I don't really like this but if I try and change it anymore I will ruin the whole chapter! Thanks for reading :)
Sam can't save you; he doesn't want to save you. First Mommy burned, then Daddy burned and now? Now you're going to burn. Little Sammy got away; he hates you Dean. We all hate you. Soon you're going to fall. You're going to fall the way we fell. You're going to burn the way we're burning. Burn, Burn. Welcome to your new home; welcome to hell! Dean panicked, "Nooo" he cried, "No"
Sam woke up with a start; he'd fallen asleep in the Impala again. He sat up and stretched a little. Suddenly the headlights flicked on. The lights got brighter and brighter until Sam couldn't see anymore. Something appeared in the midst of the light. Sam could see Dean; Dean was saying something but Sam couldn't hear what he was saying.
"Dean…" he whispered as he blinked and held up a hand to shield his eyes from the light. Was this real? Was any of it real? Sam flinched and this time he woke up for real. He looked around quickly and saw that he was in the Impala. He turned on the lights but nothing happened. Sam leaned back into the seat and breathed a sigh of relief.
The Next Day
Sam looked down at Dean's body. Even though his eyes were now closed Sam could still see Dean's green eyes on the night when it had happened. The way they had been blank and distant. Bobby was right; they couldn't just leave Dean like this. Perhaps if they buried him they'd still be able to bring him back. Sam didn't know anymore. He knelt down beside Dean's body and he smiled sadly.
"I miss you Dean, even though you were a pain in my ass half the time" he said shakily. He stopped and shifted about, as if he was unsure of himself. The tears had started to form and one by one they fell. Sam chuckled softly and wiped his eyes,
"I know," he said, "I know…no chick flick moments….it's just I don't think I can do this Dean, you died because of me and I'm here doing nothing to save you…" Sam stopped and frowned as he remembered something. He looked away for a few seconds then he looked back at Dean.
"I know you said not to use my powers Dean…but what if that's the only way…." Sam paused to think about what he'd just said, "No I promised…I'll find another way" Sam facial expression changed from being sad to being blank. And I'll do whatever it takes he thought.
Later On
Sam continued to recite the ritual then he stopped midway. He sighed angrily and knocked a vase off a nearby table. He'd been trying this for hours but it wasn't working. He'd been trying to summon Ruby but it wasn't working.
"You're trying to bring Ruby back" said Bobby from behind Sam as he walked into the room. Bobby like Dean wasn't exactly a fan of their demonic ally. Sam sighed,
"Well what am I supposed to do Bobby?"
"Do what you do best Sam, get out there and keep on fighting" Bobby said. Sam sighed again; Dean had said the same thing just before he'd died but Sam didn't want to keep on fighting, not if Dean wasn't here.
"How can I do that when my brother is in hell" he said to Bobby. Bobby didn't answer; he didn't want to get into another argument. Instead he handed Sam a book. Sam frowned and he opened the book up onto the page that Bobby had bookmarked. He let out a low whistle as he scanned the page quickly.
"This is like stuff from the dark ages…Do you think it'll work? He asked. Bobby shrugged.
"You two are pretty useless" someone said suddenly. Sam spun around to see Ruby standing in the doorway,
"Ruby…how did you-"he started to say before she cut him off.
"Never mind that, I'm here for my knife" Ruby replied and she held out her hand. Sam looked down at her outstretched arm.
"So you're not going to help us get Dean" he said quietly. Ruby chuckled,
"And how are you going to do that Sam? Reach down into hell and yank him out?" she said. Sam looked at her coldly and she shrugged,
"I risked everything to help you Sam and look what happened, I ended up back in hell…if you'd listened to me that wouldn't have happened"
"Listened to you? You told me you could save Dean…you lied to me" Sam shot back.
"I did what I had to do, are you going to give me the knife?"
"No"
"Fine, you can keep it" and Ruby disappeared leaving Bobby and Sam standing in the room. Sam grabbed his bag and made his way over to the door, he stopped suddenly and he said,
"Something's not right…" and he reached into the bag and grabbed Ruby's knife. Bobby raised an eyebrow and said,
"You think that there's something out there?" Sam nodded quickly and he walked over to the window and looked outside. Sure enough there were two people outside the house. They looked innocent enough but Sam knew that they were demons. Bobby looked at Sam and wondered what his plan was; how could he be sure that there were demons outside? Surely he couldn't sense their presence? Even, so there was a chance that they could be right. Bobby quickly made up a plan and he said to Sam,
"I'll lure them into the side room, there's a devil's trap on the ceiling…you get ready for the exorcism" Sam continued to stare out of the window; it was almost as if he was somewhere else. Bobby thought that maybe Sam hadn't heard him until Sam said,
"We're not sending them back to hell…I'm going to kill them" he said and he held the knife up. Bobby nodded; it didn't make a difference to him either way but the look on Sam's face as he's said it made Bobby uneasy.