Author's Note: I do not own "The Immortal instruments series" Cassandra Clare does. (although I did own Giovanna) , I only own this scenario. Hope you enjoy! Rated M. Review is appreciated!
Chapter 4: Fall Into Me
As the days went on Clary and Jace were spending more and more time together leaving Magnus and Alec in each others company. Magnus and Alec learned more and more about each other and it made them realize just how much they strived off of the persons traits that they themselves lacked and how hard it is to stuff away their feelings for each other. "How could he still not have possibly figured out that I am gay, maybe if he knew things would change between us. But what if he doesn't want what I want? Alec obsessively thought to himself. He had the fear that Magnus wouldn't want him in that way, so he kept it to himself.
Clary and Jace were walking down the hallway when Alec ran up and snatched Clary away. "I need to borrow your girlfriend for a minute." He was walking fast holding Clary by the arm, He took her into the locker room. "Clary it hurts, it hurts to keep these feelings to myself, what am I supposed to do nobody even knows i'm gay besides you! I don't know how much longer I can do this, It's getting to the point where I am going to have to leave this school to try and forget these feelings they're effecting my school work because all I think about is how I want to tell him but I just can't." Clary shook her head looking down. "Alec, Don't change schools because of this. Just don't worry about it okay i'll figure something out okay. No asking questions on how it's going or anything just breathe, Go to class and focus." Alec sighed but went on to class.
Clary walked in to her class she had with Jace and Magnus. "Clary I need to talk to you." Said Jace in a serious tone. "Ohhh someones in trouble!" Magnus said jokingly. So Clary and Jace walked over to the pencil sharpener near the window. "What are you needing to talk about babe? We are in the middle of class can it wait?" Jace kind of looked sad. "Do you like Alec, I mean is there something like some kind of connection you two have going on or what?" Clary tried holding back her laughter but just couldn't. "Me and Alec? Nooo! Are you serious? What the hell Jace!" Jace looked at her kind of alarmed. "Well I mean you guys hang out after school a lot and he just talks to you randomly all the time, like how can I be sure nothing is going on Clary?" She was trying to figure out how to tell him but not exactly tell him Alecs secret. "Well nothing is going on, I have an answer as to how you could be sure nothing like that is going on between me and him but I can't exactly tell you, I said I wouldn't tell anybody." Jace smirked and began walking off. "See Clary you obviously can't tell me anything." Clary was angry at this point. "Jace get your childish ass over here and deal with the problem! Me and Alec have nothing going on! Alec is gay!" as she realized what she had just said out loud, she looked over and saw Magnus sitting in his desk with this shocked look on his face. "Damnit Jace look what you made me do! You should have just believed me. And now you and Magnus both know his secret he is going to be mad and never tell me anything ever again. You two have to act like you have no idea." Magnus was confused."Are you serious? Oh my gosh how did I not notice!" The teacher walked through the door followed by the rest of the students, they all sat down and didn't look at one another. Jace and Magnus were shocked and Clary was still beating herself up about telling Alec's secret.
Magnus was walking to lunch when Alec approached him. "Hey Magnus! How's your day been?" Magnus was a little nervous now that he knew something and couldn't tell Alec that he knew. "Hey Alexander, It's been full of information. What about yours?" Alec kind of shrugged. "Kind of boring..Anyways what kind of information? Magnus tried to laugh normally but his laugh sounding shaky and nervous. "Just school stuff like Chemistry and things like that." Alec squinted his eyes at Magnus, "Hmm okay." Well i'll see you later, Bye Magnus!" Magnus sighed of relief since he didn't explode while talking to Alec. He ran to look for Jace, As he was walking towards the bus gate he noticed Jace sitting on the patch of sidewalk near the fence. "Jace! Dude where have you been i've been looking for you. Since I found out this whole thing about Alec I feel so nervous around him because I know and he doesn't know that I know. And not telling him makes me super nervous!" Jace sighed. "Just wait. I will talk to you later i'm not in the mood. I just feel really bad for making Clary blow up like that." Magnus realized Jace was going through a little bit of a harder time than himself so he sat down beside Jace. "Go get your woman and tell you're sorry. Give her a big smooch, not just any smooch though. A kiss that explains every single thing you love about her with your lips. Just be passionate and explain to her that you were only afraid that she was doing what other girls have done to you." Jace looked up at Magnus. "Thanks. Maybe you should do the same if you know what I mean, But ya know not a woman. See you later." Jace said smiling. Magnus just sat there thinking.
