Ch.10

Sam was four months pregnant with twins, Jason was excited because he wanted a boy and now he was going to have a son. Lila was getting ready to start pre-school and she couldn't be any happier. Lila couldn't wait to see her new school today and it was all she could talk about but Jason and Sam weren't too sure about her going to school even thought they knew that they had to let Lila go to school but really they weren't ready for it. "Mommy what do I wear for school? Asked Lila." "What do you want to wear? Asked Sam." Lila thought about what she wanted to wear and then took Sam's hand and showed her the cindella dress. "Can I wear this mommy?" asked Lila? Sam shook her head and picked out shorts and a shirt. "What about this? That way if you go play you won't have to worry about getting your dress dirty pulse it's not going to raise up when the wind blows. "Good point." Lila got ready for Pre-school and went in the kitchen where Jason and Sam where standing. "Daddy I'm going to pre-school today!" "You are?" said Jason. "Did you forget that she was starting pre-school today? Asked Sam."

"No I just didn't know it was that soon, said Jason." "Mommy I'm going to be late, Said Lila." "Ok I'm ready let's getting in the car, said Sam." Lila ran to the garage and got into the car. "Do you want to ride with us that way you can help me get out of there? Asked Sam." "Ya just let me drink the last of this and I'll go with you, said Jason." Jason was trying to drink the last of his coffee. Sam walked to the car and got in the passage seat. "Daddy going with us mommy, asked Lila." "Yes and he needs to hurry up, said Sam." "Mommy where you scared when you started pre-school?" "I don't know baby it was a long time ago why are you scared?" "A little but Megan is going to be there and Kelsey." Megan is Courtney and Jax's daughter and Kelsey is a neighbor girl that Lila plays with practically every day. "Ok let's go, said Jason." Jason drove the car to the pre-school, the whole ride there it was quiet too quiet for Lila since she's been talking about it for a week now. When they arrived to the pre-school Lila mumbled something and then didn't say anything. "Lila are you ready to go to your class? Asked Sam."

"I don't want to go mommy. Cried Lila." "What if daddy and I go with you to your class would that make you feel better? Asked Sam." "No." Sam was praying to herself hoping that Lila wasn't going to cry because if she did it was going to make Sam cry and she could blame the hormones. Jason was about to just drive home because he didn't want to see Lila grow up even thought he had no choice. He also didn't want to cry but he was about to. "Lila look at me." Lila looked at Jason with tears rolling down her face and Jason was about to lose his confidents to convents Lila to go to school. " you're going to have fun and then you're going to want to keep going because you're going to meet new friends pulse you got to be a big sister because your brother and your sister are going to be looking up to you, said Jason." "Ok I'm ready, said Lila." When Lila said she was ready Jason and Sam looked at each other, Sam shook her head and Jason knew she wasn't ready for this. All three of them got out of the car and walked to the classroom that Lila was in. once Lila saw two of her friends she waved to her parents and walked over to her friends. Jason and Sam walked to the car and it was silent until "did Lila just walk off like she wasn't crying in the car five minutes ago? Asked Sam" "yep. She gets that from you, said Jason."

"She does not she gets that from you because you walk away from things like nothing happen." "When do I do that?" "Like last week you almost got blown up." Jason looked at Sam funny. "Don't look at me like that you walked out of that hospital like it was no big deal even thought they told you to say for the night you walked out of there like nothing happen." "I did not Sam." "Whatever Evil Conenvile."

"I did not miss the hormones and now they're back four years later." "Hey!" "We didn't take a picture of Lila on her first day of Pre-school. I guess we can take a picture tomorrow." "Why do we need one anyway? Asked Jason." "For her baby book. I have everything in there from when she was born."

"Is it labeled in there or something?" "Ya at the bottom of the page it has first birthday stuff like that."

