I know there's not much going on in this story except sex, sex and some more sex… but what can I say? I love it! ... Ok ok, I swear there will be something major happening soon! ... In three or four chapters lol
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Reno had just woken up from a long afternoon nap after coming back from a mission. He was lying face first into his sofa, back at his apartment. He'd gone to Tifa's bar to see if Cloud was there, since they always met there before heading up to the ex-soldier's bedroom. Sometimes after a drink. The redhead actually had a shelf in Cloud's closet now where he had quite a few items of clothing. They were officially together, so that had only seemed natural to the blonde.
But the bastard had been away on a delivery for ten days now, and hadn't returned yet… and Reno was seriously beginning to worry. The blonde had told him it would be long, because of the destination (which he refused to reveal to the Turk), but this was too long. Even after three months of them being together, Reno was still attracted to the ex-soldier as much as on their first night, which surprised him probably as much as his partner Rude, who knew him and his "tendencies" well.
After sighing and stretching, Reno got up from his sofa to go grab a beer in his small fridge. After taking the cap off with the help of his teeth, he drank half of it in one shot, then closed his eyes and sighed again. He'd had a headache for three days straight, and no matter what he did, it wouldn't go away. Three months ago, he would have gotten a smoke, but he'd been clean since Cloud asked him to drop that habit… and it wasn't even an option to start smoking again. So he thought he might as well try to knock himself out. He had a 12-pack just waiting for that…
He ran his fingers through his hair and walked to the sole window of his apartment, opening the blinds and leaning against the wall to look at the sunset. He could see a good part of the ruins of Midgar, just beyond the limits of the city, and he could even make out Tifa's bar, a few blocks away. The sky looked very warm tonight, and the sun was huge. It really was beautiful… The view was probably the only thing Reno liked about his apartment.
He'd never think of bringing Cloud here… The bar was a nice and cozy place, especially since Tifa redecorated, it was large too, and Cloud's things were all so neatly placed in his room… Ok, so the Turk lived in a pretty neat building, but in his apartment, it was not only very disorderly, but also very small. His sofa was his bed, his small fridge was his dining table, and the bathroom, if it had been empty, would have been barely large enough to accommodate Barret… Needless to say, the shower was minuscule, and forget about cramming a bath in there... No luxury allowed.
One would wonder how much it pays to be a Turk. Well, to that, Reno would answer, more than enough to live comfortably. But he had been raised in an environment similar to this one. Well, worse in fact. All that to say he had never felt good in a big house or an apartment for high class people. He did have money, but didn't do much with it. He had thought about moving after the first few months with Cloud, though. But since the blonde had never expressed the desire to come to his apartment, Reno hadn't insisted and decided to keep things as they were.
In more ways than one, Reno envied Cloud. Everyone who knew the blonde admired him; he was a hero, after all. Young, handsome, strong, one of the sexiest hunks in town, really… Ok, so there were a lot of people who thought pretty much the same about Reno, but… Cloud had it all. He had people to take care of, and who cared for him. He had friends, and a family. Those orphans who saw him as a big brother, a role model.
But there was this one thing above all else that the redhead was jealous of that the blonde had and he didn't have, and never had, from anyone, not even his parents: respect. It wasn't respect when Reno went with Rude in foreign cities and countries, and people let them pass without hesitation. That was fear. Those who knew Cloud respected him and all he had accomplished. The blonde didn't see that of course, but Reno did. And somehow, the ex-soldier always managed to blame himself for everything, although no one else ever did… They still liked him. And Reno could understand that better than anyone.
But all that people saw in the redhead was a heartless Turk, and for some others, a whore. Or even both at times, depending on who you asked… That's why he loved being with Cloud. He could forget about all that. Cloud loved him, all of him, and didn't mind him being too talkative or arrogant or anything. Or if he did, he's never told him. That was enough for Reno. That was all it took to forgive Cloud for being so damn perfect.
