Complex Histories

Chapter 2

Ryuken pov

"RYUKEN ! ITS BEEN SO LONG !" ishin burst out screaming with the largest smile possible .

" kurosaki , after all this time i think we should stick with last names , we are no longer close enough to use first names , its to informal. Do you know where ichigo is , i'm sure uryu would rather talk with him and that would allow us some privacy to go over - old issues .." i responded monotone attempting to get ishin alone to talk freely .

"Ryuken , that is so cold , we will never become so estranged that we should need to use last names instead of first names . Oh yes i do agree uryu may have more fun with ichigo , and we do need to talk in private " ishin paused and gave a look reminiscent of the one he would give me before we were about to have sex back in high school. " AH uryu " he said going to hug my child " ichigo is upstairs , last door on the left . if you don't mind please do give me and your father a while alone " isshin said ushering uryu over to the stairs . as uryu went up the stairs he said thanks and it was then that ishin returned his focus to me. the moment he got within 3 feet of i hit him as hard as i could , square in the jaw .

"hey that was a good one ! smarts ! you've improved Ryuken . i am sorry ur still not quite powerful enough to really hurt me" ishin retorted . it hurt more than any punch he could have returned with . it reminded me of all the times when i would get aggravated and playfully pound on his toned chest … it never hurt him , he would always just open his arms and give me a warm bear hug and say " that was a good one but you're not powerful enough to hurt me " . it was somewhat of a running gag of ours back then . it was not how i had intended the punch to go . i wanted to hurt him , return the favor for all the pain and suffering he put me through by doing what he did …. he is the reason i am the way i am today . i could feel the tears welling up in my eyes

"you bastard ! you did this ! WHY ? WHY DID YOU DO IT ?!" i pleaded with him "Ishin why?"

"hey hey hey , ryuken . its ok ." isshin said as he grabbed my face with both his hands forcing me to look directly into his deep blue eyes that have send me into submission many times before , in his hands felt so warm and comforting on my face , just like old times. " im sorry , i made a mistake . there is no fixing it now , there is only moving forward ryuken . we need to move forward , acknowledge the mistakes of the past and move forward , preferably together … I still love you , i never stopped … i loved her too and that led me to make a mistake but i never got to talk to you about it till today , you never let me appologie and tell you that i always loved you more ." after he finished he let go of my face and my head dropped so that all i could see was the floor , i had no control . it was as i my whole body had fallen to sleep 100% pins and needles and no control whatsoever. after a second that felt like a dreadful eternity he wrapped his muscular arms around me then he kissed and nuzzled my neck , it felt better than i remembered and it tickled due to the facial hair he gained since high school . i finally burst into tears sobbing into the crook of his neck "you wouldn't want me now ishin , i am not the same anymore , something in me broke that day i saw you two fucking on our bed … i've done so much wrong , i'm a horrible person now. " i explained through muffled sobs

"ryu theres nothing that could make me not want you , i love you with every fiber of my being , i love you ryu " he said as he pushed me off of him and placed his hands squarely on my shoulders to ensure he got his point across.

"you dont know what ive done … ive done horrible things because of all the animosity i held for you 2 . i don't know how to begin to right my wrongs…" i explained hopeless

"I have an idea of where you can start . Come onn ryu lets go for a walk , i'll explain later "

Uryu pov at ichigo's door

knock , knock " its uryu , Ryuken's son , is ichigo in here " i asked through the door

"oh ishida right? come on in " i opened the door and a small wow escaped my lips as i observed the wonderland of posters that coated the walls of ichigo's room. angel beats , death note , naruto , toriko , some attractive shirtless models on posters, sum 41 , three days grace , breaking bad , and even a free iwatobi swim club wall scroll (which was especially eye catching cause haru and rin looked so beautiful and almost completely naked kissing ) but the icing on the cake was that ichigo was the most attractive man i had ever seen wearing the same shirt as me .the word " fuck " just seemed to slip out of my mouth as i made eye contact with ichigo . i was so overwhelmed , his room looked like the representation of all my favorite things . i hadn't even told him my name and i knew we had everything in common

"aye is something wrong ? im assuming your saying fuck cause of the abundance of gay stuff in my room because our dads are both gay or bi and you're even wearing a pro gay shirt . so whats wrong ? " ichigo inquired so matter of factly that i almost questioned my fathers sexuality for the first time in my life.

"Wait , hold the phone … my dad is straight , and i know nothing about yours…" i was so confused by what he had said , my dad is the straightest guy i know , and extremely intolerant to anyone of the lgbt community. but ichigo seemed so convinced that my father was gay … ugh what the fuck is going on ?

