Ok readers while waiting for your reviews I went ahead and wrote this chapter I am going to bring Edward back but I apologize before hand for all the drama that may follow. Now then keep up the quick reviews and I will update again just as fast!

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Bella POV

Sabrina was going to look so cute in the outfits Rose and Esme picked out! Esme had picked out a red little dress made out of velvet with white furry trim. It had a pair of red velvet bloomers, a Santa Clause hat, and cute little booties. Rose had picked out a pj suit that was a fair princess design; in more ways than one I suppose Sabrina will grow up being our little princess.

I sighed in contentment my family was happy and nothing in all the world seemed like it could go wrong. Jasper, Alice, Trent, and myself had a beautiful niece to watch over; Esme and Carlisle had a wonderful granddaughter to spoil senseless.

I chuckled to myself and looked ahead to see Jasper dart thru the trees taking advantage of the area's bountiful wildlife I decide back at the house that I was going to hunt so now seemed like as good a time as any. I let my senses take over as I view the world in a new light.

In stead of merely seeing the trees as they flew past my speeding form I could smell the rain drops that were still on the leafs and I could almost taste the moist earth at their roots. Then another smell and sound reached me it was the sweet, hot, smell of blood and a strong large pounding heart.

My mouth started to fill with venom in anticipation as I started to slow my head on dash to a slower run as I crouched over closer to the ground. As I looked ahead there were four or five moose drinking from a small creek that meandered its way through the thick forest looking for the coast.

Before I could spring for my prey Jasper had already leaped out and onto a tall broad buck's shoulders and snapped its neck as it fell to the earth. The heady scent of fear from the animals made my predatory mind scream for release to go and slaughter the flighty creatures. I stopped and stood still to watch Jasper.

But my rational and more civilized part of me was standing in awe of Jasper and his graceful hunting prowess. He went from one to the next of the animals and quickly would lunge and make the kill with the grace of a jungle cat at home with its surroundings, my sudden new attraction to Jasper as he hunted was very animalistic on my part but seeing as I was already attracted to his personality, and his slender, muscled build and his self confident swagger, I felt no need to be embarrassed by this new attraction to him.

I hoped that I had enough control over my emotions that Jasper would not notice my more than sisterly attraction to him. I had no idea if Jasper felt the same way for me and I was not going to ruin the already perfect relationship I had with him just because I wanted to be taken in the most primal way by him.

I had never had a mate the closest I had gotten was when I was human and Edward was still with me. Other than that with Victoria she taught me the joys of a sexual release from human males she had feed on for more than blood hunger. With my gift I could have any experience anyone else had when they recalled it to memory.

After Vicki's little lesson I had felt, and realized what those primal lustful feelings could lead to. I was no longer a virgin so I knew what release I wanted from Jasper but I also had a few hidden toys that could give me the same release if not as satisfying would at least keep me from jumping Jasper every time I thought about him in this way.

But with this new image of watching Jasper hunt and now feed I would most likely need another go with my toys before I could be in any room alone with him for any length of time.

Jasper looked up at me with a grin as he licked his lips catching the remaining blood that had trickled down his chin. I shuddered if only he knew what he did to me then he would not look at me that way. Jasper pointed to the two remaining moose that were on the ground next to him.

"If your hungry then feed, I am already full and you haven't hunted in over two weeks." Jasper said nodding at me. I smiled and leaped from where I stood 10 feet away to the carcass on the ground and tilted its head back to give me better access to its throat, which I wasted no time biting into.

The animal's blood had already started to cool but it was still refreshing and thick and eased the burning I had in my throat. I did not notice till I had already moaned at the taste that I was enjoying myself a little too much thinking about Jasper.

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Jasper POV

Bella was sending waves of lust out from herself enough so that I was starting to get hard. What I wouldn't give to know what she was thinking about. Trent had already ran on home not needing to feed and had wanted to get there before the others got back from shopping.

I tried to focus only on hunting but I kept giving Bella side glances and when I noticed more and more that she was looking at me my heart flip flopped in my chest. Bella didn't know how beautiful she was and gods have mercy on any man she looked at with her lustful gaze. I almost wanted to take her and beg her to release her pent up lust on me.

But then again it was Bella and though I loved her it very well maybe that she was thinking about that dick head brother of mine. I am not sure if Bella knows but Alice said she had gotten a message from Edward and that he and Tanya would be visiting by the end of the month.

Could that be what Bella was thinking about? I doubted it as I felt her lust get stronger ten fold as she stopped and watched me hunt down the small herd of moose we found. Could it really be that she was lusting after me? Damn I hated being an empathy I could feel what she was feeling but damn it I had no idea what she was thinking about when she was feeling it.