Once the sun had set over Midgar, Reno sighed, closed the blinds and drank the rest of his beer, then just dropped the empty bottle on the floor. His life was miserable, but he had never realized just how much so… before going out with Cloud. He walked to the fridge to grab the rest of the 12-pack and crashed on the sofa again with the firm intention to finish every single bottle. And he did just that. Once he'd gone through it, and it didn't take him long to do so, he reached for his cell phone.
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Cloud was finally on his way back home. It had just gotten dark outside, and the air was beginning to get chilly. He just wanted a hot bath so badly… It had been very tiring. No big fights or anything, it had just been a very long journey. Good thing the pay that had come with it was real good. He almost died of a heart attack when he felt his cell phone vibrating in his pocket… He reached for it and answered.
- "Cloud…"
The blonde stopped his bike at once, skidding in the dust and earth. Reno's voice didn't sound cheery or as if he was smirking, and that wasn't normal. In fact, it had sounded quite weak and almost shaky. And, it was weird to think of it that way, but Cloud thought he could hear the alcohol in the redhead's voice… He had seen him really drunk twice now, and it hadn't been nice at all. Although it seemed impossible for the redhead to drink enough to throw up, it was much easier for him to drink enough to end up not remembering anything in the morning... The Turk wasn't as resistant to alcohol as the ex-soldier was, even though he drank a lot and often…
- "Reno, are you alright?" Cloud asked, feeling his heart rate rise from the anxiety.
- "Not really, to be honest" the redhead answered with a little laugh that didn't sound sincere at all.
- "What's wrong? What happened? Where are you? You're not hurt I hope…"
The blonde had never quite voiced out his concerns like that, but he really cared about Reno. And he knew the redhead could do some stupid things when drunk… meaning even more stupid than when he was sober. So he felt he had the right to be this worried.
- "Will you be there soon?" Reno asked in a little voice, as if about to cry.
- "Where are you? I'm coming to get you, tell me" Cloud said, feeling his throat tighten.
He hated this… Reno not telling him what was wrong, it tortured him. Anything could be wrong and he wouldn't know…
- "No, I'll… I'll walk… When will you be there?"
- "Reno, if you don't tell me where you are right this second, I'm hunting your ass down and making sure whatever your problem is will seem meaningless compared to what I'll do to you!" the ex-soldier almost screamed into his phone.
- "… Cloud…" the redhead said in a faint voice.
Usually, Reno would have answered something like "ooh I'd love you to punish me, yo" or "you can hunt my ass down anytime, and you don't need a reason, ya know?", so the blonde was waiting for that kind of stupid and witty answer. But it didn't come. And Reno not saying yo anymore? That was definitely serious.
- "Reno, what's wrong?" he asked, his voice much softer now.
- "In how much time will you be at the bar?" Reno asked back.
After letting out a sigh, Cloud closed his eyes and started driving away again.
- "An hour, an hour and a half max" he answered.
- "Then… I'll meet you there" Reno said.
And then he hung up. Cloud couldn't guess what was so wrong with Reno that he'd stop being loud, arrogant and witty, but it was making him very nervous... He revved up his bike and accelerated towards his home. He didn't care anymore for the bite of the cool air in his face, he just wanted to get to his room as fast as he could to hold Reno close to him, to tell him everything was alright… He probably never drove his bike that fast, and for so long. He tested it thoroughly.
About four blocks away from the bar, he saw the redhead, walking towards their destination, head up but definitely with some trouble to walk straight. In fact, Reno had had the time to sober down quite a bit… but not quite enough. The blonde drove his bike right in front of the Turk, sliding to a stop, then shut down the engine right there and hopped off the bike to walk towards a very stunned Reno. Cloud's self-control? Out the window.
- "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" the blonde shouted as he grabbed Reno's shoulders and pinned him to a wall.
- "Cloud…!" Reno said, shooting him a scared look and holding on to his partner's wrists.
There were several people looking at them, and Reno was utterly uncomfortable with that. Cloud, though, really didn't give a damn.
