A/N: This is only my second fanfic so I hope everyone likes it…..I own nothing but John Folder

Ch. 7 Finding Meaning and a Gift From God

Bella's POV

"Bella it's ok we will make it through this. It's ok. Bella please stop crying it will be ok." Jacob was trying to comfort me but there was nothing I could do but cry. My baby was gone and there was nothing I could do about it. I wanted her back more than anything in this world.

"My baby, she was only 2 days old. She was so special she was a gift from God. Edward can't have kids but he got me pregnant with her. I needed her to make him stay. He is going to leave again."

"Bella it is ok. He loves you." What was I doing? I knew how much me being with Edward hurt Jacob. And I never took a step back to realize that what I really wanted was Jacob. Jacob Black was my meaning for living but now that I realize it might be to late. I have hurt him so much that he might not want me. And what about Edward?

"But Jacob I love you."

"What?!"

"Jacob you are now my meaning for living. You have always been but it has taken me so long to realize it that I don't want it to be to late."

"Bella it will never be to late. I will always love you and I hope you know that."

"I do it just has taken me a long time to realize what was best for me was right in front of me."

"Oh Bella how long I have waited for you to say that."

"Jacob I love you more than anything in this world."

"And I love you more than my own life."

"I need to talk to Edward. He needs to know that I want to be with you. I do not want to hurt him but I don't want to be unhappy and he left me and told me to move on. I moved on but to the wrong person."

"He will understand."

"I hope so." I got back in my truck and drove back to the house. Jacob didn't want me to go alone but I knew it would be better to do this alone. When I pulled into the drive way I just saw Edward sitting on the front porch.

"Bella!? Where have you been???"

"With Jacob."

"What?!"

"I'm sorry. I had to see him. Edward I'm in love with Jacob."

"What? We just lost our baby and already you are over me and moving on to a dog?"

"He isn't a dog. And I think the only reason that I wanted you back was for Addison. I have always loved Jacob and I will always love you."

"But Bella..."

"I'm sorry Edward. Where's John?"

"Dead."

"You killed him?"

"Yes."

"Good."

"What are we going to do about Addison?"

"We will have a memorial."

"Okay. I will call you."

"Edward I'm glad that we can still be friends."

"Well I will always be here for you and you accepted me back even after I hurt you so badly."

"Thank you Edward."

"No thank you Bella for giving me a daughter." I felt the tears coming and I ran and gave him one last hug. He held me close and kissed the top of my head. "I will always and forever love you Bella."

"As will I to you Edward." He released me and I walked back to my truck and drove back to my new house where my soul mate waited for me. Jacob was a gift from God in himself. He made my life better and have a meaning.

A/N: I'm sorry that it was a short chapter but I wanted to get one last chapter in before mid-terms. I have exams all week so I don't really know how many updates I will be able to get in but I will try to as much as possible. I will get out of school early so that might give me more time. R&R thank you so much.