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Confessions

BPOV

The next morning I woke up to notice I was in an unfamiliar room. Then I remembered how I was in Seattle. I stretched and got out of bed, grabbing my bag of toiletries and heading towards the nearest shower. Thankfully it was empty, so it seemed everyone else asleep. I took a bath, washing my hair and combing it through before wrapping a towel around myself and walking out I collided with a familiar wall, but unlike last time I managed to trip us so that slammed Edward to the ground, falling on his chest.

"Oh, I'm sorr-" I cut my apology short. I was lying on top of him, straddling his hips in nothing but a towel. I felt myself blush in embarrassment as I tried to get off him but was unable to. Edward was holding me to hip, probably unconsciously. I looked at him and his eyes seemed half crazed with lust.

"Edward?" I said, trying to move off of him

I seemed to have gotten him out of his daze because he let go, standing up and mumbling something I didn't catch.

"Edward I'm so sor-"

"Bella Swan you will be the death of me" he said, angrily before walking away. I walked to my room before shutting the door and giving into my tears.

EPOV

Oh for the love of all that's holy! When I thought that I had finally managed to put my wall of resolve back up, when I was sure that I could wait for Bella Swan to no longer be my student she falls ON TOP of me. Not only that, but in nothing more than a towel! It had taken all my resolve to not kiss her red, beautiful lips. I resulted in walking away, probably hurting her feelings. It was better this way, I told myself. She was angry, so she wouldn't appeal to me as much, and I wouldn't end up blurting all of my feelings to her before I kissed her senseless.

The way she felt. Straddling me, our bodies pressed against each other, I had to walk away so she wouldn't notice certain uncooperative parts of my anatomy and think I'm a disgusting pervert. Something I probably was. I swear that girl would be the death of me.

As I got dressed I heard a knock, before Alice came in, her face angry and contorted in rage.

"WHAT. DID. YOU. DO?" she said yelling in anger, her small body trembling.

"Nothing, is it my fault I walked away when she fell on top of me in nothing but a towel. A towel, Alice?"

"What?"

"Yeah. I know I am a monster for all this, but this monster can only handle so much before I come out and do things that I would get fired, arrested and beaten up for." I said, grinding my teeth.

"Is that what happened?" she said, her anger fading.

"Yes, and it took every sheer ounce of will power I had to walk away from her, so please I do not need you scorning me for not doing exactly what I wanted to do at that moment. Trust me, anyone who saw would have been seriously shocked."

"Oh, Edward. I'm sorry. It's just she's crying, and she wouldn't tell me or Rose what happened and I just thought…"

"She's crying?" I said, disgusted with myself. I made her cry, could I be any more of a monster. There she was, an angel of beauty and virtue and I like the monster I am made her cry. I was beyond reproach.

"Yeah"

"I'll go talk to her. I can't do this anymore Alice."

"I told you. I knew you weren't going to last."

"yeah…" I replied grimly before turning to the door to find Emmett standing there, his face red in anger.

"Alice, out" he said.

Alice looked fearful, and mouthed sorry to me before walking out.

"Edward" Emmett said, his face cold and angry.

"Emmett, I can explain."

"Fine. Explain"

"I'm so sorry Emmett. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have never felt this before. She's like everything I want and can't have. I promise I haven't done anything to her. I was trying to wait; I didn't want to ruin our friendship, her reputation, my school record. I didn't want any of it. Emmett I don't know why this is happening to me, but when I touch her I feel electricity run through my veins and when she looks at me I don't want to look away and its torture to watch her and not be able to do anything because she's my student, your sister. I don't know what to do anymore. I try but I can't stay away and then you invite me on this trip, and I didn't know she was coming, and then you guys pair off and I'm back where I started. I'm sorry, and you can kill me now." I finished my monologue looking down, my face shamed with the truth, waiting a blow that didn't come.

"Fuck" was all Emmett said, before sitting down on my bed, his face in his hands.

"You love my sister" he said, more as a statement.

"Hopelessly, unconditionally and irrevocably." I sighed.

"This sucks. I can't even kill you." He said a slight smile on his face.

"Why?"

"Because as you were describing it I could tell you were saying the truth and that you're not just some pervert trying to get my sister for quick entertainment. I know you were telling the truth, I can't kill someone that loves my sister. And, everything you said was exactly how I feel about Rosie."

"Women" I said, my mind in a haze.

"Yeah. Well, I can't tell you what to do. I don't care what happens as long as you treat her right, though you do know that the school and my dad can't know this."

"Yeah" I said, again hopeful.

"If you hurt her, I swear I will kill you" he said before clapping me on the back and walking away.

