I sat up and looked around.

Nothing.

All I saw was the sunset out side my window.

I looked at the clock, 5:49 PM.

Hearing Charlie knock on my door made me jump.

He cleared his throat and peeped his head in.

"Uh, Bells. Good to see your awake I have to ask you some things."

"Oh, yeah dad. Come in." I said scooting over for him to sit on the bed. He was walked in and sat down next to me.

"Ok go on." I said.

He continued, "Well I got most of your day from Angela and your school a few hours ago. But they just said you ran into the forest. But I was wondering how you got back here so fast, with out your truck. Which Jacob brought over by the way."

"I'm not sure actually, but ill call Jacob and tell him thanks." I said.

Charlie smiled and said while walking to the door then turning around, "Ok Bells, well I'm going to order out or something. But before, are you ok?"

I felt the fresh new tears swarming my eyes quickly. I just couldn't keep them away.

But in front of Charlie, I had to.

"Yah, I'm fine."

Charlie just nodded and exited my room closing the door behind him.

A few seconds later I was laying face down into my pillow, sobbing.

After a few minutes I sat up, wiped my face and went to open my window. Immediately I felt a cold rush of air and a blurry image running into the forest.

I knew it was one of THEM. I had gotten so used to being able to see at least a little bit of them when running.

I gasped and fell down on my knees, onto the hard cold floor. I felt the hole in my chest being toyed with. It was so painful.

For the first time ever, I felt as if I wished they had never come into my life. But it wasn't true. I had been extremely lucky having them come into my life; I just wish they had never left.

After a few silent sobs I stood up. I couldn't let this happen every time it was brought up, or when anything reminded me of them.

I stood up and started walking towards the door, when my foot got caught on a floorboard that was sticking up.

The last thing I saw was the ground, then blackness.

The thing I felt on me was...indescribable.

It felt amazing.

I wish it would never go away.

I felt my strong, cold, perfect arms of the only one I had and will ever love.

My Edward.

Shocker! hahha. sorry it took so long. But i have been a bit busy..ok REALLY busy.

Ill try to get the next chapter up.

=D