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"Danny?" I cried. "Where are you?"
"Bella, honey?" Esme put her hand on my shoulder.
I opened my eyes, blinking several times. I moved my head to the side to get a better idea of where I was. I noticed my surroundings and it hit me again, Danny was gone. I laid back in bed and closed my eyes.
"Bella, dear, its ok, you are all right. I'm right here beside you."
"Esme" I looked at her. "Esme, I want it to be a nightmare."
Esme gently stroked my hair. "I'm sorry dear, I wish more then anything I could tell you it was."
"It's not fair," she said. "I just can't…"
The tears were streaming down my cheeks. Esme sat on the bed, she pulled me close to her and kissed the top of my head. I cried in her arms for awhile wishing that the hurting would stop.
A few minutes later Edward walked into the room with Alice. "Oh Bella." She said and pulled me into a hug.
"Bella." Edward said softly. He walked over, gracefully picked me up from Alice's embrace and sat down on the rocking chair in the room, rocking me back and forth. I closed my eyes and started to cry again, he held me against his stone cold chest, I could feel him softly stroking my hair. I started to drifted off, not fighting the sleep.
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Hello? Miss? Are you alright? Miss?!" I forced myself to open my eyes ad found myself staring into a pair of beautiful blue eyes.
I stood up on my toes and kissed him. "I love you too Danny." I said breathless.
"Thank you! Thank you!" I said jumping on him. He laughed as we stumbled backwards, falling to the ground. I saw a flash out of the corner of my eye, I didn't care. I gave him kisses all over his face. "Thank you, Danny!"
I was running towards him and jumped into his arms, wrapping my legs around his waist. "I'm glad your back." he said and he kissed me.
"Oh my God, Danny." Everything went dark. It was all my fault. It was my fault he is gone.
"Bella…" I heard Edward's soothing voice. "Bella, wake up."
"It's all my fault." I woke up with a start.
"Bella, shh….it was a nightmare, shh. You're alright."
I didn't calm down. "No…I'm not…it's my fault." my voice rose hysterically.
Edwards arm tightened around my waist protectively. "Bella, calm down. What is your fault?"
"I…I…" I was breathing hard, too hard.
"Listen to me, you're going to hyperventilate if you don't calm down."
The door opened and I felt a flood of calm flow over me. "Thank you Jasper." I managed to choke out.
He walked over and kissed my forehead. "Your welcome Bella."
"Sleep, Bella." Edward said. He started rocking me back and forth again. The last thing I remembered was hearing my lullaby before slipping into sleep again.
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I awoke and noticed I was in bed again. I yawned, covering my mouth with my hand.
Edward appeared at the door with Alice and she was carrying tray of food in one hand and holding Jasper's hand in the other.
"Just in time." Alice said smiling.
"I'm not…""But your going to. You need something in your stomach." She said sternly laying the tray on the table.
"How long did I sleep?" I asked while repositioning myself in bed to sit up.
"Four hours. How do you feel now?" Edward moved the table so that it was over me.
"I still ache." I cut into the pancakes and popped it into my mouth.
"Would you like to get more sleep?" he asked sitting on the edge of my bed.
"No." I quickly replied. "Can I go down to the hospital garden? I desperately want to get out of this room."
"It'll be fine. It does her some good." Alice said.
"Fine" he responded. When I was done eating he swiftly picked me up in his stone arms.
"Edward, I can walk you know." I said as Alice covered me with a blanket.
"It's either I carry you or I put you in a wheelchair." I sighed in defeat while he smirked.
Edward carried me to the garden and led me toward a bench. He put me down and started to tuck the blanket around me.
"I am hot."
He chuckled and just covered my legs. "Good?"
"Yes, thank you."
He sat next to me, we sat in silence foe a few minutes. I felt the tears run down the sides of my face, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I opened them to see Edward looking at me.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he whispered.
"I…" my voiced sounded hoarse. He pulled me into him and held me tightly.
EPOV
I pulled her to me and held her tightly. Her shoulders continued to shake as she buried her wet face into my shirt.
"I'm here, you're okay. Shh, calm down." I tried to calm her down by stroking her hair.
"I know your hurting Bella." I said softly. She didn't say anything, just continued to cry.
"Jasper was sitting with you while you slept, trying to keep you calm. He was so focused on you that he didn't notice I was nearby, I heard what he was thinking."
I raised her face so I could look her straight in the eyes. "When your ready to talk, I am here to listen to you, we all are. We'll help you through this."
"Thank you." she smiled up at me
"I'm here Bella. I'll always be here."
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