Jason took Sam home and worked on some paper work for the warehouse that Sam always complained about while Jason was doing paperwork Sam was looking at pictures of all three of them from when Lila was a baby to now. "Once Jason was finished he was going to go to Sonny's but he decided to hang out with Sam since Sonny was busy with Carley. "What are you doing?" "I'm looking at pictures." Jason sits by Sam. "I still think that Lila gets that confidents from you." "Are you trying to fight with me because you know my hormones are out of wak these days." "No I'm not trying to start anything with you; I'm just saying she acts like you by being social. She can talk to anyone and that's how you are."

"Ok I guess you have a point there." Sam started to laugh thinking that maybe there son is going to be like Jason quite and mysterious. "Maybe your son will turn out like his dad." "Ya maybe in a good way thought not the mob part hopefully." "The Mob has nothing to do with who you are." Sam knew how Jason felt about being in the mob even though he never said anything about how he felt. "I want to get out but I don't know how because every time I tried to get out I get pulled right back in because someone was after me or Sonny so I go back and it's like I never really left at all." "So far our life has been good, there haven't been any mob wars or anything like that so maybe Sonny retired? If Sonny retired then that means you did too Jason." "I don't think he has because he likes the power that's why he stays in the mob because of that power. He likes it that's what makes him feel in control." Sam and Jason must have talked for two hours and finally Sam went to sleep. Jason remembered that they had to pick up Lila at three but it was only 12:00 so he thought that he would set the alarm and then he would pick up Lila. But instead Jason and Sam slept through the alarm waking them up.

Lila was waiting for one of her parents to come and pick them up so she went to the office and called Courtney. "Courtney Jax's office, said the secretary." "Can I speak to Courtney please this is her niece Lila Morgan." "Hold on for one moment." "Thank you." "Lila are you ok? Asked Courtney." "No mommy and daddy didn't pick me up from school can you pick me up. Please and thank you, asked Lila."

"Yes I'll pick you up wait for me in the office and I'll come and get you ok, said Courtney." "Ok thank you, said Lila." Lila hung up the phone and said thank you to the secretary at the school and sat in one of the chairs by the window. When Jason woke up it was 3:30. "Oh shit Sam where sub post to get Lila from school!" Sam was still sleeping until the phone rang. Jason where sub-post to pick up Lila!" Jason answered the phone figuring it was Lila calling. "Lila I'm going to pick you up right now"…. "Thanks but I'm not Lila this is Courtney Lila is in the back seat. She called me wondering where you and Sam where what happen?" "Sam and I fell asleep we just now woke up. Is she mad?" "Well…. She was but the I asked her about school and it seemed like she forgot all about you leaving her at school. I wonder where she gets that from. Jason." Jason rolled his eyes hearing the same thing that Sam said earlier today about how he acts like nothing happen. "I'm just pulled up in the drive way so you might want to be prepared to hear about how school was." "Thanks Courtney for picking her up, said Jason." "No problems just don't forget her tomorrow because she'll really start to wonder, said Courtney."

Lila ran inside the house and to her parent's bed room. "Mommy, Daddy guess what I have knew friends and I made pictures I also practiced my manners too when I had to call Aunt Courtney to pick me up, said Lila." "I'm sorry baby Daddy and I fell asleep and by the time we woke up Courtney already had you. But I promise I will be there to pick you up and how about you go with me to the hospital and we can see your brother and your sister then we can meet Daddy at kellies, said Sam." "How are we going to see them there in your stomach?" "There's this machine that shows you from my stomach." "Your appointment's tomorrow? Asked Jason" "you didn't know I thought I told you?" you did but I thought you said Friday?" tomorrow is Friday silly." "Daddy you're silly." Lila started laughing. Do you want to meet us at the hospital or do you want to go with me to pick up Lila from school and go from there?"
"Ya we can do that, I'll go with you to pick up Lila and will go from there, said Jason."

Later on that night Lila woke up from a bad dream and went in Jason and Sam's room. Lila slowly crept up to the bed room and then walked over to Jason's side. "Daddy can I sleep with you and mommy?"

Jason nodded and Lila crawled in between Jason and Sam."