I always needed time on my own.

I never thought I'd need you then when I cried.

And the days feel like years when I'm alone,

and the bed where you lie is made up on your side.

Maria laid back on her bed and let the tears fall from her eyes. What was she to do her best friend is dead.

Tap Tap Tape


The tapping at the window made her squeeze her eyes shut. She new who it was and she also knew she didn't want to see him right now. She turned her body to the side to ignore it.But she knew he'd come in eventually.

"Are you okay?"he whispered it softly in her ear as he leaned in to lay beside her.

He laid behind her and slowly started to wrap his arms around her to but she quickly elbowed him away.

"Don't touch me."she whispered in a broken sorrowful voice.

"Maria.."

"Micheal,I don't need this right now".

"You were there for me when the whole Hank thing happened now its my turn to be here for you."

Maria turned to face him,she laid chest to chest against him. He stared deeply into hers and started to choke oh his own breath.She looked so empty,so cold,almost dead.He brushed away the single strands of hair that managed to stray over her beautiful angelic face. She buried her face into his chest and started to sub uncontrollably.

"Shh, its ok.It'll all be okay."he soothed.

"No,no it won't."she sobbed.

She moved away from him and scooted as close to the edge of the bed as she could and stood up.

"He's gone,and I will never be able to tell him how much I love him."

"Maria,he knew trust me.He loved you to.You were best friends."

"You don't get it and you couldn't possibly understand."

"Maria, I don't understand,Maria,I lost my parents,my family,my planet,I'm alone."

"You can't lose people you never had."

"And hear I thought I was the cold hearted one."

"I'm sorry Michael but first you you then Liz,now Alex..I can't keep doing this.I'm alone.And I don't want to deal with this anymore.I want to wake up right now and this all have been some horrible dream that we'd all laugh about.But that will never happen.Because you have your damn destiny to fulfill remember."

"What can I do to make you fell better?"

"Thats just it Michael,you can't do anything.There is no powers that can take this feeling of pain and emptiness away.You have to go because I can't take you leaving me again.Not when I feel like this."

"I don't want to go I want to be here with you."

"Just go!"she yelled with tears streaming down her face.

Michael got up and walked towards the window.

"I'm sorry I just keep hurting you.. thats what i wanted to prevent from happening."and with that he crawled out of her window and escaped into the night.

Maria started to cry harder and scream louder. She sat in th corner and rocked her self back and forth.

Author's note: Think I should continue it?