Been awhile since this one has seen the light of day. Ah well it is what it is.
So before you move on with this chapter just know that this is the Aleister and Ciel lemon chapter. If you don't want to read it you can skip it since that is how I wrote it. The votes were 50/50 for this chapter so for those of you who wanted it here you go. Those of you who don't want to read the mindless smut just hit the next chapter button and move on with the fic. Though that only gives you one chapter to read where those who do want smut get two. Lucky them.
Anywho, that's it for now. Hope you all enjoy; much love for you all. Keva
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Aleister sat down setting me in his lap so I would have to straddle his hips and buried his face into my neck. "Finally I have you to myself with no one around to see us." He whispered against my neck then kissed along my pulse point.
I could feel his fingers working the clasps of my dress down the back before it suddenly came loose and fell off my shoulders. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do but sit there and hold on. I didn't need to act up the confused not sure what to do wife because I was confused and unsure about all of this.
"I know you're still nervous about this and us." He lifted me up from his lap and stood me on my feet between his legs causing my dress to pool around my feet. "I just hope in time you'll come to accept me and love me." He smiled and pulled the ties on my corset until it too was loose enough to fall from my body.
"Only time." I nodded at him and shifted uncomfortably as he eyed my half bared body over.
He smiled at me and planted one more kiss on my lips before he finished stripping me bare, picked me up, and laid me out on the bed before him.
"Aleister I'm…" I trailed off and quickly forgot what I was going to say when I felt his lips wrap around me causing me to arch my back off the bed.
The heat, his tongue, the pressure it was too much and I knew I shouldn't be feeling pleasure from this but I couldn't stop it. It was like my body had a mind of its own and was going to do what it wanted no matter what I thought about it.
I couldn't help but press my feet into the bed trying to push up to get deeper into his mouth. However Aleister had other ideas by slipping his arms under my legs, draping them over his shoulders, and gripping my hips to keep me from moving. It was a double edged sword; on one side I couldn't move letting my body betray my mind. On the other I was at his mercy and he made sure I well knew it.
His mouth ever so slowly worked me over from base to tip that I couldn't help but curl my toes against the intense pleasure. This was wrong so so wrong but it felt so so good and my mind was at war with my body. Guilt and shame had my head screaming at me to stop this but the intense heat in my gut just kept building leading to that great consuming inferno. What was I suppose to do?
Not allowing this could cause issue and keep me from escaping with Sebastian but allowing this was betraying Sebastian. I was in a situation where no matter which way I turned I would lose. Denying Aleister access to his wife; I lose Sebastian. Allowing Aleister access to his wife; I lose myself in a haze of betrayed pleasure. It wasn't fair but there wasn't anything I could do. The most important thing was saving Sebastian and both of us escaping here and I would do whatever it took to make that happen. Even if it meant having sex with my husband who I was forced to marry.
A deep moan passed my lips as I fisted the sheets in preparation for my impending end. However I was to be denied when Aleister suddenly pulled back from me and tied me back into chastity.
I blinked my eyes several times as I took some deep breaths to get my focus back about me and stared bewildered at him. "What?" I whispered breathlessly.
"Sorry my love." He smiled down at me as he began to strip the rest of his clothing off. "But I want our night to last as long as possible." He purred as he trailed his fingers over my hip.
I did not much like that at all. I was really hoping that this time would be as quick as the last two times we had done this.
"Plus," he picked up a small jar off the nightstand. "this will make it even better."
"What is it?" I questioned pretty sure I wasn't going to like it whatever IT was.
He pulled the cork off the top and poured a small pool of oil into his hand. "It was a gift sent to me by an Indian prince. Apparently this," he wrapped his fingers around me and rubbed the oil along my length, down between my legs, and around my entrance. "numbs you some and creates heat."
It was true I could feel the warmth but also a strange tingling sensation. It felt just like when my leg or fingers would fall asleep. I knew just then how long he intended on making this night last.
As he came down atop me he moved me so I was fully on the bed with my head comfortably supported by the feather pillows. I knew all the reasons this shouldn't happen but none of them were good enough to stop this. As he buried his face into my neck and kissed along my pulse point all I could think was that I had to do this to save myself and Sebastian that was the most important thing.
"Oh Cielly my love." He purred against my ear as he settled himself fully between my legs. "You're so beautiful." He trailed his lips along my jaw to my own lips and started kissing me deeply as he slowly began entering me.
