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I was sleeping with Severus Snape.
I just lay there, as rays of sunlight fell on both our faces. How did he find me? No one knew about beside Prongs, Padfoot and Peter(a/n I thought it would be funny if he was the only one without a nickname, fucking traitor). What was he doing down here?
Fear gripped me suddenly. I was naked. I pulled back the covers to find a pair of green and silver pajama pants. I glanced at the boy laying next to me. There was no way James gave me pajamas with Slytherin colors. These must be Severus'. Which means he's not here by accident.
He grunted, softly. He knew. And instead of telling the entire school (like a real Slytherin)
he brought me clothes and a warm cushy bed.
I laid back down next to him, a smile creeping onto my face. He was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. His long silky raven hair cloaked his face as he slept peacefully and I felt an overwhelming urge to touch him, kiss him. He was like an expensive glass doll I'd never have.
No one knew I liked boys, for a while I didn't know. But Severus, he had me all figured out, just like that. And here he was laying here waiting for me. I brushed his hair from his face felt myself harden. I was so unbelievably attracted to him, it seemed crazy that no one had noticed. I mean, of course, it annoyed the hell out of James and Sirius when I defended him,
but neither saw how much my cheeks flushed when he was around. Or how I stuttered, or the really long glances we threw each other. Or the ridiculously huge boner I got when we walked in on him changing last week.
I felt my stomach tingle as I pictured him half-naked again. His skin was ghost white and fair.
He was shirtless, wearing dark blue jeans. Gods, I could have died right there. The other two will never admit this but he was more toned than any of us. Water was falling down his chest, rippling over each muscle. And as James began to tease him it dawned on me: I had a boner.
And not just a random boner, I actually wanted to do things to him. Crazy things.
It was curious, really. The more I thought about it, the more I want him. I tried to push him out of my mind but I couldn't. I wanted him, needed him. I wished every second that one day I'd catch him alone but every second after that I prayed it would never happen. What if he said 'no'. What if he hated me? Thought I was a freak, even? My stomach churned with doubt.
I tried to push the thoughts from my mind. He was here in the same bed with me and I was wearing his pajamas. That was not the accurate behavior of a person who hated me.
It was strange, seeing him like this, with out his defenses. Venerable. He grunted softly.
I frowned, looking out the window at the bright sunlight. Soon it would be time for breakfast and I'd have to wake him.
I inhaled deeply, trying to shake off my nervousness and stroked his cheek. I don't know what was making me so scared. I guess I half-way expected him to hex me like he would James.
He didn't. Instead he moaned softly and snuggled closer to me. He smelled so good, like chocolate. I smiled; I couldn't have loved him more in that moment.
I draped an arm around him and planted a kiss on his forehead. He wrinkled his forehead. "Mmm"
he moaned in a voice I didn't recognize. His eyes fluttered open and he woke with a start.
"Remus." he tried to sit up but I pushed him back down gently. He looked so scared, I'd never see him like this. It was actually kinda cute. "Don't be angry with me?" he begged, in less than a whisper. He sounded more like a child than a seventeen year old. "It was cold and naked so I put you in bed so you'd be warm. But I just couldn't leave you." his voice faltered,
"You were just so...so."
I put my finger to his lips. They were soft and moist, my heart beat quickly I would burst if I didn't tell him. I had to get it out. "Severus," it came more like a moan. My fingers traveled through his hair and I pulled him closer, losing control. Our lips were inches apart,
I wanted him so bad. "Severus, ...I." And I cut off as my lips crashed on his.
It was wonderful, bliss clouded my thoughts and all I could think of was him. Just mind blowing pleasure. No regret. Just pure unbridled desire. He kissed back fiercely, begging for more of me. One hand was in my hair, the other was on my face caressing each and every scar. "So beautiful" I heard him murmur and I opened my mouth, sliding my tongue over his. I sucked and bit on his lip hungrily, trying like hell to remove his robes. He seemed to notice and with one flick of his wand- his robes were gone, along with his shirt.
"Thanks." I mumbled, kissing his lips once more. For so long I'd dreamed of doing this and know I was. I had him. I moaned into his mouth as his hand grazed my erection. Gods. Pleasure erupted through my body. I pressed myself closer, bringing us chest to chest, our throbbing members touching. It was pure bliss.
"Wait, wait." Severus stopped me, taking my face in his hands. His lips were swollen and shiny with my saliva and his hair looked like he'd just been attacked. I smiled, I could only imagine what I looked like right now. He looked deep into my eyes and I nearly lost myself in his.
"Remus, I think I love you. No, I do love you." he whimpered.
"Like hell you do!!" We both turned around, Severus placing a protective arm around my bare chest. My heart dropped. James and Sirius stood there, both their wands pointing at Severus.