A/N: Hi there! We would like to thank all of you who took the time to review. Two of whom I couldn't thank personally, so consider this here to be the thanks you deserve ;D Also thanks to those who decided to follow and fave us, of course.
So, this is chapter 14 and contrary to my earlier statement, this actually isn't the last chapter. Sorry folks, I kind of mis-counted XD So, there will be one more update next week, which will actually have the longest chapter yet and also include an epilogue. Now, in this chapter we'll concentrate fully on Kurapika and Leorio. For those of you waiting on Gon and Killua, we're very sorry, you'll have just have to hang in there another week. On the plus side, we're finally getting to the 'good part'. In this chapter the story finally earns its M-rating ;D Sit back, relax, and have fun reading!
Warning: This chapter is full on Yaoi. If you don't like that kind of thing, just don't read it.
Chapter 14
The look Kurapika gave him then was so mesmerizing, Leorio thought he'd forever hold the other's loving gaze, that the moment between them would never end. When the Kurta proclaimed his love to him then, telling him that he wouldn't run any more, that he wanted to feel him, the moment that Leorio found himself in was broken by an unrestrained shudder that traveled down his spine. Just the thought that he'd get to feel all that Kurapika had to offer, see and hear everything his body and soul had desired for years, practically floored him.
As Kurapika pushed his head downwards a bit with a hand, the other's warm, brown orbs staring up at him with such longing, Leorio understood what was asked of him. He forgot everything in that moment to fulfill the other's desire, and his own. The young doctor was surprised to notice just how much he wanted to explore the other in that moment. It was the most overwhelming feeling he had ever felt, and, as he kissed Kurapika with unrestrained passion then, he felt himself get completely lost in the sensation, swept away with the tides of desire. His tongue roved every part of Kurapika's mouth then, taking in all the different feelings, the unique taste of the other, and the irresistible moans that Kurapika made in his wake. Leorio enticed his newfound lover's tongue to dance with his, the emission user's tongue rubbing sensually against the other's just like Leorio's hips were as soon as he felt Kurapika's own erection press into his side. The young doctor just couldn't restrain the urge to rub himself against the Kurta's skin and feel the other's erection get rubbed against him in turn. Leorio shook with such unrestrained pleasure in that moment that he felt like he could actually come from the other's touch alone. He knew that he had desired Kurapika, but to know that his desire went up and beyond his expectations was almost a little frightening. Leorio knew that he had great control during sex but…he felt like he could so easily lose himself from just the slightest touch from the other that he seriously began to worry…
Parting his lips from Kurapika then to get some much needed air, Leorio stopped grinding against the other as well to try and clear his lust-filled mind. He had never felt something so simple overwhelm him in such a way. It really was a frightening thing to experience when he was so used to having control, but, at the same time, it was the greatest thing he had ever felt, and he wanted more of it. If kissing and touching Kurapika felt this amazing then…what would sex actually feel like?
Another shudder of anticipation coursed through the young doctor's system as he stared down into Kurapika's dazed eyes. As he thought about it, though, he realized that the Kurta hadn't been entirely clear with him. He had said that he wanted to feel him, and that he wanted to make up for lost time, but did Kurapika really want to go through with such an act when he…well, he should know that he was going to bottom, right?
"How much do you want of me, Kurapika?" Leorio asked then in a husky whisper as he stared deeply into the other's eyes, his own gaze imploring for not only clarity, but for the other to be willing to go all the way through. "If…If you want to go all the way, I can't assure you that I can stop if you start to second guess yourself. I just…I want you so much, but I don't want to hurt you, either."
Their kiss grew ever more heated. Kurapika moaned eagerly as the other not only moved his tongue with utter skill, but his hips, too. The friction that was created between them made the Kurta become fully hard then. He tried to reciprocate the intensely good feelings Leorio bestowed upon him by moving his own tongue against its counterpart. His hands moved along the other's back as well, touching, stroking, and feeling the firm muscles there.
