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Quick Author's Note: For some reason I am in my music mode now. So now each chapter is going to be based on songs. Just thought that I'd let you know. Tell me if it's too much.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Wrestlers or Knockouts mentioned in this story. I only own Kacie and anyone else who doesn't sound familar.
ADDICTED
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
When Kacie woke up she could barely even remember what had transpired last night and earlier that morning. She had the worst hangover and all that she wanted to do was sleep.
Even though she wished that she could go to sleep, she knew that she couldn't. She forced herself up out of bed, picked out her clothes, and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Maybe a shower would wake her up more.
After her shower, Kacie walked out into the hotel room just as her phone went off. The noise she heard was the signal for she got a text. Thank god! She didn't feel like talking to anyone right now.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
Walking over to her cell phone she flipped it open and read the text. "Ugh!" Kacie hissed in frustration as she read the text. The text read:
Kace,
I know that something happened between you and Chris. I saw you two leave the club together. Thankfully though, Angelina didn't notice. Otherwise she'd be knocking your door down right now. Anyways, meet me in my room at 12:00. We have a lot to talk about!
XOXO,
Velvet
Throwing the cell phone into her purse, Kacie looked over at the clock. It was 11:27 a.m. She had enough time to go down the street and buy herself a coffee before she had to go talk to Velvet.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
Just in time! By time Kacie went down the street to get a coffee and got back to the hotel, it was already 11:55. She had walked slow since she had a bad hangover and if she were to move fast or the wrong way she'd wind up toppling over.
Kacie pushed her sunglasses onto the top of her head as she knocked on Velvet's door.
"Come in!" Velvet smiled as she opened the door and pulled Kacie into the room. Looking both ways and seeing that no on else was in the hallway she backed up and closed the door.
"What are you being so observant for?" Kacie asked sitting down on the bed.
Turning around to face Kacie, Velvet answered, "Because! I want to make sure that Angelina doesn't come. You know how much you two hate each other.
"You've got a point," Kacie agreed, shrugging her shoulders.
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
"Okay! Anyways," Velvet said sitting down cross legged on the bed next to Kacie. "What happened between you and Chris?"
"We made out," Kacie answered simply.
"You made out? Only made out?!" Velvet asked not fully believing her.
"Well it almost turned into more," Kacie answered opening up to the truth a little bit more.
"Almost? What do you mean?"
"I stopped it before it went any further and ran out of the room," Kacie said putting her head down and looking at her hands.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
"You stopped it!" Velvet exclaimed.
Quickly getting off the bed, practically jumping, Kacie said and by the sound of her voice she was fighting to hold back tears, "What did you expect, Velvet?! Ever since what happened with, Jake, I've never been able to even come close to sleeping with a guy without either freaking the fuck out or breaking down crying. It's not that fucking easy, Velvet!"
"Come here, Kace," Velvet said standing up and opening her arms. By this time the tears were flowing freely, Kacie couldn't hold them in any longer.
"It's so fucking hard! I thought he was in my past, but I guess he'll never really be out of my life!" Kacie cried hysterically. "Also...Eric was right no matter what I do I'll never forget him. Every time I look at Kassidy, I'll remember that fucking bastard! I'll remember everything about him! I wish he would just die!" she continued.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
"Kacie! Don't say that! Never ever wish death on someone. No matter how much you hate them. Or how much they hurt you. It will only come back on you!" Velvet explianed.
"How can I take that back, Velvet?! I know it's wrong! But for goodness sake! I can't count how many times doctors classified me as DOA every time he'd beat me up. I can't even count how many bones of mine have been broken because of him!" Kacie cried.
"Okay. Point well taken, but it's still wrong. You just need to calm down though before you have a PA," Velvet said in a worried tone as she made Kacie sit down on the bed. "Now just breathe and clam down. You'll be fine."
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
There's Chapter 7! There's more on Kacie's past. Should I continue?! REVIEW PLEASE IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE!!! IT MEANS ALOT!!! Also I do except critism!! Sometimes writers need it.