Sorry, this chapter is short, I have writers block.
PoV Clary
I didn't think I could take the look on Jace's face for even a second longer, so I turned my head down.
"But…" he said. "What about us?"
"What about us?" I mumbled.
"We… we had something, Clary," he said, taking hole of my upper arms. "We have something, Clary."
"We kissed, once, and then nothing came of it." I didn't look up at him.
"But… I said I love you."
I looked up at him. "You always get your way, don't you, Jace?"
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"You wouldn't be this upset if it were you starting a new relationship. You would give a shit about me, or my feelings, but as soon as I find someone else, it's all about you. You hate losing."
"Clary…" It came out a barely a whisper, his breath ghosting over my cheeks. He brought me close to his chest, wrapping his arms around me. "I love you, no matter what you think." He lifted my chin with a thin, elegant finger, and kissed me softly.
A spark went through my chest, trailing down to my fingers and toes. I put my hands on the sides of his face, deepening our kiss. A sudden pain sparked through my back as Jace pushed me against the wall.
"No," I said, pushing him away.
"You can't deny that you felt something," he said, slightly out of breath. "You love me, and you know it."
"I don't know what to feel, Jace!" I sighed and shook my head. "I don't need this."
I walked away, hearing the door close behind me, feeling rotten inside.
What do I do?