**So, this is the second part of my Ianthony fanfiction. It's the same situation, but based off of a different song. Also, it's in Ian's POV and basically shows how he felt while Anthony was gone for those few days in Japan. So, I hope you enjoy! **

Miss You (Ed Sheeran)

Ian's POV

Three days.

Anthony's been gone for three days and his absence around the house is really starting to show. It's just so silent around the house right now. It just isn't the same without Anthony. It's so different not being at each other's side every day; A bad difference at that. I know we need our time apart, but I'm just not used to it. Calling him just isn't the same as having him here by my side. I joked about having a party while he was gone but we both knew I couldn't do that. Not without my partner in crime.

He took Kalel to Japan. Kalel of all people. I'm not upset. Jealous? Maybe a little bit. I did want to go to Japan with Anthony but I knew I couldn't. I trust Anthony and I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me on purpose. I know he loves me. And Kalel was one of the first people I told about my crush on Anthony. She was the one who got us together in the first place. It was only a couple of days after I told her about my crush that the two actually broke up, and the next thing I know, Kalel is trying to set us up. It was a little awkward at first, but we finally became boyfriends.

Who would have ever thought Anthony and I would actually get together? After all of the teasing between each other and the flirting; after all the 'Ianthony' fanfictions we made fun of. But it still happened. We still got together. And every since we got together, over a year ago now, this is the longest we've been apart from each other. I miss him so much, and he's only been gone three days.

Shock. Horror. I'm down. Lost. You're not around.

Four days.

He's been gone four days now and I miss him more than yesterday. It doesn't help when I spent most of yesterday editing a Smosh video. Also, the pictures of the two of us all around the house don't help either. It's like a scene from a horror movie, waking up without him by my side. I feel...almost like a piece of me is missing. I'm honesty lost without him. It may seem kind of weird since he's only been gone for four days, but to me it seems longer than that.

I glance at the time blinking on our alarm clock. I don't really see the point in doing so, since I know Anthony still has three more days of being in Japan. And there's still three more days to go without waking up with him by my side. It still shocks me how much I truly miss him. Everything from his skinny jeans to his emo hair flip that only makes him gorgeous. I miss it all. I miss my Anthony.

There's a lump in my chest that sends cold through my head and my mind shuts sound out.

I feel so bored. I'm still editing the new Smosh video since I really don't know what else to do. I hope Anthony's at least enjoying himself...which leads me to wonder what he's doing right now. Does he miss me as much as I miss him? I can only hope. I wish I could have gone with him, but I know why I couldn't. Anthony and Kalel are still supposed to be together.

Our managers wanted those two to keep up their image...but now I'm stuck here by myself. And I don't really feel like going out to hang out with any of our friends. I don't feel like vloging by myself either. I'd probably zone out anyways, and block out everything to let my mind think about my boyfriend. I feel cold without him. I feel as if there's a lump in my chest, and my head feels so...cold and lonely without Anthony. Whenever I think of Anthony, it's as if my brain freezes. My mind has just automatically shut down; it shuts out anything that doesn't have to do with him.

I'm on auto pilot. And my tongue's gone silent.

Yet, over that past four days, I've been set to auto pilot. The day just happens without me realizing it. I'm acting like he's dead, but I just can't help it. I miss being in his arms; I miss holding his hand while we edit new videos. I miss climbing into his lap when we play video games together. I miss cuddling with him at night. He seemed rather sad on the phone though. I hope he doesn't regret the trip. We both miss each other but I still want him to enjoy himself.

Over the past four days, I've been so silent as well. I hate being separated from him. It changes me for the worst. I have nothing to say to anybody and I just want to sit and wait for Anthony's return. It's stupid, and girly, but I can't help it. Love can really change a person. I don't understand why I do this.

Yet, here I am now. I glance outside, watching the rain roll down the window slowly. The weather seems to go perfect with my mood, causing a sigh to escape my lips. I turn back to my computer where an old Smosh video is playing. I finished editing the new video and had already put it up, so I decided to turn to our old videos to keep me company. But, I finally shut my laptop and push myself off of the couch. I need to get out, if only for an hour or two.

I run some quick errands, ending with my picking up some Smosh mail that's been piling up over the few days. I throw them in the garage and take in the growing pile before making my way back into the Smosh house. And now I'm back at my previous situation: I'm back on the couch and the only thing that's changed is the fact that I managed to actually get a few things done today.

My mind is racing with the picture I'm painting.

Before I know it, it's the end of the day and I've wasted my time watching Smosh videos. Again. I climb into bed, wearing one of Anthony's huge sweaters that makes me look tiny. It smells just like him and it's as if he's actually here with me. I snuggle into bed, a small smile on my face, and turn the television on. It's the only way I can really fall asleep without being in Anthony's arms. I need to feel like someone's here with me. Only three more days.