It didn't hurt much this time and for that matter it felt rather good the friction of him pressing into me. I hated my body once again for being so easy to please that no matter the circumstance it seemed to find pleasure in what was happening to me.
Once he was seated deep within me he stayed like that as he kissed along my neck, my jaw, until he reached my lips. "Cielly love I know we've only known each other for a short amount of time but I know that one day I will love you and hope that you would one day love me as well."
I stared up into those glowing blue eyes and gave a small nod not daring to say a word in response to that. The truth of the matter was that yes I could love him one day I knew that but someone else owned my heart and soul and that's who I truly belonged with.
He smiled in return and began so very slowly rocking in and out of me. He was making sure I felt every single inch of him as he pulled out and pushed back in. I didn't want slow I wanted fast and finished so I could keep the pleasure down to a minimum. Yet that wasn't meant to be especially when I pressed my feet into the bed to push back up against him as I gripped him by the shoulders.
A soft moan tore from my lips when he trailed his fingers down over my chest seeking out a nipple and giving it a gentle squeeze. I couldn't help but want more and press up against him begging for just that. That was when it slipped and I realized that I was in too deep with this man. "Aleister." I moaned and stared wide eyed up at him unbelieving that I had just did that.
He smiled hugely at me before pressing his lips to mine in a searing kiss as he continued his oh so slow torture of my body. I don't know how long he kept this slow pace before he slipped his arm under me and flipped us over so I was sitting in his lap being impaled even deeper.
Instead of moving or letting me move we just sat there with his face buried in my neck kissing and sucking moving from one side to the other. "I love being inside you." He whispered as his kissed his way to my lips. "You're so hot and fit me so well." He trailed his fingers up my spine, tangled them into my hair, and locked our lips together.
I wrapped my legs tightly around him trying to create some friction against the burning heat within my body. "Please Aleister." I begged as I broke our kiss needing some movement.
He smiled at me then began an oh so slow pace of lifting me and dropping me back down. It was driving me mad I was feeling so much of him causing the heat within to burn like a great inferno.
Over and over again he would slowly lift me and set me down again and each time I was close to my end he would just stop. I didn't know how much of an end I would have tied into chastity as I was but it had to better than being stuck in his lap panting and begging him to stop teasing me. He would do nothing but smile warmly at me and kiss me deeply then ask me to say his name.
I easily obeyed for the sake of trying to find my pleasurable release. I couldn't go on like this for surely I would go mad. "Aleister I need…" I panted doing my best to move more to create more friction between us.
"Oh my love." He purred and rolled us back over so I was once again on my back. "I want to make love to you all night long." He placed a light kiss on my lips. "To feel every inch of you inside and out." He reached between us and gave me a gentle squeeze then toyed with the ribbon tied tightly around me. "To hear you pant out my name as I make slow love to you."
"But it burns." I stared up at him pleadingly. "Please Aleister."
He stared at me for a long silent moment before planting a loving kiss on my lips. "Only for you my love." He whispered then pulled the ribbon free releasing me and allowing me to feel the pleasure fully.
I thought for sure I was going to die at that very moment especially when he started moving a little faster setting a steady pace into me. I wrapped my legs around his waist locking my ankles together, slipped my arms around his neck, and held on tight for the end I could feel coming.
"Yes Cielly my love let me feel you." Aleister moaned above me before kissing me deeply.
When his hand maneuvered between us and grasped me tightly it was my undoing. I moaned deeply into his mouth, arched up, and let myself go all over the two of us while he continued thrusting deeply into me.
It didn't take him long to follow my lead and with a few hard deep thrusts I felt him fill me deep inside. My legs fell from around his waist as my grip around his neck loosened allowing him to slowly slip from me and lay down at my side.
He rolled me over and curled me into him and held me lovingly against his chest. "I hope this is what it will be like for the rest of our lives." He whispered against the top of my head.
I just nodded against his chest trying to fight off the deep surges of guilt welling up inside me. I felt guilty for allowing this to happen to me. I felt guilt for letting my body betray my mind and find pleasure in coupling with another man. I felt guilty for what I was going to eventually do to the man holding me. Yet for Sebastian I would do what I had to do to get the man I loved back and hope that eventually Aleister would find someone to truly love him.