holy. Hell. I could see everything.

The space between her matching white shorts and tank top. Then there was her shorts. They were so, so tiny. So thin. She sat up on my bed and giggled. My eyes went upwards to hers and I nodded.

"Good, consider me your distraction sir." She then bit her bottom lip and grabbed my hand getting up dragging me down the stairs.

END OF FLASHBACK

With clenched teeth I held back a moan. I slammed myself inside her, and moved in and out, gaining speed.

Grabbing her and pressing her against the door her legs wrapped around me. I went faster, and then brought my hand between our moving bodies. Her hips jumped as my thumb pressed into her clit. I started the move my hips and thumb in time. I could he she was struggling to breathe, the pleasure was overwhelming. I gasped when and stopped everything.

Opening her eyes to the dimly lit eyes in front of her. That night pushed me too far. I had to avoid or I was going to give in not caring about repercussions.

FLASHBACK FOUR DAYS AGO

*also known as the night I gave up*

I lie on th couch holding the ps3 controller in my hand, as we played Call of Duty Black Ops 2. She was so much better then me at this game. But I loved seeing her happy. So I agreed.

" What noobs, they are just using freaking target finders and camping with riot shields. It pisses me off." She growled dropping the remote and turning off the PlayStation. I chuckled. She was into the game way too much. It was adorable.

" Want to watch a movie?" She asked flopping onto the couch, laying her head on my lap. I just nodded yes looking down into her big chocolatey eyes, getting lost.

" Whatever you want." I finally replied and she just shrugged. "You're distracting me, remember?" I grinned while she clicked upon a movie. I didn't even care what is was. All I cared, was that I was here. With her. I just didn't care anymore.

This, was something different. This, was more then family, this was something darker. And twisted. I wanted her. As mine.

END OF FLASHBACK

Then I thrusted roughly into her, our eyes watching each other as she bit on her lip. I pulled out of her and she started to pump me, our eyes never leaving. Every touch was my own heaven, so blissful it was probably my own Hell too. I felt disturbed, disgusting, and I loved it.

I came, then watched as she brought it to her lips tasting it, I couldn't help myself. I leaned, kissing her roughly.

Salty and warm. Sweet but bitter. She moaned and I set her down, I then pressed her face first into the wall.

I could tell she was about to object when I began thrusting inside her from behind. She moaned as my hand went around the front of her smooth hip to cup her mound. Fingering dripping wet lips. She gasped my name as I slammed inside. It was a sound I couldn't get enough of.

I paused then ramming inside one last time as she cried out, feeling her flutter around me. Wondering how we went from that kiss to this.

FLASHBACK THREE DAYS AGO

Everything was harder these last two days, because, I am in love with my baby sister, and I can't even be in the same room without wanting to hug, kiss, touch.. her. I can't function, and I don't know what to do. She has probably noticed I've been, avoiding her like no other. It's for her own good. She won't like the results if I don't.

I walked inside accidentally slamming the door behind me, lost in thought. I sat down pulling out my laptop, thanking lord above no one was home. Time to eat while finishing this damn paper.

"What's up dork?" I heard her, loud and clear. Of course, why wouldn't she of all people be here, walking over to me slowly as I scoffed.

"Go away Alex." Then started to slam at my key board while she snorted. I just said that. Aloud. I'm an ass.

"What is wrong? Seriously Justin, you have been acting this way since video games the other night, did I do something wrong?" She asked as she stood across the island from me.

"Yes. Now go." Irritated, and trying to concentrate, I probably sounded angry. "Please."

"No. Tell me what I did, so I can fix it." She stood there. "I won't leave until this problem is fixed."

"God. You can't fix it, so just leave me alone." Shutting my laptop and started upstairs. She is only making things worse.

She stomped after my closely. "Stop it Alex." I growled, "Just. Stop." I said as I attempted to shut my door. She just shoved her way past it and my door shut while she stood there in front of me. I sat down my laptop on my bed rolling my eyes.

"Damn it Justin. What did I do?" She shouted and I turned to look at her. There she was. All flushed, annoyed, confused. She was so cute, and sexy when she was upset. I was pissed. Pushing. Pushing. Pushing. Pushed.

"You really want to know what's wrong?" I whisper. I'd lost it. I'd snapped. She just nodded unable to speak, I could see she was afraid of what she would find. I sauntered towards her shoving her roughly up against the door pinning her arms beside her head. Her breathing sped up as I leaned closer. "I want you. Like I have never wanted something in my life and I can't have you." I growled, looked at her about to back away, and then she pushed her petite form against mine.

She crashed her lips to into mine, I kissed back roughly in an attempt to feel those lips that have taunted me for years, so warm and soft. I felt a heat inside me rushing though out my body. Heaven, Hell, I don't fucking care. Just don't let this burning stop. NO. Alex. Sister. Stop.

I tore myself away like my skin was on fire. I stood there and the only thing that went through my mind was, You kissed her. Your sister.

She ran. And I was alone.

END OF FLASHBACK

She is so.. beautiful.

FLASHBACK

... She was prefect, and after the kiss. I was scared. She was ignoring me.

We hadn't spoken in a day. I missed her, and wanted to tell her, but had no idea what I would say. I saw her at dinner, she wouldn't even look at me.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Justin!" She screamed my name, as I attempted to muffle it with a kiss.

When she came down from her high she turned around and hit my shoulder. "That's classy. Our first time was in a coat closet." She hissed and I laughed. Her idea I recalled.

I just smiled leaning forward to kiss her softly. "I'm keeping your panties though. Camando is sexy." I said, smirking then walked out of the closet.

FLASHBACK TWENTY MINUTES AGO

Still no word from her. Then I saw her, walking towards me. She grabbed my hand and walked up the stairs. I just followed her, then she turned around and glared. When we ended up near my room we saw mom and panicked. She pushed me into the coat closet so we could work this out. I think.

"Okay, I am so done with this. We need to talk about what happened." She whispered, I just nodded. "We kissed." She paused and I looked at her. " Where does that leave us?"

"I- I don't know. You know how I feel. What do you want?" I asked quietly and sighed. She looked at me and her eyes wondered to my lips.

"You." She said and then leaned towards meour lips brushing. "I want you." She breathed then finished the gap.

END OF FLASHBACK

Now that I tasted her, touched her... I'm never giving her up. She tasted of sin and strawberries, my new drug. I walked out of the closet down the stairs. She was now, mine, and she knows it.

Author's note-

Hey guys I cannot apologize enough for the wait on this new chapter, and it doesn't even continue the story it's honestly a filler and if you're still reading this then thank you. Review. Let me know what you think about this chapter. Opinions. And I will try to write the next chapter. Again. I'm so sorry. I've been busy and haven't felt like writing in so long. Love you all. So much.

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