She did miss him, it was true. But it was also very frustrating. Why did this have to be so difficult?
She spent a lot of time sitting in her living room, staring at the wall and thinking about the situation. It really was a difficult choice. On the one hand, she really did love him, and she did want to be with him. On the other hand, she really loved Konoha. It was her home. She didn't really want to leave it, not forever, not yet. But then, she also liked Suna, and all the friends she had made there. But she had all of her friends in Konoha still, and her family, and technically her job and her boss. All of her stuff was still here.
She sighed. Why did she have to choose? It wasn't fair really; lots of people found love and never had to give up anything for it. Why couldn't she have both? Was it not possible to get everything?
She smiled to herself when she heard distant thunder rumbling. How she missed the rains when she was in Suna...
But on the other hand, she really did love him.