Thanks for all the reviews it's really helpful. Roman is back this chapter! It skips ahead in time but I know where I want to go for the next few chapters so that's why. Hopefully skipping ahead didn't make this chapter suck. Let me know!


It's been a few weeks since the day I met Jason and ever since I spent every one of my off days with him. We saw movies, played games, went on dates and grew extremely close. I learned he was in a 6 year relationship before they broke up because she didn't like him being a bartender, he learned my previous boyfriend couldn't deal with distance and cheated on me and he told me he knew what it was like. He knew nothing about Roman I didn't find a need to tell him about it. Roman was a friend in the past and nothing more and he didn't need to know that.

At work it was awkward just like Dean said it would be but it was okay. I hung out with Dean for a couple hours when I would get to the arena and travel alone. Roman decided to not be around Dean when I was for the most part. Well at least when it started. Now we were around each other more but never next to each other, we never looked at each other or talked. We just acted like the other didn't exist and ignored each other. It hurt at first to be around him and have him not say anything but in the long run i guess i should be happy it made it easier to try to forget him. Now after almost a month of dealing with it, I could cope with being around him and not feel like my heart was crushing into pieces. Don't get me wrong seeing him was still something I'd rather not do. I still loved his smile, I'd still get butterflies when I heard his voice but I ignored it. I did a lot of ignoring when it came to Roman.

Jason was helping a lot. Being around him every week and not having to worry about what we did and who it might hurt was freeing. I really liked Jason. He made me feel beautiful, special, important and number 1. On more than one occasion I sat at the strip clubs bar just to spend time with him during his shift, he started watching wrestling to know more about what I did and he got so into it. He would congratulate me when i had a good match and would get so excited about it. I was actually happy and it wasn't because of Roman. It felt different but good.


I'm on my way to the Pepsi Center for a house show in Colorado. I pulled up, got my stuff, signed some things for the fans before dropping my stuff off in the locker room and doing the routine of meeting Dean in catering.

When I walked up Dean was already with Roman sitting down and eating. I grabbed a plate of food and sat on the other side of Dean, hugging him before I sat down.

"Hey girl"

"Hi Dean!" I smiled.

"You seem happy this morning" Roman spoke up for a second I froze, he hasn't directly talked to me in a long time I blinked a few times before finally speaking.

"Yeah..I am"

"Any reason or just a good day?" Dean said taking a bite of his food.

"Well..there actually is. You know how Raw is in Vegas?" I asked looking at him.

"Yeah...?" Dean more asked than stated.

"Well, Jason has Monday and Tuesday off so he's going to come to Raw and Smackdown taping" I smiled hugely.

"Wow that's great hun!" Dean smiled.

"Um...whose Jason?" Roman asked looking confused. Just like I hadn't mentioned Roman to Jason, I haven't mentioned Jason to Roman either.. I really didn't see the need.

"Ummm.. he's uh..hes" I didn't really know what to call him in all honesty.

"The guy she's been dating" Dean shrugged and took a drink of his water.

"You've uh..you've been dating guys?" Roman asked sitting straight up.

Dean looked back and forth between us.

"Guys..please don't start" Dean groaned.

"Start what Dean?" I looked at Roman, "Not guys..just him. For almost a month now"

Roman looked down at his plate then cleared his throat. He stood up and threw his plate away and went to walk off.

"Where ya going man?" Dean asked.

"To get ready for the show" and he just walked off.

Dean and I just stared at each other for a few minutes before Dean stood up and said he was going to go check on Roman and get ready as well.


After the house show was over I grabbed my stuff and almost ran to the car, ready to get to Vegas already. It took about 2 hours because we flew and we finally got there. I called a cab to come take me back to my apartment. I would have asked Jason but he was working, based on our schedules I wouldn't see him til Raw tomorrow and I was pumped for it. It took me hours to fall asleep, I was too excited to see him.


I was sitting backstage at Raw waiting for Jason's text that he was here. He got a special pass so he got to come backstage and hang out before Raw started and he needed to go to his seat. I was hanging out by Sandra and wardrope since it was close to the door he would come through. Dean and Roman were standing in the hall near the door talking. Roman kept looking at me and looking sad. I wanted to ask him if he was okay but right now I was more focused on Jason getting there. I could always ask Roman on Wednesday when Jason wasn't around. Finally I got a text saying he was coming up and I smiled and jumped up off the table I was walking to the door when he walked through. I kind of jogged to him, passed Roman and Dean and jumped in his arms. He caught me and hugged me tightly.

"Damn girl excited to see me?" He laughed, put me down and pulled back to look at me.

"Beyond excited!" I said, I hugged him again and had my head on his chest. "I'm so happy you're here"

"Me too baby girl" he hugged me tightly again. He's been calling me baby girl for about 2 weeks now. When he first said it I was really surprised but I liked it. Every time he said it my heart starting beating faster.

"Excuse me?" Jason and I pulled apart and Dean was standing there with Roman.

"Oh hey Dean. What's up man?" Jason said and shook his hand while keeping an arm around my shoulders. Roman just kept staring at me and his gaze was making me uncomfortable.

"Hey man, glad you're here. Girl was crazy excited to see you again." Dean laughed.

"I noticed. Even though she just saw me like 3 days ago."

"Hey!" I hit him on the chest.. "You don't want me to be excited?" I fake pouted.

"You know I'm kidding. I was hoping you were as excited to see me as I was to see you" he tightened his arm around my shoulder and smiled.

"No it's fine I'll continue to stand here like an awkward loser." Roman huffed. I looked up at him questioningly and he just stared back.

"Sorry.. Mine name is Jason I'm Rox's boyfriend" we all snapped our heads toward him and i held my breath.

"Boyfriend? Since when?" Roman asked sounding completely rude.

"Well we've been seeing each other for quite some time. I was just hoping to make it exclusive tonight" He said and looked at me. I blushed and nodded my head putting my head into his neck while hugging him.

"Good luck with that one, you'll need it." Roman scoffed before walking off. I let go of Jason and looked back to where Roman was standing.

"Sorry about him.. Congrats you two" Dean said looking at us apologetically. Dean walked off after Roman and I looked back to Jason.

"Well...welcome to Raw where people are complete ass holes" I said

"What was that about?" he asked looking over my shoulder to Dean and Roman. I followed his gaze and saw Dean talking to Roman while Roman was glaring holes into Jason. 'What the hell?' I thought before looking back to Jason.

"I have no idea."

"Who was that?"

"Roman. He's Dean's best friend"

"Why would he be so...mad? about me asking you to be offical?" He asked looking at me.

"I don't know..." I said and looked down.

"Did you two used to be together?" I closed my eyes tightly before looking at him.

"No. He's engaged and has been for a few years now. I don't know what his problem is"

"Well mayb-"

"Come on let me introduce you to nicer people before the show starts" i grabbed his hand and started walking.

Behind my back he looked back at Roman and Roman rolled his eyes and continued to glare at Jason.