- "You know what?" Cloud asked, taking off his sunglasses and then pointing a menacing finger at the Turk.
Reno didn't answer. He couldn't.
- "Next time you scare me like that," Cloud began saying, getting dangerously closer to the redhead, "I swear I'll beat you up so bad you won't even remember your own name."
And then he closed the distance between them, crushing his lips against Reno's and engaging in a fierce and possessive kiss, his hands still pushing the Turk's shoulders into the wall. Reno, stunned at first, quickly responded, holding on tightly to the ex-soldier's hips and giving in completely, willingly forgetting they were in public. After a moment which seemed too short to the redhead, Cloud pulled back and grabbed his hand. Reno did taste like alcohol, and a lot of it, but he was alright after all, and the ex-soldier felt relieved.
- "Let's get to my place, then you can tell me what's wrong" he said with a little smile, putting his sunglasses back on and caressing the redhead's cheek with a finger.
Reno smiled back and nodded, so Cloud turned around and got on his bike, turning on the engine as Reno sat behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist. They didn't have a long way to go, so it didn't take long before they reached the bar and hurried to reach Cloud's room after briefly greeting Tifa, who fortunately was very busy and so didn't have much time to talk... although she told Cloud she wanted a debriefing of the mission the next morning. Reno got into the room first, and then Cloud followed, closing the door behind him and walking to the redhead who sat on the bed, forehead resting in his hands.
- "Hey, Reno…" Cloud said in a low, soothing voice, slowly caressing the redhead's back as he sat beside him.
- "I'm so fucked up…" Reno said in an almost inaudible whisper.
Then he bent down and fisted his hands into Cloud's shirt, burying his face in it also and starting to sob quietly. And that really scared the blonde.
- "Reno… Reno…" Cloud said, wrapping his arms around the Turk and holding him tightly.
He could feel the stress clutching at his throat, making his temperature rise and his heart beat faster again. He felt so useless…
- "Oh Reno… what's wrong?" he asked, kissing the redhead's hair and stroking it gently.
He held on to him for several minutes, during which Reno couldn't stop crying. He felt pathetic… but he really was unable to stop. He'd never get this drunk again, he swore it. Or at least not for those wrong reasons… He felt stupid, but oh it felt so good to be held like that… Cloud, on his part, just closed his eyes and patiently waited for Reno to feel better. He had never seen the Turk in that state, and it made him freak out. He would do anything to get his Reno back to normal. After a moment, Reno's sobs had stopped and his breathing was more normal now. He took his time making sure he wouldn't burst out in tears again when he decided to speak, and then lifted his head up to stare deep into Cloud's eyes and placed his hands on the blonde's cheeks.
- "I'm being ridiculous, ne?" Reno asked, letting out a little laugh.
- "Reno…" Cloud said, sounding a little exasperated as he took the Turk's hands in his.
- "It's just… I know I'm being childish, but… I needed to see you so bad…"
The redhead sounded so distressed it really tore at Cloud's heart.
- "I couldn't wait to see you either" he whispered, smiling.
Then he bent forwards and gently pressed his lips to Reno's, briefly kissing him. After the blonde pulled back, the Turk decided to tell him really what was bothering him.
- "I'm… scared, Cloud…"
- "Scared? Of what?"
- "I… gosh, there's just so much happening right now, yo…" Reno answered, wiping the tears from his cheeks. "I'm confused, big time, really…"
- "Take your time, we're in no hurry" Cloud reassured him.
After taking a deep breath, Reno started talking again.
- "Well, first of all, I've had this migraine going on for three days and I feel like I'll go crazy… And then… Well, you know Rude's not with Tifa anymore…"
- "Yeah, I do."
And when their stares met, neither of them could help but let out a little laugh. Tifa had very unceremoniously kicked Rude's ass out of the bar a few days before Cloud's delivery, in front of a good hundred customers. The Turk had made quite inappropriate comments about her after a few drinks, and Tifa wasn't the most patient or stable person on Earth, so inevitably, she dumped him.
