Sorry I had a huge writers block but I am back now and school is almost over yippy and yes I deleted the old chapter three because I want to change it so yeah
Me: (walks into large room)
(Five seconds later surrounded)
Susan: do the disclaimer
Me: neverrrrrrr
Edmund: do it or you will be fined
Me: can't I just play a game of chess with you
Edmund: hummmmmmm
Lucy: Edmund!
Peter: if you don't do the disclaimer I will leave.
Me: nooo! Ok. I do not own the Chronicles of Narnia it belongs to C.S. Lewis
Lenora prov.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I tried to go back to sleep but sadly my body wouldn't let me. So I got up and began to play the grand piano that was in the corner of the room. My fingers glided softly over the piano to play a sad mellow tune.
( song memory)
You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I opened my eyes to see my classmate Peter. He was looking at me as if I had just grown two heads. I knew I could only remember what had to be bits and pieces but I knew enough to know he left me. He left us. "Go away Peter."
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I saw Caspian I holding a screaming Rosalyn. I wouldn't let her go she was my only connection left to them and they've been gone for a week. They knew the woods. I knew they left us and I was not going to lose her. When he dropped her I leaped for her hopping to catch her before either of us hit the water and transport us safely back to Cair.
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
It hurts now that I have some of my memories back. I hate it. Everyday I have to watch him kiss and hold her. My cousin. I have so see them together when I knew it use to be me in his arms. It seems as he has forgotten we were together and was with a girl who looked exactly like me but with emerald eyes and red hair or at least what I originally looked like.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I sat on my balcony looking into the wood towards lantern waste hoping I would see him or Edmund, Lucy, or Susan saying they were alright and they just found a new area and the others wanted to explore. It had been three days since they left to look for the white stag and so far there was no sign of them. I was growing weak from lack of food. I refused to eat. I trusted they would come back but I have a daughter and a baby to take care of. I had to break through. So I did.
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I looked in the mirror and saw peter behind me. He embraced me gently and kissed my neck then smiled. I loved our life. It was perfect like from a story book. I wouldn't trade this life for anything.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Taking over me
You're taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
The sound became softer and softer and as the song ended and tears were streaming down my cheeks like a river. When it finally ended I closed the piano can cried on the piano until I felt a hand touch my shoulder. I turned around and saw none other than Peter Pevensie. "How did you get in here?" I asked.
"We share a balcony and I heard you so I came in here and saw you were crying." He said.
"Oh. I am sorry your highn-Peter. Did I wake you?" I inquired of him.
"No you didn't. In truth I haven't actually had a full nights rest since before me and my siblings left Narnia the first time." He said.
"Why?"
"I left behind some very important people when I went back to England."
"Oh. That makes sense." I said. Then slowly our hands found their way too each other. I leaned on his shoulder and we comforted each other. I was the only one who knew we use to do this all the time. Well he knew he just didn't recognize me. I can't blame him now though because it is my fault he doesn't recognize me not his. I might tell him some day. Just not today,
FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN* FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN* FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN
I woke up feeling dread. I'm just fooling myself thinking there is a possibility he likes me. Ha Ha Ha ha! Even I am not that dumb. I find it likely that I will pass Jolene, Joseph (Joey), Scott, and Jace (yes from TMI). Jo, how was I able to trust her before? Oh yes now I remember we were cousins before her mom/ my aunt went insane and wanted power.
I walked over to the window and peeked outside. Snow had covered the entire kingdom in a white blanket. I smiled and skipped to my wardrobe. My eyes scanned the dresses I had and picked out a long white dress with a fur lining. Then I put my hair in a waterfall braid and went to knock on Lucy's door. One could have easily seen that it was about mid-day so I though me and Lucy would do a picnic. She happily agreed. When we finally got to the stables we saw a couple kissing. My stomach tightened.
Lucy cleared her throat and the couple turned around revealing Jolene and Peter. One just has to love them. NOT. Peter looked at me wide eyed and Jolene looked angry. Yep she recognized me. Damn gotta hate that bitch. Then again she takes after her mother. I wonder if anyone knows.
"Oh, Lenora you missed breakfast this mourning." Peter said in a horrible way to break the tension.
"Ah, yes well I over slept. So, Lucy and I are having a picnic." I managed to say without a waver in my voice. "I would offer for you all to join us but you seemed preoccupied so we will leave." A false smile had plastered onto my face as those words left my lips. :come on Lu." I forced out of my mouth.
I whistled and a silver colored horse came to me. I smiled as Silverstorm, my old old companion and unicorn in the disguise as a horse came over to me. As soon as I saw Lucy get on her horse Nadina I was off clinging to Silverstorm's mane as we race toward Cair Paravel. Tears once again flowed down my cheeks turning into diamonds before they could even hit the ground.
FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN* FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN* FORNARNIA*ANDFOR*ASLAN
When Lucy came up behind me and she saw the diamonds falling from my face she gave me a hug. Saying it was ok. "No it is not Lu." I said. "She is my cousin. We grew up together until we were seven. She knows who I was and who I am. This is just a game of revenge to her!" then I stopped and looked at Lucy. "I'm sorry. I should not have yelled."
"Hey, it is ok Lil. I understand. Peter was a mess when we left. He will always love you. He started dating Jolene because she looked nearly exactly like you except she had green eyes with auburn hair."
Then we smiled at each other and ate our sandwiches and soup. Smiling and laughing like we used to in the golden age.
After we ate dinner at the palace, an hour after our return, I plopped on my large bed and let sleep overtake me. Letting thoughts of my past life go and of Peter and Jolene. Letting myself for once in a long time dare to dream of a happy ending.
Thank you for reading like I said I had writers block and stuff but school is almost over so I hope to finish this before fall thx love you please please review and like. 5 likes/follows= a Lenora/Caspian moment 5 reviews= a Lenora/ Peter Moment. Btw the next chapter will be out this weekend or next so do it quickly
