I can feel my face get hot and I blush

"Um," I start "I just-though,"

I look down at the floor and put one hand on my forehead, and the other on the table, feeling like a retard.

Suddenly he puts his hand on mine.

My checks have to be bright red my now, because my face fells like I slammed it into a burning furnace.

I look at his hand on mine and then at him.

"I'll be aright." he says.

I try to say something to replay but I just choke.

finally he fills in the silentness.

"we better leave tonight before the morning comes."

I sigh and look to my right and awkwardly say;

"Yeah, I'll get the flit and steel."

I get up and he lets go of my hand.

Has he really been holding it that long?

"What does THAT mean?" I think to my self while I climb down the ladder into the stone basement.

What he said couldn't just leave my head.

"And I'll never forgive myself if I let you go."

I just keep thinking about it and I can't decide what he meant by it.

Did he mean just as a friend,

Or something more?

I hate it so much, but I love it to.

I shake my head quickly to erase the though.

"Go save your friends now, Emotions later." I though to myself.

I'm digging though the chest trying to find the flit, I think more to myself.

"He just doesn't want to lose a friend."

I stop digging though the chest for a second and mumble to myself;

"Yeah, just a friend."

After a couple of minutes I found the iron to make the steel, but I don't think that we have any flint.

Waiting a couple of seconds, I realize that we're going to need a few weapons to get though this.

I grab a iron pick axe and walk over to were the cobblestone was placed in the wall.

starting to mine though it, and by the fifth block I found the chest.

I open it and find 3 Diamonds, 1 gold, and 5 iron.

We don't mine much, its too risky. We just mostly just trade in near by villages.

I can only make one sword, I'll give it to Blair.

After all he's better at fighting than I'll ever be.

I pick up two of the diamonds and I grab a stick from my sack and I start to craft the sword.

The iron pick crashes as it try's to form the diamonds into place.

After twenty four minutes of crafting I had a pure diamond sword.

I come up the ladder with the sword in my hand.

I grab a iron helmet and boots and put them on,

I walk out the back door and get a wooden shovel,

then dig though the gravel side walk till I find some flit and walk back inside.

A little while later, I wrote some thing on a note and stuck it to a knife and threw it to the wall.

I just hoped that everything would be back to normal after I got back,

if I got back.

I couldn't stop worrying about what could happen to me or Blair.

What if we never find herobrine and something happens?

But I knew if he was real, he would do something even worse if I did nothing.

I would hate to put anyone in danger for my actions.

Just thinking about it made me sick.

I was ready.

I walk to the front and see the nether portal frame, then look down at my feet then the sky, this might be my last time seeing it.

I turn to Blair and say "Are you ready?"

He nods his head

I walk over to the frame and strike the flit and steel together.

It takes a few tries but soon the spiraling violet color comes though.

I take a deep breath and walk in.