Bella pov

There is a fear in his eyes. Edward is looking at me and in his topaz eyes all I see is fear. I hear Carlisle cough.

" What's wrong?" I ask knowing that they are hiding something, something that is wrong with me. Edward looks a bit angry when I ask and turns to face Carlisle.

" Bella, you don't have the flu. The truth is we have no clue what you have or what could happen." Carlisle states this as a face with no emotion. I look at Edward and in his eyes, which once held fear now held sadness.

I feel an ice cold touch, Edward is running his hand up and down my arm. I can't get him to look at me again.

" Edward why won't you look at me?" I ask in a whisper. The tears I want so bad to stop from falling begin to fall against my will.

" I can." Edward says swiftly, his eyes catching mine for a short second. I tighten up and I can feel an unfamiliar feeling growing in me.

" Bella, this is really hard for Edward" Carlisle speaks suddenly. All feelings I had a second ago faded and I look at Edward again. " Its hard for us all."

I cuddle into a ball on the couch that I haven't left in days. I feel Edwards touch again and I look to see a forced smile on his face.

" Its going to be ok Bella, love" Edwards says. " You and I will be ok" He holds me tight and the tears fall faster and harder. I take in his scent and the warmth that is in him even though he is ice.

" I love you Edward."

" Love you too Bella."