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The BOLD ITALIC words are Bella's thoughts. As if she's talking to herself in her head.


I opened my eyes only a bit and saw what time it was.

Dear god, 3:67? I am insane.

Then I opened my eyes all the way.

It was only 3:27. How did I get a 6 out of a 2?!

Oh well.

I shook my head and searched for something. I didn't feel any cold!

Why don't I feel any cold? Where is Edward! Great good job Bella. Whad you do now!? Scare him? I knew this was just a dream. Damn it!

I felt my eyes become moist. I sat up and whispered loudly, "Edward?! Are you here?"

God I feel like an idiot. He is not here. It was a dream. Ugh!

I felt someone tugging on my blanket. I stopped crying just to be able to see who or what was doing that.

Then a smile exploded on my face. It was Edward.

Oh my god. Maybe I wasn't dreaming.

Edward POV.

I had watched Bella all night and lay next to her in till I saw a vision Alice was trying to show me. At 3:24 the night crew would check on her for two minutes exactly then leave. I scrambled out of the bed. Trying hard not to wake my sleeping angel and hid in the shadow of the curtains. I watched Bella breathe and the nurse look at her papers and such. Then leave. I had to thank Alice for that.

About 48 seconds later, Bella whispered something that would of broken my heart, if I still had one.

"E-Edwardd, I lo-love you." She mumbled.

It was beautiful. Then I felt horrible. I left her. I can't believe I left Bella. I am a horrible creature.

Then Bella moved in here sleep and I went over and started moving her blanket off her. She was burning up.

"Edward?! Are you here?" she said and I saw that her eyes had become moist.

I was trying to get Bella's attention. This was the only thing I could do with out her screaming and trying to kiss me. I had to get this blanket off her.

She opened her eyes and a smile shot onto her face. Maybe she did actually love me.....

Bella POV.

"Edward!" I screeched. "Where did you go?!"

"I had to hide. The nurse came in." He said.

I limitedly had tears falling from my eyes.

"Bella! What's wrong?!" Edward flipped.

"I-I'm sorry. I just. I just thought you had left. Aga-in. I was sca-scared. I'm sorry." I sobbed.

"Bella, Shh. My Bella. I will never leave you again. I am so sorry I ever left. Please, please you do not have to apologize. I'M the one who should be sorry. I love you. I love you more than I should. I am never going to leave you." Edward soothed me. Edward tightly hugged me.

I just kept nodding my head and sobbing into his shirt. He was going to need a new shirt after this.

We sat there for the next few minutes. Edward just rocking me back and forth. Back and forth.

After a while, I woke. I guess I fell asleep. I think it was one of the first times I slept that well.

I felt Edward's cold, bare chest against my cheek. I never wanted to move. I wish I could lay here forever.

"Edward?" I wispered.

"Yes, love?" He answered back.

"Do you know when I can go home?"

"Well the main doctor is going to see you today, he should let you go home a little later in the day. And you have to tell Charlie about me..well us." He smiled his crooked smile at me.

I smiled and cuddled even tighter with him.

"Bella, my love. I think you should sleep some more. It's still early. Please sleep. I won't leave I promise. Would you like me to sing to you? Only if you would like."

"Oh Edward! Would you? Yes please!" I blurted.

Edward started humming my lullaby. I thought to myself. Wondering to myself. How long had it really been? 4? 5? 6 months!? I gave up on that. The only thing that mattered the most was that he was here. With me. Forever.

And with that, I fell into a peaceful sleep..but just for a little while.

READ AUTHOR NOTE! :


i have to apologize. I put of the Sneak peak of chapter 6. and labeled it "Sneak peak of chapter 5. THIS CHAPTER YOU ARE READING IS CHAPTER 5. I am SOOO sorry for the confusion. PLEASE forgive me! I am writing right now, chapter 6. so when you end chapter 4 and read this no...it will make more sense, haha. Ahh my bad! =]