I drank quickly three of the moose as I watched Bella from the corner of my eye. She stood off to the left of me and my kills and was in perfect control even with the smell of blood so thick in the air. The girl had so much damn control it was unreal I know she had not been hunting in over two weeks and still she had no problem in reining in her vampirism need for blood even when it was only ten feet away from her.

Surely she didn't believe that I had killed the entire herd for me to drink alone. I admit to showing off a little bit but I had also felt her rein in her instincts to kill the smelly beasts and drink them dry also as she watched me.

I looked at Bella and licked my lips to get the remaining traces of blood I could feel dripping down my chin and lips I watch Bella watch my tongue and its path to lick away the blood on my chin. I grinned at her. "If your hungry then feed, I am already full and you haven't hunted in over two weeks." I said nodding at Bella. She smiled and leaped from where she stood 10 feet away to the carcass on the ground and started to drink quickly and deeply.

I watched as every few swallows a drop of blood would fall out of her mouth and over her chin. Bella moved from the first dead drained animal to the next in moments drinking their lifeblood away. I walked to her side not afraid she would attack me for getting to close while she fed.

When she stood up she moved her hand to wipe across her chin, but I was in a bold mood so I grabbed her hand before she could wipe the traces of blood away, and stepped closer. Bella's eyes followed my every movement I was moving very slowly so that if Bella wanted to she could pull away from me if she wanted to.

I was now standing so close to her that every time she breathed her ample chest would brush against mine. I leaned down taking my left hand that was free and cupping the side of her face and tilting it up to me so I had better access I bent my head down so that my lips brushed her skin. Bella breathed a sigh and then her breath caught as I began to lick her soft lips and clean her chin with delicate strokes of my tongue.

Bella shuddered again and I felt a powerful wave of lust hit me full force I growled low in my throat before I could stop myself. Bella whimpered a little and moaned my name softly. "Jasper…" she breathed and I nearly came undone.

I stepped back a little and Bella whimpered again in dismay. I chuckled a little under my breath. "Bella you keep sending much more lust my way and I might end up making you upset with me, because I may not be able to hold back my want to take you I am only a man and God knows how hard it is to step away from you when you look at me like that." I told her as honestly as I could.

Instead of feeling remorse from Bella I felt excitement and pleasure. I stuttered over my next words as I looked into her shinning topaz eyes. "Do you want me to take you?" I asked in disbelief that the woman I wanted more than air, more than blood wanted me too.

Bella darted her eyes away from me and I felt her embarrassment and a twinge of shame. I grabbed her chin lightly. "Bella look at me. Do you want me to make love to you?" Bella's eye were glazed over like she wanted to cry but I felt all I needed to she felt want and fear of rejection so strongly I knew I could no longer keep my feelings from her.

The flood gates were open to her she felt my love for her, my want, my need, my lust and excitement all of it was for her alone. Alice may have once been my reason for staying with the family but Bella was now my reason for living, she owned every inch of my heart it was all hers to do with as she wanted. Be it to make me the happiest man alive or to crush it at her feet either way I would do anything she asked me too.

Bella nodded slowly trying to gage my reaction she had a look of pure shock on her face. I grinned like the idiot I was and crushed her small body to mine in a desperate attempt to make us one my right arm flew off her wrist and around her waist and held her tightly to me while my left hand titled her head back enough that my mouth could crash to hers in a deep kiss.

My fingers left her face and threaded themselves into her hair and anchored her head to mine. Neither of us needed to breath so there was no need to break the kiss. If I had started the kiss desperately with all my love and longing I could muster for her she returned it full force with as much ferocity as I gave her and more.

I forgot what it was like to see as firework exploded before my closed eyes, heat spread to every part of my body, I forgot which way up was from down. All there was in my new world was Bella.

She was my Bella now and I had no intentions of ever letting her go come hell or high water they would never separate us ever again. I pulled back from the kiss to look at Bella her eyes were glassy with love, compassion and lust. We were both panting for the unneeded air. Bella was still held tight against me and her little arms were wrapped around my neck and her tiny hands were pulling my hair tightly between her fingers.

"I love you Bella, my beautiful, wonderful Bella." I exclaimed her smile made the sun look dull in comparison. She let her head drop under my chin and nip my neck lightly before responding. "And you are mine Jasper for always and forever I will never let you go." I rumbled my acceptance "I would never let you try"

I was so happy I would have for ever to look at and love my Bella yes tonight was going to be a fun night. I guess there is no point in telling Bella the room she had picked for her bedroom was my old room now we would share it.

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I know it is kind of short but I hop you all like it! Please R&R and let me know how you liked it.

Love kira