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Sam sat across from Bobby who was talking to him. Although Sam wasn't really paying any attention to what he was saying. He'd heard Dean's name and 'body' and he'd switched off completely. He didn't want to think about it, it was too painful. Besides he was going to bring Dean back. They didn't need to have a funeral. Or burn his body.
"Are you listening to me boy?" Bobby said suddenly. Sam looked up at Bobby,
"No, he said truthfully knowing the he'd probably get an angry glare from Bobby. Sure enough that's what Sam got. Sam forced a smile,
"I'm sorry Bobby, my head's just all over the place right now…" Bobby threw Sam a sympathetic glance.
"I was saying that we have to think about what we're going to do with Dean's body" Bobby said. Sam's blood froze; he didn't want to think about this. Not now. Not when he was supposed to be thinking about how to save Dean.
"Listen Sam" Bobby started to say. Sam sighed, that's all he'd done his whole life – listen. He'd listened to Dad, he'd listened to Dean…he'd even listened to Ruby. But where had that got him? Nowhere. Sam just wanted to be left alone so he could do things his way. He tuned back into what Bobby was saying.
"I saw what you're brother went through when you…and you boys are similar you know…he was acting the way you are now" Bobby paused and he met Sam's eye,
"Just promise me you won't do anything stupid" he continued. Sam nodded.
"Leave Dean where he is" Sam said. Bobby threw his hands up in the air,
"Why Sam? Have you got some amazing plan that will bring Dean back? Because last time I looked you still had Lilith to deal with" He said in a raised voice.
"Really? She couldn't even…" Sam started to say and he stopped. Bobby looked at him expectantly but Sam didn't continue. He hadn't told about Bobby about what had really happened that night.
"Sam what happened?" Bobby asked. Sam turned to look at him, not knowing what to do or say. He wanted Dean to be the first to know what happened.
"When I bring Dean back I'll tell you what happened" he said thinking that was pretty reasonable. Bobby obviously thought different. He looked as though he literally wanted to knock some sense into Dean.
"You mean if and that's a big if" Bobby said is a quiet but angry voice. Sam shook his head not wanting to believe it; he knew he could do it. He could bring Dean back. No, he thought No Ifs. He stood up and he walked out of the door leaving Bobby to remain seated; his head in his hands.
Dean hung there limply, his mind numb with pain.
"Help me God" he whispered.
"Don't you kmow you shouldn't say that down here? It pisses people off" said a voice. Dean tried in vain to look around but whatever or whoever had said it had gone. Dean didn't know how long he'd been here so maybe he was a little messed up. But he could have sworn that the voice had belonged to Ruby. For a moment Dean wondered the voice had been some sort of sign but then a loud scream brought him back to reality. He was in Hell. There was no escaping this. He was going to have to deal with this intense pain forever and ever.
"Well, well, well what do we have here? It's the famous Dean Winchester" . This time Dean could see exactly where the voice was coming from. He winced, Demons really were a sight for sore eyes. He wondered if he'd look like that eventually. He couldn't hide from his fate; one day he was going to become the one thing he hated and feared most – a demon.
"Who are you" Dean heard himself saying.
"I just had a little meeting with your little bro" the demon said, not willing to get into introducing himself. Dean shoulders slumped. He'd tried to stop thinking about Sam, as if somehow that would make things better.
"How was he?" he heard himself asking?
"He was a pain in my ass, man he was the one who sent me back here" Dean couldn't help feeling proud of his brother. He was moving on and he was still fighting. He held that thought in his mind until the demon said,
"he's in a bad way.." Dean's head stooped,
"How bad" he asked
"Like crazy psychopath bad, he's going around killing anything with a pulse" the demon said. Dean felt tears forming in his eyes. He hadn't wanted any of this yet it was happening. What if Sam was still under some delusion that he had some sort of powers. Suddenly a thought popped into Dean's head,
"Why are you telling me this?" Dean asked in a confused tone.
"Well it wasn't so long ago when I was prepared to follow Sam…"
"Follow him?!" Dean interrupted a shocked look on his face. He thought Casey had been telling lies he hadn't thought that there was more demons out there who had been prepared to embrace Dean as their leader.
"Yep, but I got tired of waiting…I thought Lilith was the real deal…well that was until…" the demon trailed off. Dean waited for him to continue but the silence told him that the demon was gone. Dean looked around frantically, the chains still digging into his arms. The voices came back. Dean screamed out he didn't want to hear what they were saying!! He didn't want to be here. "Help me God" he whispered once more, this time nothing happened.