A little fluff - and more – for you shippers out there. I just felt they deserved a little happiness.
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Once more Jack and Sam were seated on his couch. They had had dinner and now they sat, talking lazily about Sam's upcoming promotion and her new forth, but Sam seemed distracted. Finally Jack turned to fully look at her.
"What's up with you tonight?"
She looked a little unsure. How was she supposed to say this? She went nuts sitting this close to him, and she could barely keep her hands off him, but she still heard him say 'I don't know how much of the man I used to be is still left in me, Sam.' She was determined not to push him, but to wait for him for as long as it took. But boy was this hard! She could feel his warmth, the solid strength of his body beside her, and she was slowly going crazy. 'Pull yourself together, Sam', she thought. 'If things were reversed, the last thing you wanted would be a pushy lover!' She realized she hadn't answered him when he still looked at her, increasingly worried. 'Think, Sam!' She just knew he needed to be in control, to reclaim control over his own body. And so she just stopped thinking. Instead she got up and turned to face him. He looked up at her and raised an eyebrow. She smiled, and then she straddled his legs. He was surprised, but from the way his breathing changed she was pretty sure it was a pleasant surprise. She closed her eyes and moved in to kiss his neck. When he clearly enjoyed the kiss she moved over his throat and up his neck, and very close to his ear she whispered:
"I want you so much...just tell me what you need, Jack. Let me serve you..."
From the deep moan that escaped him it was obvious that he didn't have to be pushed. Yet he was fighting to rein himself in.
"Sam, I sure don't want you to serve me!"
"But I want it, Jack. Let yourself go..."
For a moment he still fought, but the movement of her hips against his was too much. His head fell back, and he surrendered. The moment she sensed his agreement she slid from his lap and knelt between his thighs. She stroked and kissed him through his jeans, and when it became clear that he couldn't possibly still be comfortable she reached for his belt.
"Don't", he stopped her, catching her wrist.
"Come here." He got up and pulled her with him, and then he lifted her in his arms. She gave a brief thought to his back, but apparently he was just fine. He carried her to the bedroom and gently set her down on the bed. When she reached out for him again he took her hand.
"No. Let me get you undressed. I want to see you, and I want to feel you. All of you. You are amazing, Sam."
He pulled her sweater over her head and caressed her breasts, showering her neck and shoulders with sweet little kisses that sent shivers all over her body. When she couldn't hold back any longer she gently opened his shirt and mirrored his movements. Piece by piece their clothing came away, and they kissed and stroked each other in worship. By the time they were both naked Sam was determined to get back to her original plan. She knelt between his legs and looked up at his face.
"I'm still dying to serve you", she breathed.
His head hit the pillow with a thump. She licked and kissed and sucked him, and she got as aroused by it as he did. Finally he sat up, took her face in his hands and claimed her mouth in a kiss that took her breath away.
"Lie down", he said when he broke the kiss, and it wasn't exactly an order. But it turned her on to think of it that way, and she did as she was told. In the next moment he was above her, spreading her legs and gently stroking her. When he found her wet and ready he locked eyes with her for a moment, and when she smiled up at him he entered her slowly, but in one long motion. She gasped and arched her back, trying to feel him as deeply as possible, and then she pulled him close, desperately needing as much contact as she could get. He buried his face in her neck, and when she heard him moan close to her ear it didn't take long until she felt the tension in her core build and finally release in sweet hot waves. He held still for a little while to let her ride it out, and then he picked up the pace and pushed himself over the edge, collapsing into her arms and almost crushing her with the whole weight of his body. He allowed himself to stay like that for a heartbeat and then pushed himself up on his elbows.
"You are amazing, Sam", he said once more, and it sounded so overwhelmed that she couldn't help but chuckle.
"Don't act so surprised, Colonel!"
There was pure love and adoration in her eyes, and he had to look away for a moment because it was too intense. He rolled on his side and pulled her close.
"I love you, Carter. Can you please be in my life forever?"
Fighting the tears she simply kissed his shoulder and said:
"Where else would I want to be?"
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TBC – Epilogue coming up