"ugh our dads dated … u didnt know? ah hell i didn't know till my dad started freaking out over your dad's return to karakura . i'm pretty sure my dad thinks they are gonna get back together , i really hope they do … my dad clearly loves yours an insane amount " ichigo informed me

"what the hell are you talking about kurosaki ? mu dad is a fucking ass hole to every gay person he knows , he goes out of his way to hurt gay people … i am no exception to the many gay people he wants to hurt …. there is no way in hell he is gay ' i explained about my father

" look ishida i have never meet your dad , but i'm sure he is a great guy and he is downstairs so why don't we just go ask him ourselves ?" ichigo rationalized

" fine kurosaki , but you got one thing wrong , my father is an evil man "

"aww , come on he can't be that bad , my dad seems to be head over heals for him " ichigo countered . i just shook my head and he got up off of his bed where he had been relaxing this whole time and we walked down stairs to see that both ishin and ryuken had disappeared " da faq's they go?! ichigo questioned

" hey a note !" i noticed as i picked it off the coffee table , then i read it aloud " dear ichigo and uryu , uryu and i are heading to go see masaki ( he doesn't know yet , little bit of a surprise ) and i think we might take a while so why don't you guys order pizza i left $25 on the kitchen counter for you kid , ryu said uryu likes pizza too . no matter what we should be back before you 2 wake up tomorrow but if not theres eggs and bacon in the fridge , not hard to cook . see you kids later and ryu wanted me to write to uryu that he is sorry or something "

"ha my fathers never been sorry for anything in his life " i involuntarily blurted out as i finished reading

"dude , why do u hate your dad so much ? like whats ur problem with him , my dad seems to think ryuken is amazing he was ecstatic to see ryuken again " ichigo asked in irritation

i was so tired of this kid who didnt even know my father defending him i started yelling " because hes a fucking asshole , he was never a kind father since i was born but when i told him i was gay he turned into satan and takes every chance to beat me down and if i ever retaliate he just hits me "

"oh come on uryu , it can be hard for parents to know how to deal with gay children , and my dad drop kicks me every time i come in the door , its all in good fun , that is how dads are "ichigo said trying to downplay my problems with my father

"if its all in good fun why do i have this , and these " i said as i lifted my shirt to reveal where he had hit me multiple times in the past couple days . and then i came in closer to ichigo and showed him the scars on the back of my hands from all the cigarettes he has put out useing my skin

"what the fu- holy sh- jesus christ … a-a-are you alright ? ichigo stammered . it was then i knew i had said too much , shit.

"just forget about it … ok? i've said too much " i muttered just wanting to change the topic off of me . but that was when he hugged me … it felt warm , i could feel his strength and it felt amazing around me. not that i'm any type of hug connoisseur but this was transcendent . mesmerising in a way from all the details , the warmth of his muscular body , his smell , his slow concerned breathing against my chest. it was so nice it was alien to me , i didn't know how to react so i just stood there silent.

"im sorry, ur right your dad is a fuckin shit bag … but are you alright ?" ichigo said into my ear , it tickled a little .

" yeah hey look im fine , i just dont like my dad its all ok , no problem , there are a lot of people that have it a lot worse than me " i tried to rationalize my complacency with my father's actions . this caused him to stop hugging , witch kinda suked cause i could have spent an eternity in his arms :'( " but please i don't need you worrying about this , please just forget i said anything " i said , i was becoming worried he would tell ryuken or ishin and i would get worse than a jab in the gut or a burn on the hand

" ok , u didnt say anything , lets pick back up from when you entered my room and said "fuck " what were you referring to ? fuck what ?" ichigo complied and changed the subject

" oh , shit yeah , it just slipped out cause our posters are all like my favorite things , and the shirts …. were wearing the same shirt , i love this shirt "i explained to him

" haha thats awesome , witch posters were your favorite ? he inquired

" i liked the breaking bad and iwotibi swim club posters , heisenberg is such a badass and haru is hot as fuck ! haha" i smiled for the first time since i got here as i finished laughing , the first time in a long time actually … its good to smile. we talked for a couple hours till we got hungry then we got pizza like isshin's note instructed . it was rather nice , almost like a date , we ate alone at a table and honestly i had a hard time keeping my eyes off of ichigo's strong muscular shoulders . i zoned out starring a couple of times and he had to snap me out of it. i think i am starting to like him , i wonder if he feels the same way about me … probably not tho, nothing could ever be that good . we wet back to ichigo's house after dinner , and we just went back to talking to each other about all the things we liked from music , to movies and tv shows .

ichigo didn't bring my father back up which i thought was really kind of him because i'm sure he had a million questions , but i was starting to get curious about why they were gone so long. around 11 o'clock 9 hours that they had been gone my curiosity got the best of me and i asked "who is masaki and why are our dads going to see her ? "

" oh masaki ? thats my mom … she when i was 6 years old . they are probably gonna go see her grave … maybe your dad knew her too . my dad always said he and masaki had been friends since they were in grade school and he said he knew ryuken from school so maybe thats where they all met. "

"yeah maybe you're right " i responded " hey its starting to get really late , and if my dad knows i'm still up he might get pissed … so umm where can i sleep ? my dad said we were supposed to sleep here for the week"

"oh yeah … umm you can sleep in my bed . its pretty comfortable , i like it . and i have a second bed in my closet from when a friend of mine stayed for a long time last year , ial sleep in that. " then ichigo paused … " but before i let you go to bed i want one thing first "

What is it that ichigo wants , why is ishin taking ryuken to masaki's grave ? all answered in chapter 3

there will be smut/lemon ! gay/yaoi smut/lemon ( is there any better kind)

umm please read and review , because that would be great and would keep me writing and keep up my morale