Author's Notes; Chapter 5 starts off from when Beyond kissed Light. Enjoy!
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Light's eyes seemed to suddenly flicker back into emotions, a pure look of surprise and shock reflection in them. Though he had expected Beyond to do something crazy like this, he was still surprised. It also seemed to knock him back into being his normal self.. Beyond didn't pull away from Light's lips, continuing to kiss him as he held one of his arms. He kept his eyes closed, afraid to open them.
The brunette continued to stare for a few seconds before he made a soft content noise, giving in to Beyond's impulses and closing his own eyes, slowly gaining enough courage to press his lips back against the others. Beyond froze for a second, surprised when he felt Light kissing back. His eyes even fluttered open for a millisecond to prove he wasn't imagining it. He tilted his head slightly and deepened the kiss.
Light groaned slightly, the chains on his wrists still annoyed him greatfully, and they were beginning to cut into his wrists again. The brunette's tongue darted out briefly to wet his lips, accidently brushing it Beyond's bottom lip. B grinned slightly and parted his lips, slipping his tongue into Light's mouth. His tongue explored the area, tasting a bit of blood on his tongue.
"Mmph..?"Light gasped softly, the taste of sweet strawberry jam and a slight coppery taste invading his mouth, causing him to let out the slightest moan. Shivers ran down B's spine hearing the soft sounds Light made, he was enjoying this probably more than he should have. Beyond rubbed his own tongue against Light's, playing with his. One hand loosely gripped the knife while the other remained on Light's shoulder.
The brunette responded just as Beyond was, bringing his tongue back to lick along the raven's lips. He had forgotten about the chains and tried to bring his arms forward to wrap around his neck but failed, ending up causing himself more pain, which he hissed at. Beyond would've liked to unchain Light's wrists again, maybe things would be better this time, but he was afraid they wouldn't. Would he be so foolish as to take the chance? B took this moment to pull away for air, licking his own lips as he opened his eyes again.
Light bit his lip, willing to the pain to go away, his eyes still shut tightly and a faint blush on his cheeks. Soon enough, he too opened his eyes to find Beyond staring at him. Beyond did his best to block any emotions on his face. He didn't know what Light would do and he was paranoid for the worst. He blinked and looked down at the chains on Light's wrist, looking back up to his eyes. He reached out and touched one of the chains, hesitant to unchain only his wrists.
The brunette blinked slowly and watched the older male quietly. "What're you doing..?" He asked unsurely, in a quiet manner. "Being stupid." Beyond mumbled, unchaining both his wrists. He held one of Light's wrists, tilting his head slightly as he looked at the new blood on his cuts. Light was surprised at the answer, from what he knew, Beyond didn't seem like the guy to say or show his weaknesses. He was even more surprised that he hand unchained his wrists. "Hm.."The brunette sighed softly, mutely watching Beyond.
B licked his lips as he watched the blood run down Light's wrists, tearing his gaze away and looking back up to his eyes. The brunette frowned slightly, but sighed when Beyond's eyes finally caught his. "Why did you kiss me just a moment ago..?" Light asked quietly. "Well.. You were sort of right I suppose. I can't kill someone I feel an odd attraction towards." Beyond looked away from Light and down at his own lap, rubbing the back of his neck. He didn't expect this to happen at all.
"Hmph.." Light smirked slightly. Was B.. Embarrased? He couldn't help but laugh a little. The brunette reached forward and pulled Beyond closer by the back of his neck, pressing his lips to the older male's.
Beyond opened his mouth to ask what was so funny when he felt himself being pulled in again. He blinked and closed his eyes, kissing back as he placing one hand on Light's shoulder while the other made its way to his waist. The younger male slid his spare arm over Beyond's shoulder, his hand at his neck sliding up into his hair and pulling him closer, groaning softly and tilting his head slightly as he closed his eyes.
Beyond slipped his tongue into Light's mouth, playing with Light's tongue with a bit more dominance than last time. The hand on Light's shoulder reaching up to tangle his fingers in his hair. Light pulled the other down to kneel between his legs, musing his hair up slightly in the process. "Mmn.." He sighed softly against his lips, gently nipping at B's lower lip.
