Ch.12 Warning: doubt and suspicion
The next day Sam ran into Jason and Elizabeth talking about something she figured it was probably about Lucky or something until Elizabeth kissed Jason. When they broke apart Jason had surprised look on his face. "Elizabeth I'm married to Sam and your Married to Lucky," said Jason, " I know but my marriage is falling apart and even thought Lucky and I have been married for 3 years I've been feeling that somehow Lucky and I grew apart and when you and I talked the other day you said that you and Sam been having problems so I just figured that you feel the same way that I do"…. "You though that I was going to cheat on Sam for you? Yes Sam and have had fights but that was three years ago after Manny almost rapped Sam." " You were going to divorce her I remember that and I thought that would be so great for you and Lila because you and Sam just don't seem right for each other and the way that she came into town Jason it's just not right you know?" "No I don't know you're talking in circles and the only thing I keep hearing is you want me to leave Sam but I don't know why? If you want me to leave Sam for you that's not going to happen because we would never work out it would all be a lie and Lila wouldn't like you being around anyway." "She's four she'll deal"…. No she won't and neither would I maybe for five seconds then it would be over. I'm not going to break my marriage just because of you crush for something that's not and never will happen." Jason walked away and left Elizabeth standing at the pier cursing at herself and at Jason. Sam went home and decided to do laundry or something to keep the conversation of Jason and Elizabeth talking. Sam sat on the couch and closed her eyes trying to clear her head. When Jason walked in the door Sam's eyes where close and she was tapping her fingers on her head like she was remembering a song. "Hey, said Jason." "Hi what are doing home so earlier?" Asked walked over to Sam and kissed her, the kiss turned a little more passionate then what Sam was expecting but she wasn't complaining…. "Umm what was that for?" Jason looked at Sam, "do I need a reason?" "Nope I was just wondering… Jason kissed Sam again then laid Sam down on the couch. Jason started kissing Sam's neck, Sam was enjoying the moment but then something came to mind Lila. "Jase we can't do it here?" "Why not we've done it before." Sam started thinking about those times then she stopped because that was distracting her from telling Jason that Carley is picking up Lila from school today and Carley always walks in when Jason and Sam are either a talking be getting hot and heavy or c. Whenever Carley has a problem…. "Jason... Carley… is picking up Lila…. And…." Sam had to stop Jason from getting any farther. "Jason stop for a second", Jason stops for one second to lesion that way he could continue what he was doing. "Carley is picking up Lila and you know how Carley just walks in so I think its better that we go upstairs that way we don't traumatize Lila and Carley." "That was it why didn't you say this earlier," "I tried but you kept distracting me." Jason got up and Sam was right behind him. They went up stairs and made love and when they were talking but still not dressed when Carley and Lila walk in the door. "Mommy, Daddy! Where are you? ," said Lila, Carley started wondering then she heard a thump upstairs, she closed her eyes. "I can't believe you two," said Carley.
Lila looked at Carley and then ran upstairs, "Mommy I made a picture want to see?" Carley ran after Lila trying to distract her but it was easy. "You know what your mommy and daddy are probably sleeping and you know how your mommy gets tired right?" asked Carley. Lila looked at Carley and then heard Sam laughing. Jason hit his head on the head board because Sam hit him with a pillow. "Owe what that was for?" asked Jason, "for distracting me earlier," "I wasn't distracting you." Sam looked at Jason curiously "oh really then what where you doing seducing me?" "You're the only one I would seduce."
"That's probably true but it looks like today that someone was trying to seduce you?" Jason looked at Sam not really understanding what she was talking about when he was going to ask Lila and Carley walked in. Carley was relieved that Jason and Sam were in cloths when they walked in. "Look I made a picture." Lila jumped on the bed and showed Jason and Sam the picture. Carley looked at Sam and mumbled "what's wrong?" Sam mumbled back "I'll tell you in a minute." "Lila why don't you tell daddy about the picture while I talk to Carley for a minute ok," said Sam. Lila nodded and Jason looked at Carley and Sam wondering what was going on. Sam and Carley walked down stairs and sat on the couch.
"What's wrong it sounded that you and Jason where happy until Lila and I walked in the door what's wrong?"Asked Carley, Carley looked at Sam and knew that something was bothering her. Mean while upstairs Jason got Lila occupied with coloring new pictures then went down stairs to find out what was wrong. " I went to the Pier this morning and I saw Jason and Elizabeth talking I was going to walk down the stairs to them because it sounded like Lucky and Elizabeth where having problems the way Elizabeth where talking but then Elizabeth kissed Jason." Said Sam. Carley shook her head because she knew that Elizabeth always had a thing for Jason even when Courtney and Jason where together before Sam even came in the picture. Carley despised Elizabeth because Jason was just to loyal to her and Elizabeth took advantage of that loyalty."What did Jason do?," "he was surprised that she kissed him and she was trying to convents him to leave me and be with her because in her eyes I'm not good for him because he talked to her about when Jason and I were having trouble after Manny. Do you remember that when I was thinking about leaving Jason because of what happen and I felt like I couldn't trust myself with Jason?" Carley looked at Sam remembering when Sam wanted to leave Jason when Lila was one years old. "I do remember but I also remember that you said you couldn't leave Jason because you loved him and you know that you would never find someone that would accept everything that came with you the way Jason has and always will do." Carley took a deep breath before she gave Sam advice she just happen to look at the stairs and noticed Jason standing there. Carley quickly looked back at Sam, " you know what I think? I think Elizabeth wants Jason because she sees how happy you two are together and how you kind of have this fairytale marriage that Elizabeth wants with Lucky but she can't seem to find it because Lucky and Elizabeth have been having problems for a while now. Yes Jason probably talked to Elizabeth about you two having problems but you worked thought it and he was probably opening up to her to lash out a little bit it didn't mean he was going to leave you because you where saying the same thing about leaving him. At the end you worked out your problems together and look at you now three years later you're having twins! This is what you and Jason wanted a family because you never really had one and Jason well he can't remember," said Carley. Sam started to laugh at Carley's expression when she said that Jason can't remember. "your right I was just over looking at what happen between Elizabeth and Jason I guess I was just afraid that Elizabeth was going to take Jason away from me," said Sam. "Well don't because that's never going to happen I will literally kick Jason's ass for you if he does that ok," said Carley. "You promise?" asked Sam. Carley nodded at then hugged Sam she looked at Jason, Jason nodded at Carley and then came down the stairs with Lila a few steps behind him. "I have to get home before Sonny has a fit." Carley was about to walk out the door then said I'll be at the park tomorrow with the boys if you want to bring Lila to play?" asked Carley. "Ya! I get to play tag with Michael and Morgan tomorrow!" said Lila. Jason stood by Sam. "I was never going to leave you even thought you wanted to go I was planning on fighting for you before we worked everything out. No matter what I was saying to Elizabeth I wanted and always will want to be with you and our family because that means everything to me and I don't want to be with Elizabeth because we could never work out and I told her that," said Jason. Sam smiled and then hugged Jason and whispered "I'm sorry for doubting." Lila looked at her parents and giggled.