- "Yeah well, anyway" Reno continued. "Rude's been slipping comments about… you and me, and relationships, on a few occasions, and asking me all kinds of… weird questions, really… Seriously, it's made our last mission harder, he wasn't as focused as before and he seemed weird towards me, and, I mean, I pay for it in the end. Rufus isn't real patient, and he's really demanding, so… yeah."
- "Maybe… well…" the blonde began saying, trying to piece everything together. "Seems like Rude's jealous of you…"
Reno looked up at him with a genuinely stunned look, and was silent for a moment. Then he looked away and said in a little voice:
- "I had never thought of it that way…"
There was another moment of silence before Reno let out a little laugh and said:
- "Feels weird to have someone jealous of you when you're a loser like me! No offence to you though, I understand he's jealous cause I'm with you…"
- "He's not!" Cloud corrected him, surprised. "It's cause you're in a relationsh-"
- "I know, I was just teasing you" the redhead said with a smile.
Cloud let out a little sigh as he smiled. Slowly, Reno was getting back to being, well, Reno. The ex-soldier caressed his lover's red hair for a while, thinking about all that had been said and hoping he could be of help.
- "So… you're scared of… losing your job because of that?" he asked, tentatively.
But Reno's look told him that wasn't it.
- "Not exactly…" the redhead said, forcing a smile.
Then he slowly wrapped his arms around Cloud's neck and leant in for another kiss, slowly moving his lips against the ex-soldier's. And then the blonde realized what Reno was afraid of.
- "Reno… Reno" he said, slowly pushing the redhead away. "Stop thinking about that, ok?"
- "I love you so much, I really do…" the Turk said, his voice a little shaky now.
Cloud pulled Reno to him, hugging him tightly and breathing in deeply.
- "Me too" he said. "Nothing lasts forever, I'm aware of that… but for now it's working great, ne? So stop worrying. If it has to happen, it will, and there's nothing neither you nor I can do about it. But I can tell you I'm not bored just yet!"
Reno let out a little laugh and pulled back to find Cloud smiling at him.
- "So then I was right" the redhead said.
- "About what?" the ex-soldier asked, puzzled.
- "I am being ridiculous…"
Cloud laughed and kissed Reno again, glad to see his lover had at last gone back to being his usual self, completely. Then he got up from the bed and invited the redhead to do the same.
- "Come on, let's take a shower" he said, smiling again and taking off his boots. "I think it'll do both of us good."
- "Maybe it'll sober me down..." the redhead told him, sighing and getting up.
Cloud let out a little laugh and walked to the bathroom, Reno kicking off his shoes and following him. The blonde had rarely seen him with clothes other than the Turk outfit, but he loved it every time. Torn jeans and a loose white tank top today. It screamed Reno, really. And Cloud couldn't help but think that those clothes would be much easier to take off… Reno closed the bathroom door behind them, closing his eyes and sighing.
- "I feel like I've been hit by a freight train…" he said as Cloud got the hot water running.
- "And it's about to get worse" the blonde answered in a low voice.
When he opened his eyes, Reno barely had the time to see Cloud looking at him with an animalistic stare and grabbing him by his shirt before being dragged into the shower, fully clothed, cell phone in his pocket and everything.
- "Cloud! What-"
But the blonde had already pinned him to one of the tile walls of the shower and glued his lips to the Turk's. Reno's cell phone was his lifeline though, and he couldn't afford to scrap it.
- "Wai… wait, Cloud… my… cell phone…"
Without stopping to kiss the redhead, Cloud reached into his pocket to retrieve the cell phone, then grabbed his own and threw the both of them onto a pile of towels. Reno never knew how he managed to do that, but anyway. Then the ex-soldier closed the door of the shower and started lifting up Reno's already soaked tank top. He broke their kiss for only a short instant to take it off, and then resumed devouring Reno's lips and tongue, not bothering to be gentle or anything. The redhead already felt his body catch fire, and it was only partly due to the hot water pouring down on the both of them… This was as seme as Cloud ever was, and he would definitely take advantage of it and be a real good uke.
