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What just happened here?

RPOV

I tugged at the black bra and matching thong I now wore. They looked just as good as they did in the store. I played with my hair, trying to do something sexy with it. I failed miserably. The curls were the same as they had been when I was just a one year old. Jacob has seen me with them for seven years. And they had little to no sex appeal whatsoever. I sighed and waited for him to come knocking.

And then he did. "Nessie? What did you want to show me?"

"Jacob… as you know, I am a girl," I said stupidly.

"Well, damn! I never would've known!" he exclaimed. I laughed.

"And I kind of need a guy's opinion on this… would you come in?" I asked sweetly.

He opened the door.

JPOV

Holy shit. I felt my mouth pop open at the sight of my Renesmee standing there in something from Victoria's Secret. The bra was obviously a push up and… she was just standing there… in a…thong. I just wanted to throw her against the wall and kiss her and do so many other things that Edward would make me scream for.

"Well? What do you think?" she asked innocently.

"Me?" I squeaked, still staring at her. Don't look down. Do NOT look down. Wow... look at those legs…. I said DO NOT LOOK DOWN! I mentally screamed at myself.

But she looked like a freaking goddess. Her beautiful curls went swinging with every step she took. Her eyes reflected in the sunlight perfectly making her look like one of those anime characters. I drank in her beauty like I was a man dying of thirst.

"Yes, you, silly!" she said laughing.

"I…uh… think… I mean… uh, um… wow," I finally sighed. She smiled at me, looking strangely smug about something. Then she looked like she wanted to tell me something.

"Thanks, Jake," she murmured then gave me a big hug. I felt her soft body fit exactly right against mine. I froze though because of the pleasure that ripped through my body at her simple hug. "Jake, I need to tell you something." And then suddenly I had a big problem with… you know… down there.

"I have to go," I said urgently, extricating myself from her warm arms. I had to go before any other problems occured. She looked very hurt for a moment and closed her eyes. Her face crumbled and I had no idea why.

"Nessie? What's wrong?" I asked. I was so confused.

"Nothing. Just go if you need to go, Jacob." Her pain was evident in her voice.

"Not until you tell me what's wrong," I demanded.

Her eyes flashed. "You're the problem! Now get out of my house!" she almost shouted. But I knew she wasn't angry at me. She was very upset and I had to know what was going on.

"Jake, it's not your fault," her voice was quiet again. "Please… just go. I need to be alone."

I walked slowly from the room. I had no idea what had just happened. But I certainly intended to find out.

RPOV

I managed not to fall apart until after Jacob left the room. I knew he could probably hear me and that he was just out of hearing range. But at the moment, I didn't care. He knew I was going to try and tell him that I was in love with him. So he tried to leave before I said anything. I knew it. I knew he would never love stupid me. He just thought I was some lovesick teenager. He thought I was just like those girls who drooled over him when we went out for dinner. I wanted to hate him for ripping my heart into pieces, I really did. But I just couldn't. I loved him too much. That's when I began to cry. And sob. I trashed my room and threw off the stupid bra. I grabbed my pajamas but even they looked too put together for what I was feeling. I grabbed an over sized concert t-shirt that Jacob had gotten for me for my birthday. He knew Radiohead was my favorite band. I also took a pair of sweats that Jacob always left here and ran back to the main house. I could hear Jacob's heart beating somewhere close.

"I know you're here! Just leave me alone! Please…." I begged. I ran into the house before he could answer. I grabbed a pint of Ben and Jerry's from the freezer and planted my butt on the couch to watch bad soap operas. I was so glad ice cream was one of the few foods that I actually liked. And I knew the whole ice cream and soap operas thing was cheesy but they made you feel better about your own sucky life.

The tears were still rolling down my face. The uncomfortable look on Jacob's face was burned into my mind. I would never forget it.

After watching quite a few late night soaps, I fell asleep on the couch. When I woke up, my mind registered that I was very, very warm. I eased myself out of Jacob's arms and sat on the far end of the couch waiting for him to wake up. He usually woke up a few minutes after I did.

JPOV

I was pretty sure I woke up about three seconds after Nessie did. But when I finally managed to lift my eyelids she wasn't there. But she had left a note.

Jacob

We really need to talk. I'll meet you in La Push at the beach.

Always yours,

Nessie

Always yours? She never signed a note like that. I jumped a little at the thought of what it would possibly mean. And I was tired of pretending that I didn't like her. I was telling her that I had imprinted on her when she was just a baby. I was telling her that I loved her.

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