Was it really that simple? Was I just going to get away with loving his sister? I knew I loved Bella. What was there not to love? She was wonderful, smart, witty, she could make me laugh, she could reach my heart, she was beautiful, angelic, oh so lovely, most of all I knew that she was good. She had a good heart; she wasn't like anything I had seen before. I had never loved anyone before, but I knew that she was something that people waited lifetimes for. This feeling deep in my chest was something people had died to have. Wars had been fought for love, countries had been torn apart for love, and souls had been separated for it. Looking at all of those things my torture, my anguish seemed such a small price to pay. After all nothing else mattered if I wasn't with her. I knew that I would never be the same again.

I needed her like a man needed air, and food, and water. She was the sun in the sky, the song that I could always listen to. She was the reason for my fight, for my existence, the force that held me to this earth, Bella was my world now. She made me crazy, deranged in need and want. She was my brand of heroin, she was everything I needed to fall in love with. All my life I had been trying to fly but couldn't, and now that she was here I was floating and soaring the skies of bliss. She painted my world of night into blue, I wanted to know her, every whim, every demand, I wanted her to feel this feeling, what she caused deep inside me. By the time I was finished with my epiphany I was a different man, a better man, because of Bella.

I walked across the hall and knocked on the door.

She opened it and her eyes were red and puffy.

"Bella can I talk to you please?" I pleaded, looking back to see Emmett and Alice both nod towards me before I went into her room.

"What do you want Edward? What is there that you want to say? I get it. I'm sorry that I like you. So sorry that all you see me as is a pathetic love struck student. I'll stay away fro-"

I cut her off, crashing my lips to hers, pushing her against the wall, one hand on her hips, the other on her sweet smelling hair. I kissed her with all the angst and love I felt, all my fears leaving as our lips worked in perfect motion. I shuddered as she depend the kiss and knotted her hand in my hair, the other pulling me closer. I grazed me tongue along her bottom lip, begging entrance and she opened her mouth, her tongue fighting mine for domination. I heard her moan in my mouth and it was the single most erotic thing I had ever heard. The feral sounds coming from my chest told me I had to stop. Stop before I took things out of control. My Bella deserved better than a bang against a hotel wall. My Bella, I liked that.

We broke apart, gasping for air. I put my forehead to hers, looking her straight in the eye.

"Do you still think all I see you as is a pathetic love struck student?"

She shook her head, and I smiled, pecking her lips

"What will we do now?" she asked in a small voice.

"It doesn't matter, as long as we do it together" I told her, before our lips met again…

BPOV

Wow. That kiss. Well, Wow. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I was normally very articulate, but that kiss made me forget all possible adjectives. Who was I kidding? That kiss made me forget what my name was. I was sure it was too good to be true, and then he said those words. The words that made my heart melt.

"It doesn't matter, as long as we do it together"

There had never been truer words. It didn't matter that he was my teacher, that my father was a cop, it didn't matter how much trouble this would cause or all the problems we would face, nothing mattered, as long as we faced them together.

He took my hand and was ready to walk out before I stopped him.

"Wait, Edward. What about Emmett?" I asked him, knowing we could never tell him.

"He knows" he said simply

"He what?"

"he knows"

Well, that changed things. Edward lead me out into the living room where everyone was sitting, looking at me expectantly.

"Hi"

"Don't worry, love" Edward whispered in my ear.

"So…" said a beaming Alice.

"Alice I am glad to say you were right." Edward told her.

She jumped up and hugged me, as did Rosalie, and Jasper. Emmett stood up, gave me a bone crushing hug, threatened Edward and then sat back down. I was in shock. It couldn't be that simple.

"What are you going to do now?" asked Rosalie, concerned.

"Well obviously it doesn't come out of this group" started Edward, while everyone nodded.
"I guess we'll just hope for the best" I said.

"Em?" I said timidly, asking a silent question with my eyes

"Don't worry about it Bells, as long as you're happy, I don't care."

"Thank you big brother"

"Anything for you little sis."

EPOV

We knew this was going to be difficult, but after talking for an hour we came to the conclusion that Bella and I would act like nothing was going on in school, and then see each other every day at either my place, hers, or Rosalie's. It was for the best but I knew it would be next to impossible to ignore Bella when we were in school. It had been difficult before, now that she was officially mine I was going to have trouble keeping my eyes off her, listening to other guys talk about her…

I would deal with it though, because if this was the life I could get for a year, a single year, then I would be grateful and take it as a blessing from god.

We were going to a club tonight, so I was getting dressed when I heard a knock and my beautiful Bella came in.

She was stunning in a blue baby doll top and tight skinny jeans, she looked much older, with her hair curled and her make-up done sexily. I wanted to ravish her the second she walked through the door. I was going to have to have a talk with that part of my anatomy.

She twirled, laughing into my arms

"What do you think?" she smiled

"You are the most beautiful woman in the world."

"Oh, compliments will get you everywhere Mr. Cullen" she laughed, before kissing me/

Oh man, was I in for a long night…