The blonde wasn't giving Reno a single chance to undress him also, though… He was all over him, and the belt and jeans were quickly discarded in a corner of the shower along with the shirt, and soon the underwear followed. The Turk was naked before he even knew it, and then Cloud took off the leather strap holding the redhead's hair in a ponytail, throwing it away too. Reno's breathing had already become faster and a little more difficult, but it became even more so when Cloud buried a hand in his hair and began playing with it. He could feel the blonde smirking even as they kissed, and only then did he realize he had wrapped one of his legs around one of Cloud's.
- "This is too easy…" Cloud moaned as he pulled back to stare at Reno.
- "It's because…" Reno began saying with a little laugh as he started taking off the blonde's armour. "It's cause you're too good."
Cloud smirked at him and helped him take his clothes off, and soon they were both naked and pressing against each other, trying to touch as much skin as possible, kissing fiercely enough to bruise their lips. But they were beyond caring… Then Cloud reached for the bottle of conditioner on the small shelf in the corner of the shower and opened it to pour some onto his fingers. To be honest, he had, time and again, fantasized about doing it in the shower with Reno… so he was prepared.
- "Know what, Reno?" he asked, pulling away from the kiss as he placed the bottle back and brought his fingers to the redhead's entrance.
Reno had trouble just standing up, but even with his hard breathing, still managed to say something.
- "How… how should I know… if you don't… aaaah tell me…"
The ex-soldier circled around Reno's tight ring of muscles teasingly with a finger, making the redhead shiver even though it was blistering hot inside the shower.
- "You… you really are pathetic."
Cloud grabbed Reno's hair hard with his free hand and looked at him so seriously it freaked the life out of the Turk.
- "C… Cloud…" he said, grabbing the blonde's shoulders.
Really, Reno was lost now. A second ago, the ex-soldier was all over him, kissing him and about to make him merge with the tiles of the wall, and now he was insulting him and looking like he meant it.
- "Disgusting" the blonde said in a low voice. "Why the hell am I still with you?"
He tightened his hold onto the red strands of hair, but didn't take his other hand away from Reno's ass… He'd tried reasoning the Turk before, about the alcohol and the stupid risks he took, but it hadn't worked as it had with the smoking… He thought maybe now was the right time. If he could really scare Reno… maybe, just maybe, he could finally help someone be safe…
- "You can't help yourself, ne? You're just a self-destructive bitch…"
The Turk gasped loudly and closed his eyes tightly when Cloud suddenly rammed a finger inside him, thrusting in and out none too gently.
- "… and I just hate to think…"
Yet another finger…
- "… you could end up succeeding in that, and…"
Last finger in, and Reno could feel his sweat mixing with the water from the shower… Cloud was really hurting him, but the redhead still felt incredibly aroused. Damn that masochistic side… He should be beating the life out of Cloud for treating him this way. Well, or so he thought before the ex-soldier finally finished his sentence.
- "… and that I'd… lose… the one I love… you."
Reno, who had been expecting anything but that, opened his eyes to stare at Cloud. And he could have sworn that the water on the blonde's face wasn't all from the shower…
- "Cloud…" Reno whispered, bringing his hands to the ex-soldier's cheeks.
- "Stop fooling around, Reno" Cloud said in an exasperated voice, distinguishable tears flowing from his eyes. "You'll… you'll end up making a big mistake somewhere, that you won't be able to repair…"
And it scares me, he finished in his head.
- "I… I'm sorry…"
- "No!"
Cloud pushed his fingers even deeper into the redhead, making him gasp again.
- "I don't want your excuses! I want you to be safe… You need to take care of yourself, please… cause I…"
I'd want to take care of you, but I know I won't ever be able to do that…
- "So, I suppose…" Reno began saying, the fear fading away now, "that downing a 12-pack in less than an hour… isn't a good idea, ne?"
