As I got older I became more and more reserved. I didn't discuss my feelings and in the end I gave up showing them too. I became closed and wouldn't open up to anyone. I don't know if this was because of my lycanthropy or because I never really had anyone who wanted to know. I guess when there is no one there to watch you, there is no point in showing how you feel. Despite this I made a decision. I decided that I would not succumb to the beast within me. That I would not let it control everything I do and that it would only have control when the moon was full. The wolf would not rule my life, I would.