We are what our thoughts have made us; so take care about what you think. Words are secondary. Thoughts live; they travel far.

- Swami Vivekananda

When Simon woke up the last thing he expected to see was white. White walls, white sheets, he was even dressed in white velvet. He tried to sit up but a pang in his chest prevented him from doing so. He didn't understand what was going on, why it hurt so much...
He rested back down and against better judgement allowed his eyes to drop close. He couldn't take this. It hurt so much. Everything hurt. He couldn't take it. So he didn't.

It had been almost a week before Simon woke up once more. Sebastian nonchalantly visited his room once a day just to check up. He had considered chaining him the the bed but decided against it, he doubted the daywalker had enough strength to get out even if he tried.

Sebastian crossed his arms at the door frame watching the boys frame rise and fall. It amused him how breath was so important and natural to the young vampire despite the fact he no longer needed it.

Then he stirred in his sleep. This meant something. Sebastian wasn't aware of what but it was something. Before he could call someone to take care of whatever it was Simon screamed. The boy began convulsing.

Sebastian's best guess would be nightmares. Probably of the rape, he didn't care much though. To be honest with himself he slightly enjoyed the boys screams. That was until he began tearing the furniture.

Soon enough Sebastian grabbed him by the wrists without any struggle (well attempted struggle on Simon's part.) He pinned his hands to the headboard and watched Simon's feet and body conversed in response.

"Stop it!" Sebastian ordered angrily. He was quickly getting sick of this situation which had been partially (a whole lot) amusing at first. "Refrain yourself daylighter!"

Simon stopped. Abruptly and unexpectedly his arms fell down as did his legs. His body stayed still and fell into the mattress. Sebastian loosened his grip but had no intention of letting go any time soon. He was too smart to risk that.

"Daylighter?" He asked. The boys eyes opened albeit the fact they were glazed and somewhat vacant. "...who?" He asked in a small voice. Before Sebastian could respond Simon spoke once more. "Who are you?" (A/N almost stopped it there but didn't)

Sebastian hated the fact that the boys memory lose took him by such surprise. He should've expected something alike this to happen. Especially to someone as unable as the daywalker. He still didn't understand why his sister insisted upon being friends with the boy.

The moment he came to the realization of what had happened Sebastian, without a word, let go of the boy and stormed out of the room. Making sure though to shut the door behind him. The door that would instantly lock.

He didn't feel like talking to an amnesic vampire. It was one thing for the vampire to be angry once he woke up. He was expecting that, actually looking forward to it, but instead he was stuck with this. An amnesic daywalker who doesn't even believe vampires let along himself being one. On top of that how would be explain this all?

' Hi Simon, so get this, my name is Sebastian but actually Jonathan. Your best friend's brother who wasn't raised with her and is the legit the spawn of satan. Or Lilith. Oh and you hate me because I killed your girlfriend's dog."
"Wait," Sebastian said to himself out loud. It was actually her brother, but he was as annoying as one. A dog.

"Sir," one of his lackeys of an origin Sebastian didn't really care to ask was standing before him. "The daylighter, he won't talk to anyone. He-..." The man seemed almost scared to admit this. "He keeps asking for you."

The blonde arched an eyebrow, "By name?" He asked.

The man shook his head. "Not by name sir."

Sebastian frowned. "Then by what?"

Simon let an easy smile wonder onto his cheeks at the sight before him. Ever since he'd left Simon had felt scared. Alone. It was as if he being there made everything better.

"Thank god." He said softly upon seeing Sebastian. Without a moment to stop and think the boy jumped forward off the bed landing lightly on his feet. He imminently started forward and threw his arms around Sebastian.

Sebastian groaned. This was not going to be fun or easy. Judging by those stupid moon eyes the vampire had in his direction, not in the slightest.

A/N

So I already have the next chapter all typed up. The only reason I haven't posted it is because I need more reviews because I'm still not sure what direction I should go in regarding Simon and Sebastian's relationship.

Anyway, please review!