Santana's POV

So I'm stuck in my room, again, like I've been for this whole week. I'm working my ass out trying to write a song for nationals, which is in a week. You know how hard it is to write a damn song?! Is the shittiest thing to do! Really! I have no idea of what to do. And if write wasn't tough enough when your mind is in peace imagine try to write when your mind won't stop think about the damn girl that you may be falling for. Oh yeah! Is a hell of a heaven!

On top of all this shit, I'm 100% sure that Rachel is avoiding me. I haven't seen her in a whole damn week and it's driving me crazy! I tried to call, I sent text, I even showed up at her house but NOTHING! You know how hard it is to try to tell a girl that you may have feelings for her when she's avoiding you, as if you were the black plague?! No?! Well is fucking hard!

I usually wouldn't go through all this. I wouldn't be working so hard if what I'm feeling wasn't real and I know she feels the same. I saw it in her eyes when we were singing, I felt it when hugged me. She can try to deny it, but I know what I saw.

I won't lie to you; this scares me a little bit. I never felt something so strong before and all cells in my body is telling me to fight it, to push this feeling away...I tried. I tried and I failed. And now...now I'm trying to figure out a way to write a song and a way to tell Rachel that I like her...Hold on! I may have I way. Thank you Sweet Jesus! Why I didn't thought about it before! Oh yeah! Santana Lopez is a genius!

Rachel's POV

Dear Lord! Write a song was never so hard for me before, so why in name of the seven heavens I am not able to write this one? This is ridiculous! A whole week and my notebook still blank! I'm starting to freak out! I only have one more week before nationals and I can't think of anything but beautiful brown eyes burning me like fire. Jesus! You know what is like to close your eyes and only see those oblique eyes?! It's a heaven and a hell at the same time.

I've been avoiding Santana since our duet. Is not that I don't want to see her, believe me I do, but...I don't know if will be able to stop myself from doing something stupid if I spend too much time near her.

I'm scared. I'm scared that what I saw in her eyes the other day be only a illusion, a trick that my mind is playing with me. I really want to believe, but how can I? Look at me...I'm just a freak that is part of a club that she only happens to be in it. She's a cheerio and I'm a loser. But that doesn't change this burning feeling if only, makes it strong.

You know, it's funny how life plays with you. A year ago I was in love with a boy whom happened to be a football player and I thought I was happy; but now here I am avoiding the girl that I'm in love with because I'm too scared to try and chase her.

The truth is I'm confuse. When my head tells me "no" my heart tells me "go"...wait...Oh good God! Yes! Thank you Santana for confuse the hell out of me! Now I have I song! If only I knew it was only take a war between my heart and my head for me to write a song...

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A/N: Nationals and Pezberry endgame in the next chapter!