This chapter is short but I wanted to update tonight. A lot of people are wondering what happened to Rox in the past and it will be revealed in a few chapters. Review please!


*Roman's POV*

I woke up at 8 the next morning to shower and get some food before I left with Dean and Seth to do a meet and greet. I jumped in the shower and started thinking about how scared Rox was of someone coming through the door. It wasn't the first time she was weird about the door but last night was different. I've never seen her that scared. I made up my mind that I would try to get Dean to tell me since he probably knew.


I knocked on Dean's door around 8:45.

"What's up man?" Dean asked.

"Let's go get some breakfast before the signing I have something I want to ask you about."

"Alright" he grabbed his room key and sunglasses and we walked down to the hotel resturant and ordered some food.

"So what's the question?" Dean asked when the waiter walked away.

"Do you know what's up with Rox's fear about doors?"

"Not really." He replied taking a drink of his coffee.

"Not really? You know or you don't man just tell me."

"I don't know specifics. Did something happen?"

"She just freaked last night. I thought it was just a nightmare, she was shaking and sweating. She looked terrified. I was going to let it slide as a dream but it's not the first time she has been weird about doors."

"The only thing I know is something happen but that's something she's never even told me. I know she was in a bad place for a while. Drugs and alcohol wise and the place she stayed at was full of other druggies and alcoholics and dealers. She was fine then one night she came to me and told me she finally wanted me to get her out of there so I did. She lived with me for a few months. She would always tense up when the door opened or someone knocked so I asked her about it and she would completely shut down and stop talking so I just stopped bringing it up."

"You think she'll tell me if I ask?" I said after thinking for a few minutes.

"Honestly? No. I'm not sure if she'll ever tell anyone what happened. It'd probably help but you know her stubborn ass."

"Yeah" i chuckled. Our food arrived and we ate talking about random things before we set off to do our meet and greet.


*Rox's POV*

I woke up at 9 the next morning feeling sick. I had such a bad night sleep. I kept waking up every few minutes paranoid. I finally fell asleep at 6 and got 3 hours before I woke up again. I decided to just get up and start my day. I threw on some gym clothes and went to use the hotel's gym.

I spent an hour in the gym before coming back to my room. I got undressed and went to take a shower but my face time went off. I threw on a towel and saw Jason was calling.

"Hello." I said.

"Warm greeting."

"I guess."

"So this is how we are going to be now?" He asked irritated.

"I don't know how we're supposed to be. I mean I'm pretty mad at you threatening Roman like that."

"He deserves it! He slept with my girlfriend!" he yelled turning red instantly.

"It's not just his fault Jason! So don't act all tough and say you're going to kick his ass because it took both of us to make it happen."

"Want me to kick your ass too in that case?" he scoffed. I looked at the screen wide eyed and didn't know what to say.

"I didn't mean that." He said in an angry tone.

"Maybe Dean was right about you." I said quietly.

"Excuse me? You went to Dean about me? AGAIN?! What part of leave me out of my business did you not understand?!" He grabbed a glass sitting next to him and threw it against the wall.

"I didn't tell him anything! He just told me to be careful with you." I yelled back.

"And why would you have to be careful with me huh? Because I might lie to you? cheat on you? no that's you!" he said pointing his finger at the screen.

"Like you haven't done anything with your stripper friend? Funny thing is you hate Dean but he's the reason I told you."

"She is a friend! It's so petty that you would bring what she does into this. Sorry we're not all as spoiled as you! Some of us actually have to work for shit and do stuff we don't want to or are not proud of to get by! She may be a stripper but at least she's not a whore!" He yelled. I felt myself slowly getting angrier and didn't want to see his face anymore.

"You don't know where the hell I've been! I never got shit handed to me and I'm not a whore! If I was I would have fucked you on your couch remember?!"

"Oh yeah you were just waiting for your little precious Roman to lower his standards before you jumped at that opportunity"

"Lower his standards? Really?"

"Yup! You think you're this amazing girl but you're not! You have so many fucking walls up it's damn near impossible to even hold a conversation with you! You're a weak fragile girl who will let a guy in her pants for paying her a few compliments."

I sat there stunned and recoiled.

"Truth a little hard to take huh?" he said. "Well here's some more for ya. I felt sorry for you and that's why I got in a relationship with you. A girl who has to attach herself to a playboy and an engaged man because no one else gave a damn about her. Maybe if you didn't have so many damn walls up people would actually care to get to know you."

"You act like I'm so horrible. If I am why are you even still here?!" I shouted tears running down my face.

"You're a challenge. I like challenges. I just wanted to win you over to be able to say I could and hey if I got a little money out of it so be it."

"You're just mad..." I whispered.

"Oh I am but that's not why I'm saying all this. I can't pretend to like you anymore. It's too fucking exhausting."

"Why did you even waste my time then Jason!?" I said punching the counter top in the bathroom.

"You clearly didn't lose anytime! You went right back to acting single even though you weren't. This is your fault! Everything is your fault."

"Fine! I'm horrible okay!" I said loudly crying more.

"Hey Rox..?" he said nice and soft after a few tense moments.

I wiped at my eyes and looked at the screen. "What?"

"Remember how I said everything is your fault?" I narrowed my glare at him and waited for him to coninue" Well...tell Roman good luck with the custody case...from what I hear? He's really going to need it." he hung up and I just sat there shocked.

How the hell did he know anything about Roman or his daughter?