Disclaimer: Yah, i WANT to own twilight..But Stephaine Meyer does!
I sighed and walked into the bathroom. I remember when he was still here, i would wake up in his arms and kiss him before heading to the bathroom. While he went back to his house, to change and get his Volvo. And when i came out of the bathroom after a while, he would be either on my bed, outside, or downstairs. It usually depended on wither Charlie was there or not.
I looked at myself. I was nothing without him. I turned on the water faucet, splashed water on my face, and wiped my face off with a towel. The water felt so good, epically because it was cold. I shivered at the thought of when i felt his ice-cold skin on mine. I loved it. But i guess he didn't.
I went back into my room and grabbed my keys and backpack. Walked down stairs and poured myself a small bowl of cereal. I didn't really eat it. I just mainly poked at it and nibbled. Standing i walked over to the sink and poured it down the drain, placing the bowl on the counter. I would do the dishes later.
I walked outside and got into my old truck. Just like every day i have done for the past 3 mouths and 8 miserable days....
I drove to school. Said hello to my friends who said hi to me, and hoped the day would go by fast. Surprisingly it did. The next thing i knew it was lunch. I walked into the most anticipated place and sat down with Angela. Their table remained empty..as usual.
I didn't touch my food. I felt like one of them. I just got it to look normal. Then threw it away. I looked at the time.."Ugh. Its only 12:43." i stated. Angela said back in the nicest way she could, not to bring back any memories. "Yeah, i bet time goes by so slow for you Bella." I nodded. "Yeah, i wish it went faster."
"Bella, do you mind if i ask you something. I don't want to upset you or anything."
"Yeah sure." I said..not sure what she was going to ask.
"Ok, well everyone knows Edward...left you... but i wanted to know what happened." She looked like she was going to hug me but i quickly sighed.
"Well...im not really sure actually...but i can still see it. And i started to give her the basic flashback i had this morning.
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When i finally finished. I felt dry tears on my face. And saw Angela's expression. She looked like she was going to start balling. Then i noticed. I turned and saw almost the whole school around our table. With the same expression. I felt my face turn bright red. And then the bell saved me. It rang and everyone left. I was the first one to class, featuring i didn't want anyone stopping me and asking about it. I sat down in my seat, and saw the empty one next to me. Where he sat. Then...i lost it. I started crying like no tomorrow. I stood up and ran out of the room. Only when people where coming in. I ran outside to the back of Forks High School. Where there was a dirt road that lead to the area by our meadow.
I started running. And when i couldn't keep running. I ran harder. Faster. I finally arrived, after getting lost after who knows how many times. At our meadow. I collapsed in the middle of the grass and cried my eyes out. I kept talking. Hoping. Wishing he would somehow hear me.
"Edward. Edward. Edward, please. Edward please, come back. I NEED you. Please! I love you."
I spent the next 4-5 hours laying there.
Mainly crying.
But i feel asleep after a few hours.
When I woke up. I was somehow back at home in my bed.......