When their lips finally parted, they both were panting for air. Still, Kurapika almost used what little breath he had left on a protesting moan as Leorio's sexy grinding stopped, too. He managed to keep the moan inside, but couldn't help the slight pout to his lips. Their first night had only just begun. He wanted to enjoy it and he wanted it to last and to remember it forever. He knew that meant he needed patience, too, but that was hard, since his body was yearning for more. Kurapika had been in love with Leorio for so long and dreamed of this so often that he could hardly wait. It just felt too good.
Leorio's gaze, which had been unfocused for a moment, became intense once more. The other's smoldering eyes burned into the Kurta's own, taking them captive. In that low, husky voice that sent shivers down Kurapika's spine, the doctor asked how much of him he wanted. He clarified his question, trying to make sure that the young Kurta really knew what he wanted and what that would entail.
Kurapika couldn't keep the smirk off his face then, as he understood something more from the other's words.
"You're pretty sure about our positions, huh? Won't we rather have a little Nen-match to decide on it?"
There was very little doubt about how a sparring fight between them would end. It was very funny to see Leorio realize it, too, and the way his eyes widened at the implication. Kurapika chuckled then. It was still fun to tease the other.
"Don't worry," he said, tenderly stroking the taller man's chest and his fascinating hair. "I know what I want, and I won't second guess my decision. You should know that I'm not a delicate flower. I won't break because of a little rough handling. I can bear a little pain." He had sobered up by his last words. The Kurta needed to make sure that Leorio knew he was serious and really knew what he was getting into. A rosy blush was flushing his cheeks as Kurapika lowered his voice to a whisper, unable to say what he wanted aloud. "I want to feel you inside...deep inside of me. I've dreamed of it...often...but I can't wait to...to finally feel it for real."
His deep desire was reflected in his eyes as he looked up to the man he loved. This time it was he who moved, rubbing his hard flesh against Leorio's thigh and making sure his love's equally hard erection gained enough friction against his stomach at the same time.
When Kurapika commented on their positions the next moment and offered that they should do a Nen-fight to find out who should top, Leorio couldn't suppress the startled fear that consumed him then. If they did that then he'd definitely lose! He didn't want to bottom! Did Kurapika even have any sexual experience of this type? Okay, he didn't either, but at least he knew what to do!
Comforting words and a just as comforting touch brought the young doctor back from his musings. Kurapika reassured him then that he was willing to go through all the way with him as the bottom, and Leorio couldn't help but feel relieved. And here he thought their first time was going to be extra stressful and the complete opposite of what he had expected.
When a scarlet blush spread across Kurapika's cheeks the next second, though, all of the doctor's thoughts flew out the window. The Kurta's eyes flashed with desire as he stared up at him then, the other's words hot and heavy with meaning. Leorio felt his whole face grow so warm that he thought he was going to pass out from the implications Kurapika had just shared with him. That had to be the hottest thing he had ever heard in his life.
Thankfully, before Leorio could make a fool of himself, he felt Kurapika grind against him then, the friction bringing him back to the situation at hand. The taller man moaned at the feeling and returned the other's motion, loving the friction it produced, even if it was a bit subdued due to the water around their waists.
"Oh, Kurapika," Leorio whispered out breathlessly with need as he cupped the side of his blond-companion's face before reconnecting their lips in a passionate kiss. Leorio continued to grind against the other then as his tongue ravaged Kurapika's mouth for the second time. Before he could get too carried away, though, his free hand came down to grasp Kurapika's erection a minute or so later. The sudden action caused Kurapika to gasp and stop his grinding against him for a moment as Leorio continued to hold him securely in his hand. When the older man parted from the other's lips, he sent Kurapika a bemused smile.
"I'm thinking that we should do this properly, don't you agree?" The young doctor asked then in a deep, husky voice before he let go of Kurapika's erection to grab hold of the other's arm. "Let's go and get dried up and then go back to our room."