"Clary! Babe I'm so sorry I love you. I didn't mean to hurt you or make you feel that I don't trust you I was only scared because I thought you might be like other girls but you aren't you are so much more!" Jace said grabbing Clary. "I love you t-"Jace cut her off by kissing her. "Could you ever forgive me?" Jace asked sincerely. Clary smiled. "There is one way. Make sure Magnus is at the movies tonight? Me and Alec are going to watch this new movie that is coming out in theatre tonight." Jace nodded his head. "Okay babe. We will be there. What's the deal with this anyways?" Clary smiled. "I have a plan. They helped us, It's time we help them." Jace smiled and they went on.
Magnus and Jace were waiting in the theatre building for Clary and Alec to arrive. "So are you okay about this whole Alec thing? Jace asked Magnus. "Well why wouldn't I be. Of course i'm okay with it, i'm gay to why would I care if someone else is?" Jace tilted his head. " You know what I mean. You like him so why don't you just tell him?" Magnus looked down. "It isn't as easy as you think it is. I mean he has no idea that I know he's gay and he has no idea I like him more than a friend." Jace touched Magnus's shoulder. " He doesn't have to know that you know. He will just think you are expressing how you feel about him." The theatre door came open. "Hey guys!" Clary said walking in the door follow by Alec. "Hey." Jace said. They all just kind of stood there awkwardly for a minute. "Well let's go watch the movie!" Said Clary. So they paid and went to watch the movie. Clary sat by Jace leaving Magnus and Alec no choice but to sit by each other since those were the last two seats. About half way through the movie Clary stood up. "Guys i'm not feeling so well. Jace do you think you could drive me home?" Jace stood up. "Yeah let's go." Alec and Magnus looked concerned. "We will come too." They said standing up. "Clary pushed them back into their seats. "No! I mean, I don't want to get you guys sick or make you miss the movie. Enjoy your night! Alec i'm sure Magnus could give you a ride home." Magnus stared at Alexander from the corner of his eye. He was trying to muster up the strength to say something, Anything. "I like you Alexander." Just say it you coward! Magnus thought to himself.
Alec got into Magnus's car. They put their seatbelts on and still haven't really talked. Alec has been thinking on how to tell Magnus he is gay, and how he feels. "Magnus. I...Nevermind." Magnus pulled over. "No please finish. I have a few things I need to say too."Alec was nervous. "There is something I haven't told you about me." Alec said. " I know Alexander." Alec was confused. "What do you mean you know?" Magnus looked at Alexander. "You're gay. I Know. And I get it you didn't want to tell me because you didn't want me to try to make our friendship into a thing. And I understand." For once in Alec's life he felt like he could do anything like he wasn't such a loser and wasn't afraid anymore. "But I do Magnus. I do want this to be a thing." He said brushing magnus's hair back off of his face. Magnus looked into Alec's eyes in a daze, He couldn't speak. Magnus Bane was actually speechless. "Say something!" Alec said to Magnus "M-me too." Magnus muttered. Alec began to move closer. When their lips touched Alec could feel Magnus's hand grasping the back of his neck. It was passionate and perfect. They felt so relieved. When they stopped kissing they just kind of sat there for awhile looking at eachother. "Alexander, I have been waiting to do that since the day I saw you walking passed the bus gates. Let's take what ever this is slow, trust me I would love to go fast but it's always better to understand eachothers boundaries and everything. Let's get you home." Magnus said smiling uncontrollably. "It was perfect. Everything I imagined and more. I just can't believe I was man enough to do it." Alec said as they pulled into his driveway. They kissed goodbye, but fast this time because we all know what long kissing leads to. "Bye Magnus." Alec said smiling. Magnus pulled out of the driveway and went on home. They both laid in their beds that night wondering what would happen the next day when they saw each other. Would they kiss again? Would they forget it ever happened? Could this be something real?