Alright so I finally got around to kicking this lemon out which means I stole it from one of my other fics and altered it to fit this one. So if it looks familiar to any of you that would be why. Now I need to give you all a little forewarning in regards to this fic so you'll be prepared (and I'll warn you again) but this fic is going to be heading to a place that might skeeve people a little. I'm not going into deep detail about it but the short of it is there will be forced cross dressing, sex, and marriage not in this chapter though and probably not the next either. So if this is a problem for any of you I totally understand if you tap out now before we get too much deeper into this fic. Probably should have put this at chapter one but... hindsight and all that.

So anyway there you go and if you stick around after that well I appreciate it. If not I totally understand. Hope you enjoy; much love for you all. Keva

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He picked up where he left off forcing me to arch my back sharply and moan when he nipped almost painfully upon my other nipple. He gave it one more swirl of his tongue then slowly kissed his way down my chest to my navel where he gave a dip of his tongue in the dip before continuing working his way down until he was laying between my thighs.

I looked down the length of my body at the dark haired being between my legs then just as quickly threw my head back against when he nipped upon my inner thigh.

He slowly worked his way inward until he came to my center and trailed his tongue up my length and licked up the small bead of liquid that had built up on his tip. He swirled his tongue around it causing deep moans to fall from my lips before he took me into his mouth fully.

When I tried to thrust my hips up Sebastian pushed them back down and held them tight to keep me from moving further. I felt like I was dying a slow pleasurable death. Every single pass over me made my vision blur more until I could see nothing but sparks of colors shooting around in front of my eyes. I gasped breathlessly when I felt something cool and wet slide over the tight ring of muscles between my cheeks before that something began to press in and breech my tight ring.

Sebastian gave another hard suck upon me causing me to arch tightly and give him the second he needed to press his second finger inside me. I felt good but uncomfortable as he slowly pumped his digits in and out parting his fingers in order to stretch me. I didn't know if it hurt or not nor was I sure I if I wanted more or less of him inside me.

Once he was satisfied that he had me as prepared as he could he pulled away from me causing me to whimper and sat back on his knees as he make quick work of his own clothing. Before I could register what was going on due to all the heat building up within he was once again atop me staring intently.

He placed a kiss on my lips drawing my eyes to his midnight eyes. "Ciel." He whispered to get my attention. "Are you ready?"

I looked up at him, slipped my arms around his neck, and nodded. "Yes."

"Good." He grinned, lined himself up, and began pressing himself slowly inside me.

I buried my face into his neck and gritted my teeth sharply. It was horribly painful and I didn't think he could take it. I mean I heard the woman of my village talking about their first time and some of them did say it hurt and some didn't. However was it even more different for me because I was a boy or did it just hurt some and not others no matter the sex?

Sebastian stopped, pulled me from his neck, and stared down at my clenched face. "Ciel look at me." He order with a light kiss to my lips. "Look at me." He ordered again when my eyes still didn't open.

I slowly cracked my eyes open and locked stares with him.

"Relax and breathe." He whispered. "Just relax, breathe, and look at me."

I took a deep breath followed by another as I tried to relax my body from head to toe. I kept my eyes locked with his and focused on the emotion swirling within those dark depths.

He trailed his right hand up my arm to my hand, laced our fingers together before bringing it down and holding it next to my head. "Keep your eyes locked with mine." He ordered as he stroked his thumb against the back of my hand.

Another deep breath expanded my chest before I gave a small nod letting him know I was ready. I felt him press further into me slowly filling and stretching me until I was sure he was going to rip in two. Yet as I stared into his eyes I could in no way stop him. I wanted this wanted this more than I had ever wanted anything even my freedom.

"Are you okay?" He questioned and nuzzled his nose to my cheek.

I took a deep breath trying to relax even more and nodded. "Yes I just want to be with you."

Sebastian smiled at that and pressed his lips to mine sweeping me up into a devastatingly distracting kiss. It was working too for soon my mind was so focused on the tongue dancing in my mouth it took me a moment to realize that the was slowly thrusting into me.

As the pleasure began to build once again I jerked my hand free of Sebastian's hold and wrapped my arms around his neck holding him close. I pressed my feet down and pushed up against him wanting to feel him deeper and to ease the ache burning deep within my gut.

When he pulled back and slowly rolled into me with a deep groan I couldn't help but hold him tight. "Sebastian," I gasped pleadingly. "make it go away." I begged not really sure I wanted anything to go away at all.

"As you wish." He growled with another long deep roll of his hips.

I trailed my hands down over his back, grabbed him by the hips, and pulled him tight against me until out hips were grinding together. "Deeper." I moaned pleadingly.