Cloud let out a little laugh as the Turk smiled, and then he released Reno's hair, instead massaging his scalp gently with the tip of his fingers and staring at the Turk's lips. The next sentence he wanted to say demanded a great effort from him, but he really wanted to say it to the redhead.
- "You wouldn't believe all you brought to me, Reno" he whispered. "I don't want to lose you because of something stupid… like smokes, or alcohol… Nothing at all I can do about your job, but… at least…"
Reno smiled and grabbed Cloud's hand to kiss it softly.
- "Ok" he whispered simply.
And then his innocent smile turned into a very mischievous smirk that Cloud had no problem interpreting. So Reno was sober now…
- "I know I've been a very bad boy, Strife-sama…" Reno said.
- "This surely requires punishment…" Cloud proposed, smirking too.
- "Man do you know how to g me hard, yo" the Turk moaned.
- "That's not the only way I can get you hard…" the blonde whispered.
Then their lips crushed together again, teeth and tongues fighting and clashing against each other as if it was the last time they were allowed to do this. Reno had brought a lot to Cloud, although the ex-soldier could never tell him just how much. He'd been changed by the Turk's presence in his life. He was… more confident. He actually felt good, for a change, when they were together, even if he didn't always show it. He wasn't the prey of various internal conflicts anymore, he didn't have all those nightmares… It had taken a long time, but in Cloud's opinion, this redhead really had turned his life around, for the best.
Reno was moaning into the blonde's mouth and lifted his leg higher, letting it rest against his hip. Cloud removed his fingers from inside the Turk and reached for the conditioner again.
- "I… I got carried away…" he said as he slowly kissed and nibbled at Reno's neck and opened the bottle. "I'm sorry I hurt you…"
- "Instead of saying you're sorry," the redhead began saying in a moaning voice through his panting, "you should… hmmm… work on making me feel better…"
After letting out a little laugh and placing the bottle back on the shelf, Cloud hastily spread the conditioner all over his manhood and slowly licked Reno's earrings, making him shiver and moan.
- "I was kinda… describing myself also when… I said that, in a way…" Cloud whispered, more to himself than to Reno.
- "You wanna hear me… forgive you?" Reno asked, his voice louder now… and more needy and impatient. "It's ok! I don't give a fuck… how rude you just were, yo… Just… aaaah! Fuck me!"
- "Your wish is my command" Cloud moaned as he kissed the redhead's jaw.
- "Hehe, that… didn't sound very… seme-like…"
- "When you got… such an amazing uke… you want to be good to him…"
- "How uke do you think… you can make me?" Reno asked, smirking.
Without even bothering to answer, Cloud lifted the redhead up by grabbing his ass, making him gasp and hold on to him tightly, and then he started slowly bringing him down on his cock. Reno was moaning and panting loudly, feeling his muscles stretch, spreading even more heat inside his body. After taking Cloud in completely, he rested his forehead on the ex- soldier's shoulder and tightly held on to his hips with the help of his legs, caressing his blonde hair with both hands. This was gonna be hot, in every sense of the word. He already had trouble breathing…
- "I'll make you feel as uke…" Cloud began saying through gritted teeth, "… as I feel seme."
With that, he thrust hard into Reno, and the redhead thought he would end up being part of the wall if it was to be like that during this whole session… Mouth wide open, he closed his eyes and let himself get lost in the pleasure already and rapidly building up inside him. Cloud began thrusting in and out of the Turk, nibbling at and kissing his neck and shoulders down which the water was running. Reno was so sexy… His body seemed even more slender and inviting when wet.