A soft sound of pleasure escaped B's lips, his hand trailing lower down his waist. He wrestled with Light's tongue, pressing Light against the wall. Light fought back just as hard, since he hated lose with a burning passion. His hand gently tugged at B's dark locks, kissing him harder. "Mm.." B let out a quiet moan as their tongues fought for dominance, pressing himself more against the brunette until he was practically ontop of him.
Light slid down the wall until he was laying flat on the ground, a hand still tangled in his onyx hair, tilting his head further to gain more dominance. B leaned over Light, straddling him. His tongue roamed around Light's mouth excitedly savoring the taste as he slipped a hand up Light's shirt. Light shuddered slightly at the cool hand sliding against the heated flesh of his stomach, pulling back for air and nuzzling into Beyond's neck.
The raven pulled away and licked his lips, he hadn't realized how fast his heart was beating until he pulled away. He looked down at Light by his neck. The brunette was panting slightly, darting his tounge out to wet his lips, hiding his flushed face in Beyond's neck, embarrassed. B caught his breath and looked down, slipping his hand out from under Light's shirt. He could see Light out of the corner of his eye but allowed him to stay since he was also embarrassed.
Light's hand slid down from B's hair to rest against the back of his neck. "I'm ..sorry.." Light mumbled. Beyond raised an eyebrow, "Why are you sorry?" "I.. shouldn't have..acted like that." Light muttered, closing his eyes tightly. Beyond bit his lip, "You mean this.. kiss right now?" He rested his hand on his knee. Light bit his lower lip. "Yeah..I was even sure that I was..was..well, I didnt know I didnt...like girls. I wasnt aware.."He stuttered horribly, mentally cursing himself for it and trying to steady his mind.
"You.. Shouldn't be sorry if you liked it." B looked down and pulled his hoodie sleeve, he still couldn't believe Light actually kissed back. The bruenette nodded once, silent for a moment. "What now..?" He mumbled, still nibbling at his lip. "Im guessing you're not exactly going to let me go.." B blinked and shook his head quickly. His reasons for keeping Light here had definitely changed since he first came in here today.
"I guess that's what Kira deserves anyway." Light muttered bitterly, lifting his head and letting his arms fall back to the ground. "I like Light Yagami better." Beyond rubbed the back of his neck. He wanted the brunette to stay for the company of Light Yagami, and not for his original purpose of getting back at Kira.
"Well, no one likes Kira, do they?" The brunette sighed, closing his tired eyes as his stomach started to ache. He wanted to go home.. He wanted to be normal again. "If someone would stop at nothing to kill you because of a few mistakes in the past, i don't think you'd like them either." B shrugged and could his own stomach grumble. He sat up more and took his hand off Light as he started to get up.
The brunette merely nodded, finally accepting the fact that he was a murderer..A crazy, idiotic murderer. And he deserved this. "Right." Light mumbled blankly, pulling himself up to rest against the brick wall. Beyond had definitely noticed a change in Light's behavior after he'd acted so boldly but decided not to acknowledge it. He held onto the wall and pulled himself up. "But I'm not gonna let you starve, so what do you want I'll bring It back.." He rubbed the back of his neck and looked at the door.
Light glanced at him briefly, but never made eye contact, glancing away to the side a moment later. "No, I don't want anything."He told Beyond quietly. His mind was elsewhere. In he was finding it difficult to wrap his head around all this. B knew Light must've been hungry but shrugged it off, turning away and walking out the door. He stuffed his hands in his pockets and pulled the hood up.
The brunette pulled his legs up to his chest and folded his arms over his knees, resting his head in them. Light wanted to scream, and cry his heart out, years of holding up such a strong mask shattering in seconds as the first sob bubbled from his mouth. All he could do was sit in the same spot and cry, releasing all of the tears and emotions he'd held in for so long..
Author's Note; Sorry for such a short update but I must be going now. Please review, it means a lot to me :) -BB
