I'm not the type of person that just forgets about something automatically and blows it off and then act like nothing ever happen. And considering that he was my friend this made it worse, but it was a strange worse, not like usual, not angry, not at me, not at my friends, no one. I wasn't mad at anyone. I didn't feel angry or fed up. It was different. It just felt numb. It felt , well, sad. I don't mean to admit giving in to my emotions but I was, and this was rare for me. I still don't quite understand thought couldn't slip my mind. No matter how short it still seems like forever. But I knew it wasn't that, what he said about Blair, and then in the midst of it all something awful happened. Something unexpected, I burred my head into my arms and cried.