My mind keeps painting pictures about my reaction when Anthony finally gets home. It's causing my heart to beat rapidly and a stupid smile to spread wider across my face. It's also keeping me awake. I close my eyes again, thinking about the conversation him and I just had on the phone. He seems to miss me too, but he says he's enjoying himself. So...that's good.

And my belly's sick to its stomach.

It's an hour later, and I still can't fall asleep. My eyes are closed but scenes of Anthony and I together are playing in my head. I chuckle at a few of them, hoping they'd help me fall asleep...but of course they don't. A few of them actually make me sick to my stomach as I remember our...weird food tasting videos. And I cringe at the thought of having to do more when Anthony got home to that huge fan mail pile.

I scrunched up my face and reopened my eyes to turn my focus back on the television. Some boring movie's playing, and I only hope it can make me fall asleep. As I try to follow the horrible movie on the screen, my eye lids feel droopy and I eventually close them, drifting off to a peaceful slumber.

You lay down next to me.

I'm still sleeping peacefully, dreams of Anthony coming to my mind of course, when I feel someone crawling in next to me. And I'm not sure if it's part of my dream or happening in the real world. In my dreams I shrug it off and move closer to the warmth, cuddling into it. Maybe it was just a...really warm pillow?

It's a few hours later when I finally begin to stir. I keep my eyes closed however, feeling arms around me. "Morning babe." I hear someone whisper in my ear, along with some hands rubbing up and down my sides. I instantly know it's Anthony and it causes me to pop my eyes open as a shocked look takes over my face. What was he doing home?

"A-Anthony?" I manage to get out, although my voice is still rough and raspy from sleep. At least it makes me sound more manly. I rub at my eyes, trying to get the sleep out of them as well as to make sure this wasn't a dream. I feel his hands still going up and down my sides and know it can't be a dream. My thoughts are confirmed when I remove my hands from my eyes, and feel his hand run through my messy hair. In return, I wrap my arms around his toned neck and rest my head on his chest. "But...I thought..." My words are a bit muffled by Anthony's shirt. I'm still so confused, and I really don't know what to say.

I don't know when I lost my mind. Maybe when I made you mine.

I feel, rather than hear, Anthony let out a chuckle, which causes me to smile even wider. I feel his arms wrap around my waist which causes butterflies to fill my stomach. I still felt so nervous around Anthony, even after a year of dating. He presses a kiss to the top of my head which only adds to my nervousness. "Surprise," I hear him whisper, closing my eyes at the soothing feeling of Anthony rubbing small circles on my back. "We came back early. I missed you too much." My smile grows wider, if possible, at the simple words. He could be such a sap sometimes...yet he was still so cute.

I let out a small chuckle in return. "I missed you too." I reply, reopening my eyes and lifting my head to connect our eyes again. We were still wrapped up in each other's arms as I give him a genuine smile before leaning forward and connecting our lips in a tender kiss.

By now, we're both smiling happily into it. I feel Anthony pull me even closer to himself and I make no objection, too caught up on my boyfriend's lips on mine. We have to reluctantly pull away when we both need air, causing us to pant once we have pulled away. I let out a small sound of surprise as Anthony pulls me into his lap, but yet again, I don't complain. I love it. I love everything the man beside me does for me.

"I love you." We say simultaneously. It causes both of us to laugh again, and I start blushing again as I hide my face back in his chest. I know it's pretty stupid to be shy around my boyfriend of a year but I can't help it. That's just how Anthony makes me feel. He makes me feel so...girly and shy. He has that power.

I feel a hand lift off of me back. Said hand is used to lift my chin up from Anthony's chest. Our eyes connect again and I am lost in his beautiful brown eyes that I fell in love with. The blush is still heating my face up as he moves his hand to caress my cheek. "I love you." He repeats, causing my heart to flutter again. As I see the love in his eyes, I realize how truly lucky I am to have a boyfriend like Anthony. I just...love him so much.

I lean into his hand, and feel my smile grow bigger. "I love you too." I whisper back, my arms still wrapped around his neck as he has one hand on my back and one on my red cheek.

We both simultaneously lean in again, our eyes slipping shut. We move closer together, our lips connecting in another sweet, tender kiss. Only one thought comes to my mind as I sit here in the lap of my amazing boyfriend.

I missed you, but at least now you're back where you belong; you're back home.

I don't know when I lost my mind. Maybe it was every time that you said, you said, you said...

And I miss you.

**So I hope you enjoyed yet another one of my fanfictions. Thank you so much to all of my followers and I appreciate all the support. R&R if you don't mind...ya know. Thanks again, and I love you all! **