Sebastian began a steady yet slow rhythm of rocking deep into me grunting and groaning every time I would clench tightly around him and bite his neck. "You feel so damn good." He ground out, pulled back, and thrust back in hard.

He suddenly lifted up onto his knees, grabbed my sides, pulled me up into his lap, and buried his face into my neck. "Ride me." He ordered against my ear.

I easily obeyed by grabbing him by the shoulders rising and lowing myself feeling him stretch me deeper and deeper each time I pressed down. With every rise and fall I increased my pace until I was riding him hard and fast.

I could feel his eyes watching me as little beads of sweat began to build up on my brow and could do nothing but moan his name over and over again. He leaned in, latched onto my neck, and began sucking, licking, nipping, and biting upon my heated flesh. If he left a hickey I didn't care I wanted the world to know I belonged to him and no other no matter the fate in store for me.

I tilted my head back breaking the kiss, feeling close so oh so close to something so grand I would never be able to put it into proper words. "Sebastian I'm…" I gasped and began riding him as fast as I could trying to get more of that pleasure building within.

Sebastian wrapped his arms around me tightly. "Give all of yourself to me." He ordered. "And I want you to look at me as you do."

I tried to open my eyes but couldn't get them to do more than barely crack open. I so badly wanted to obey him but the pressure in my body was too much to fight off. It was controlling every aspect of my body and more than my mind ever could.

I gripped Sebastian's shoulders tightly before I arched his back and fell blindly into my cosmic end. I felt Sebastian curl his fingers over my shoulders and with a hard jerk down followed me into the abyss of pleasure.

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I slowly awoke the next morning feeling cold and alone. Sebastian's warm body was nowhere near leaving me to slowly blink my eyes open and try to find him. I easily found him saddling up Shadow for us to depart.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "What are you doing?" I questioned with a yawn.

"Getting ready to go." He answered with a side glance at me. "What does it look like?"

"Where are we going and what about breakfast?" I drew my brows as I stared at him.

He sighed deeply then turned back to Shadow tightening the saddle straps. "You can eat as we ride and I still have a job to do."

"But?" I stared wide eyed at his back. "What about…"

"It should have never happened." He cut me off. "You're not mine and if it's found out we'll both be dead."

I jumped to my feet, ran over to him, and wrapped my arms tightly around his waist. "No I don't care," I held tighter when he grabbed my wrist to pry me away. "I'd rather be dead than be a possession."

He let off a deep annoyed sigh. "Be that as it may I much like my life in my body." He countered. "And for the last time no matter how much you want me to keep you I can't. There's too much at stake for me to risk bringing down any wrath upon my head."

I stepped away from him, jerked him around, and slapped him clean across the face. "You can't play with me like this!" I hissed angrily. "I'm not a toy or a thing I'm a human being!"

He just stood there staring at me as a red hand print began to appear on his cheek.

"Don't do this to me." I whispered pleadingly when he made no move to say or do anything.

"Gather your things we have to go." He answered and turned back to his horse. "We'll arrive at our destination by mid afternoon so be ready."

With that he completely dismissed me like and put me right back in my place. I was a slave being taken to my new master and he was my ride to get there.

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The first hour or so of the ride I sat in front of him so lost in thought that my fear of heights barely registered in my mind. I knew I had to escape this situation somehow but on the same side I didn't want to leave Sebastian. I just knew with him was where I belonged but how was I suppose to convince him of that?

The only thing I was sure of was that whatever he was running from was the only thing making sure he fulfilled his duty. Yet that was the thing; what was he running from? Aside from the highway men from the forest no one made any other attempts on us for robbery or otherwise. So did that mean he wasn't wanted by anyone?

It only made sense. So what was it if it wasn't being hunted to be captured? Maybe he wasn't exactly running from someone maybe he was running from his destiny. Maybe he wanted to escape the position he was born in or maybe he was like me.

Maybe he was a sex slave and managed to gain his freedom from his owners and now he couldn't find his place. Maybe just maybe what happened to him kept him from finding his way back to join society proper. Then again maybe I was wrong.

How would I know who and what he was beyond what he would and wouldn't tell me. All I could say for certain was that he name was Sebastian, had killed people, was a errand man, and did but didn't own a horse. The rest of who and what he was was left up for me to imagine and that was a vast ocean of possibilities.

Maybe there was someone being held captive and he was running these errands to free whoever it could be. Or maybe he was still a slave and only did as he owner commanded him to. Or maybe he was a price running from his birthright no wanting to eventually take up the eventual position of king.

Yet then again why was I bothering wasting my time trying to sort him out when I should be trying to sort out how to escape my own fate. There had to be a way out of this and the only way I was going to find it was to stop worrying about who Sebastian really was. I needed to focus on myself and myself alone for if I didn't God only knew what was going to happen to me.