A/N: This is only my second fanfic so I hope everyone likes it…..I own nothing but John Folder

Ch. 6 No meaning

Bella's POV

I heard Edward scream out in pain.

"EDWARD?!!? No…."

I put the baby in the crib and closed the door and locked it from the outside and ran downstairs.

"EDWARD!!" I stood on the steps in shock. Edward was fighting; fighting with John.

"No Stop it Stop it Stop it!!!!" I couldn't stand it. I got in the middle and tried to stop them. As soon as I jumped in they both stopped. That's when the baby started crying. John took off up the stairs and so did Edward and I. I ran with all my might. He wouldn't do anything to her, would he? I prayed he wouldn't.

When I made it upstairs Edward was standing in the door way, he was unbelievably still.

"Edward?" I whispered. I was so scared but I just wanted my baby. I shoved past him and stopped. John was standing there holding Addison. I was so scared and I just wanted her in my arms. I went to go but Edward held me back. What was he doing? I needed to get the baby, our baby.

That's when Edward slowly pushed me behind him and walked slowly towards John. John had his back to Edward but was trembling like he was going to phase. I was really getting nervous now. If he phased with her in him arms, she would die. The trembling was getting worse. All I could do was pray. I stood there, still, hoping that he wouldn't do it.

Then he phased. Ripping his clothes to shreds on the floor.

"No my baby!" Edward ran over to the wolf.

"No, No, No, NO!" I fell to my knees and cried. I couldn't do anything but that. I felt a new hole ripping my chest open. I couldn't breathe and I was getting dizzy. I curled up in a ball and cried. This was worse than anything I have ever felt. It was worse than when Edward left me.

"My baby….my baby" I forgot that there was still a giant werewolf and Edward fighting in my poor baby's bedroom. Instantly I got up and ran and hit the werewolf in the arm so hard that it hurt my hand I didn't care though I kept hitting him. I knew he didn't feel it but I didn't care. I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me. He had killed my baby. Killed her. Edward was ripping him to shreds and I just finally stood there.

I was in shock. I ran out of the room and down the stairs. I ran out the door and to my truck. I got in my truck and drove. I didn't know or care where I was going I just couldn't handle the pain anymore. That's when I saw it. The exit to La Push. I veered off and drove on a familiar road. I pulled into the drive way and jumped out of the truck, Jacob had heard the engine when I turned onto the road so he was on his way out. As soon as I saw him I ran to his arms and collapsed. I couldn't hold on to anything anymore.

He didn't even question anything. He just picked me up and brought me to the garage and sat down in the Rabbit. He was holding me and I had my face in his shoulder. The tears wouldn't stop. I never thought that there could be a pain this bad.

Slowly the tears calmed.

"Bella what happened? What's wrong?"

"He killed her, just phased and killed her. How could he do it? How could he? He loved me and her. And I just stood there. Stood there, didn't do anything to help her. She was so helpless in his arms."

"Who? Who? What?"

"John killed Addison."

"John killed who?"

"MY BABY!"

"I didn't know you had her. I knew you were pregnant but…that was fast it was like 3 months ago I found out."

"That is besides the point Jake. He killed her."

"John is a werewolf?"

"Yes he killed her. He killed her."

"Okay where is he now?"

"I don't know. Edward was killing him when I left."

"EDWARD!??"

"Yes Edward. Addison was his baby."

"Well was Edward winning? John needs to die."

"I don't know. Jake she is dead! My baby!!" And the sobs started again.

"Shh it's going to be okay. I promise it is ok." I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. I felt no meaning to live. Jake pulled me closer. I realized how much I missed this, him holding me close. I missed him so much. I missed him more than Edward I think.