The blonde had even more fun once the redhead rested his head back against the tiling to try to ease his breathing. The water was pouring right down on top of the Turk's head, blinding him somewhat, but Reno didn't care. He was just a little more careful not to breathe water… Anyway, with him positioned like that, Cloud could admire his body all he wanted… and tease the Turk some more… So, as he continued literally ramming into the redhead, he bent his head down a little more to bring his mouth from his shoulders to an erect nipple, and he licked and sucked on it gently, contrasting greatly with the general mood. But it worked.
- "Aaaah… Damn you…" Reno moaned between sharp breaths as he ran his fingers through the ex-soldier's wet hair.
After a short moment, the blonde stopped what he was doing and lifted his head up to look at the Turk.
- "What for?" he asked innocently.
- "For… for being" Reno tried to say as he shivered and panted. "For being… so good… so seme… for making me… melt… each and every time!"
- "I'll make sure… you remember that." Cloud whispered, breathing hard too.
Then he bent down and bit hard into the redhead's neck, almost drawing blood, making the Turk cry out and his whole body stiffen. It left a very red mark on Reno's fair skin, and when Cloud looked at him again, the redhead stared at him questioningly.
- "You're mine" the blonde answered simply before pressing his lips to his lover's.
Reno would have laughed in ecstasy, but he could hardly breathe, and anyway he could only moan with those luscious lips glued to his mouth… He wasn't about to complain, though.
- "Mine, and… no one… else's…" Cloud growled as he kissed the redhead.
He kept on pounding into Reno, who felt his body heat up with each movement, each touch. But his hips and back really were starting to hurt since they were continuously hitting the tile wall… and his legs were so numb he could hardly feel them. It was so hot, though, he didn't want to ruin the mood. But Cloud noticed something was a little off in the way Reno was now holding on to him, as if trying to get his lower body away from the wall.
- "Want me to… let you down?" he asked, slowing down.
- "Yeah…" Reno answered with a little laugh. "My back… it's killing me…"
The ex-soldier sighed and gently withdrew from Reno, then let him put his feet back on the floor and lean back against the wall, closing his eyes, his chest rising and falling very rapidly.
- "You should have… told me sooner…" Cloud said, holding onto the redhead's shoulders, mostly to help him support his weight.
- "I can't… feel my legs… " Reno said with a little laugh, but visibly exhausted. "Sorry to… have ruined… the moment…"
After leaving him a little moment to breathe, the blonde got close to his ear and then whispered:
- "There's still a chance… you can make up for it…"
And the Turk knew, from the tone of that voice, that he would be half-dead after this. Just as he opened his eyes, he saw Cloud shoot him the most lustful look ever just before kissing him again, ramming his tongue into his mouth, biting down on his lips, just plain trying to eat him. Reno didn't have much time to hold on to Cloud, though, because all of a sudden the blonde turned him around and pressed him hard against the glass wall of the shower.
- "Cloud!" he gasped, trying to push away from the glass.
But the blonde had a firm hold onto his hips and wasn't about to let go. Because he was very determined to have his way, and because Cloud knew if he let go, Reno's legs would definitely buckle underneath him.
- "Tell me you… really don't want that… and I'll stop right away" Cloud whispered as he licked the Turk's ear.
Reno let out a little laugh and decided to give in completely. This was too much fun…
- "Aaaah, you win… Just… shut up… and do me, Strife-sama…"
The ex-soldier didn't need to be told twice. He started penetrating Reno again, and then quickly resumed the fast and hard thrusts he had going on a short moment ago. He gently pushed the redhead's hair over his shoulder, then had to bend down only a little to kiss and lick his now exposed neck. Reno was moaning incessantly now, and had to rest not only his hands but his forearms against the glass panel to help himself stand up. Cloud just loved the way the Turk's fingers tried to grasp the glass, clawing at it… But he knew that, at this pace, neither of them would last very long.
Reno could see some stars forming in front of his eyes, even when they were closed. The ex-soldier had found just the right angle to make him lose his head… Each thrust sent electrical sparks from his prostate throughout his whole body, and he felt the climax approaching fast.
