Cuts,Bruises and Scars Chapter 19: Karaoke Night!, a d.gray-man fanfic

Hey guys! Thanks for all the reviews on the last "chapter." Sorry about that :P I write to make the pain go away. I'm sad that some of us know how that feels :P No a hug won't make it worse. It just reminds me of my mom :P To answer some of the reviews here ya go.

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Forgotten Side

I feel like I'm slipping. I'm losing my hold.

On the side of me that no body sees because its too bold.

No on likes the loud and crazy, no one likes the mean and sad.

That's why I feel like I've forgotten, who I am and what I had.

No on helped me lose my way, I just got there one cold day.

The side of me that I forgot is coming back to haunt me.

Allen's Point of View.

I had not agreed to this at tall. Kanda, Lavi, and Lenalee had forced me to do this. They had kidnapped me, my guitar Kana (By the way that's my guitars name! I'm weird I know. And Kana means powerful in Japanese.) and taken me to a bar to sing.

One of the things I hated most? Singing in front of people. My guitar. which was one of my most precious items, is black and white. "Come on Allen-chan! It'll be fun! We'll even sing some songs!"

I shook my head. "No." Lenalee smiled evilly. "Allen do you really want Kanda to see this?" She started playing a video of me drunk saying "I love Kanda thisss much!" I had my arms spread wide.

(Any Maximum Ride readers?) My eyes widened at the video and I looked at Kanda. "You wouldn't dare." She smiled evilly. "Oh but I would." She inched closer to him.

"Okay Okay I'll do it!" I frowned. This wasn't going to be fun. "Good boy." I sighed. "I'm not going first. One of you are." Lavi grinned wickedly. "I'll do it."

I was surprised to see some of our friends go up with him. He was doing live band style. (By the way he sounds like Luke :P She's so perfect by 5 seconds of summer!)

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Simmer down, simmer down
They say we're too young now to amount to anything else
But look around
We work too damn hard for this just to give it up now
If you don't swim, you'll drown
But don't move, honey

You look so perfect standing there
In my American Apparel underwear
And I know now, that I'm so down
Your lipstick stain is a work of art
I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart
And I know now, that I'm so down (hey!)

Hey, hey!
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Let's get out, let's get out
'Cause this deadbeat town's only here just to keep us down
While I was out, I found myself alone just thinking
If I showed up with a plane ticket
And a shiny diamond ring with your name on it
Would you wanna run away too?
'Cause all I really want is you

You look so perfect standing there
In my American Apparel underwear
And I know now, that I'm so down
I made a mixtape straight out of '94
I've got your ripped skinny jeans lying on the floor
And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey, hey!
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

You look so perfect standing there
In my American Apparel underwear
And I know now, that I'm so down (hey)
Your lipstick stain is a work of art (hey, hey)
I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart (hey, hey)
And I know now, that I'm so down (hey, hey)

Hey

Lavi stepped off of the stage and I looked over at Lenalee, who was blushing. I smirked. "So Lenalee has that happened to you and Lavi before?" She blushed even more and nodded slightly.

"I knew it." I said, leaning into Kanda's side. "I'll go next!" Lenalee said, getting up and kissing Lavi on the cheek. Lavi grinned at her and she smiled, walking up to the front of the stage and sitting on a stool. (Say something by Great big world :P)

"Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something…"

She smiled when everyone started clapping loudly. I smiled. She was a really good singer. "Kanda are you going to go sing?" I also knew that he didn't like singing for people even though he had a great voice.

He sighed. "Che I don't want to." I turned and looked at him, pouting. "Pleaseeeeee?" I leaned up and whispered in his ear. "For a kiss?" He smirked at me. "I can kiss you anytime I want to." I pulled back.

"I won't let you." He saw that I was serious and sighed again. "Fine. One song." I smiled and nodded. Lenalee and Lavi watched, shocked, as he walked up to the stage. "How did you do that? I've never even heard him sing."

I smirked. "He really wants to kiss me of course. And I'm his boyfriend. I have my ways. His voice is really sexy don't worry." I smiled and gave Kanda a thumbs up. I saw him glare at me but I knew better. (If today was your last day by Nickleback he sounds like the lead singer! I like Nickelback mwhahaha)

"My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day."

I smiled when he finished. I love it when he sings. I watched a bunch of girls swarm him and I tried not to be jealous. He came up to me and put a hand under my chin, making sure I had to look at him.

"Is someone jealous?" I blushed and looked down. "N-No." Then he leaned forward and kissed me. The girls that had been swarming him glared at me and some of them got a nosebleed.

I smiled at him and stood up, grabbing my guitar. They were still forcing me to go and sing so I decided that I was going to sing a song that I had written myself.

(So guys. Don't freak but this is actually a song I wrote :P Wish ya could hear it but just imagine okay? The big lie: Pain)

This is the story of a girl, born in a world of hate.

She walked a long and weary road, filled with the hate of the world.

And this was now, that she realized, that the pain was just a lie.

Chorus:

Be kind to one another.

Live another day.

Find another brother, sister.

It helps you realize, the pain was just a lie.

This is the story of a boy, who let no one in,

Didn't know what to do or say, until today...

And this was now, that he realized that the pain, was just a lie...

Chorus:...

This is the story of a world, filled with so much hate...

No one realized, that the pain was just a lie...

And this was now, that they realized, that the pain, was just a lie...

Chorus:...

I ended the song and looked up. Then everyone started clapping. I smiled and got up, walking over to Kanda and hugging him. "I've never heard this song before. Did you write it? It was really good."

I blushed slightly and nodded. "Yeah I wrote it. Thanks." I smiled at him and kissed him softly. Maybe tonight wasn't so bad after all.

Remember

Please don't forget, the way you smile.

The way you laugh and sing.

Please don't forget you're beautiful, please remember my words, how they feel.

I want this to stay forever, the way it is right now.

I know it can't but maybe I, maybe I will remember.

The way you laughed and smiled, the way you closed your eyes.

The way it felt here in you arms, I finally feel safe in your arms.

Hey guys! Thanks for the reviews! I think this story may come to an end soon but don't worry :) I have another story on the way! Hope you enjoyed the chapter :) Please review and tell me what you think :)