- "Cl… Cloud…" he panted, his lungs hurting. "Please… I… aaaah yo…"
Cloud realized the redhead couldn't stroke himself, and it didn't surprise him. The Turk had trouble just standing up… So he decided to be nice and brought one of his hands in front of Reno, caressing his chest, then slowly tracing his abs down until his fingers reached the Turk's arousal and wrapped tightly around it. Reno gasped and began panting and moaning even more loudly… Cloud then started pumping his manhood, the pace of his hand matching his thrusts into Reno.
After a short moment during which he felt like his heart was gonna burst, the Turk let out a long scream and came into Cloud's hand, his body tightening, his teeth clenching and his eyes closing tightly. The heat, the pleasure, it made his head spin, he had trouble supporting his own weight... his muscles were all aching… but he loved it. Immediately after, the ex-soldier slowed the pace of his hand and then stopped stroking him.
After a few more thrusts into Reno, who had tightened considerably, he was there too, so he quickly withdrew before he came inside the Turk. He didn't want Reno to stay in the shower to wash himself up for longer than needed, since he knew the Turk was beyond exhausted. He rested his forehead on the redhead's shoulder and kept holding on to his hips to help support him. The water pouring down on the both of them was really relaxing, and it helped slow down their breathing. After a moment, the ex-soldier withdrew from the Turk, moaning, and then helped him turn around. So Reno rested his back against the glass and held on to one of Cloud's shoulders, placing his other hand on the back of the blonde's neck and pulling him slowly towards him.
- "I love you, Strife-sama…" he whispered with a little smile.
Cloud smiled back and caressed Reno's cheekbones, where the crescent-shaped crimson tattoos were.
- "Yeah, me too" he whispered back.
Then he leant in and placed a soft kiss on the Turk's awaiting lips, closing his eyes and fully enjoying every second. When he pulled back, he smiled at him again and said:
- "I'll help you wash up quickly, then you can go to sleep. I'll clean up here."
- "It's ok, no hurry…" Reno told him with a little laugh. "I can still stand up, you know? And anyway, I need to wash my hair…"
- "I'll still help you."
Cloud grabbed the bottle of shampoo and poured a good amount into his hand after opening the cap. As he lathered the stuff into Reno's hair, he bent forwards again to steal the Turk's lips. If Reno hadn't been so totally exhausted, although he didn't want to admit it, he would have been hard again… After Cloud had helped him wash his hair and body, Reno briefly kissed him again and the blonde smiled at him.
- "I'll be there in five minutes."
- "Shame I'll be sleeping in five minutes…" the redhead said, laughing.
Cloud let out a little laugh too and kissed Reno's forehead just before the Turk left the shower and grabbed a towel to dry himself up as he went back to the bedroom. The blonde immediately busied himself cleaning the shower, then washing himself and his hair also. Just before leaving the shower, he gathered their soaked clothes and got as much water out of them as possible. He then hung them up to dry and grabbed a towel to dry his body and hair up. Once he was done with that, he hung up the towel also and left the bathroom.
Reno hadn't even left the night lamp on, so the only source of light was from the moon, which was just enough in Cloud's opinion. Just before opening a drawer to grab a pair of boxers, he whispered:
- "Reno, are you asleep?"
And since there was no answer, he did all in his possible to open his drawer, get his boxers on, then close his drawer and carefully slip underneath the sheets without waking up the Turk. Then he turned to lie down on his side so he could watch Reno's silhouette as he fell asleep. But Reno hadn't been sleeping… Just on the edge of, but still… He really wanted to wait until the ex-soldier was there before falling asleep. So he turned around and smiled widely at Cloud, reaching out to caress the blonde's cheek.
- "Goodnight" he whispered.
- "Goodnight" the ex-soldier whispered back, smiling also.
- "I love you, Cloud, I really do" Reno managed to say just before falling sound asleep.
Cloud let out a little laugh and caressed the redhead's still damp hair.
- "I know, Reno, I love you too…"
And I'm glad you do, he thought.