Kurapika seemed reluctant to stop touching, which only made the Kurta more adorable in Leorio's eyes, but he agreed to go nonetheless and followed the taller man out of the pool. When they got out, though, and Leorio couldn't stop himself from checking the other completely over, his eyes fell back onto Kurapika's leg. Dang, he'd have to be even more careful for their first time if he didn't want to irritate the other's leg more.
"Here, let's not put too much pressure on that leg of yours," the emission user commented then as he quickly picked Kurapika up bridal style without the smaller man's consent. Things would go much easier if he carried Kurapika this way compared to a piggyback anyway. Having the Kurta's erection pressing into his back the whole time would be way too distracting. Of course, having Kurapika naked and in his arms wasn't any less of a distraction either. To Leorio, he looked even more beautiful than before, especially with the blush the blond was sporting.
"How is it possible that you keep getting more and more beautiful?" Leorio whispered out in a dazed fashion as he stared down at the Kurta in his arms, completely forgetting that he was supposed to be walking towards the bathroom to dry them both up.
His grinding motion was reciprocated, intensifying the friction and making Kurapika moan with pleasure. Leorio whispered his name low and meaningfully, sending new shivers down the Kurta's spine. His face was cupped again by the taller man's hand, and hot lips descended upon his own. Eagerly, the blond opened himself up to feel the other's skillful tongue explore him again. Blood rushed down to his groin, making him feel lightheaded as their bodies rubbed against each other in the same sensual way their tongues did. Never before had Kurapika felt the way he did now. He had been with a few women to release tension, but it had been kind of mechanical. Now, every touch from the other man felt like it could burn him, igniting new fire inside of him at every turn, raising his desire until it felt like lava running through his veins.
With the growing yearning, Kurapika's motions became more urgent. His grinding hips pressed into his lover ever more heavily, the friction making him feel better and better. Then, suddenly, Leorio's dexterous, long fingers wrapped around his aching member. Kurapika gasped in surprise and slight shock. A needy moan escaped into the doctor's mouth before their lips parted. The firm grip on his sensitive flesh kept the Kurta from moving, even though he was eager to push himself into the tight, tight hold.
In that sexy, low voice of his, Leorio suggested to stop here and move back to their room. With lust hazy eyes, Kurapika gazed at the other, finding it hard to agree, although some last, sane part of him felt the same way. He didn't want to desecrate their first time with an animalistic hump in the hot spring. Still it wasn't easy to keep the disappointed groan inside when Leorio's strong hand let go of his yearning erection, only to take his arm and urge him out of the water.
Once they were out of the hot spring, Kurapika felt Leorio's eyes roam his naked body, and a new blush spread across his cheeks. It only deepened when he suddenly lost the ground beneath his feet, as Leorio had swept him up in his arms. The Kurta found himself held securely against the taller man's naked body. For a moment he was speechless as two very different feelings waged war inside of him. He was embarrassed by the way he was held and that he was being held at all, since he could walk by himself. At the same time, though, it felt incredibly exciting to be held by the man he loved, to feel that hot, naked body against his own.
When he looked up into Leorio's chocolate brown orbs, they gazed down at him with absolute adoration. The words the other whispered then went straight to Kurapika's heart. For once his pride didn't get in the way. He knew that his feminine looks were part of his allure for the other man, but he didn't worry about that any longer. He had felt Leorio's desire and his passion and he was fully naked right now, his most obvious male attribute standing tall and proud, and yet the other's desire didn't falter.
Kurapika didn't say anything in return, but wrapped his arms around the neck of the taller man. There was a small smile he let him see before he buried his face into Leorio's neck, nuzzling it tenderly and breathing in the warm, musky smell of the man he loved. For a moment nothing happened, but when the doctor started to move, accelerating fast to hurry back to the bathroom, he couldn't help but grin into the other's neck.
To the taller man's surprise, he didn't get a smack upside the head or an irritated retort from his smaller companion for saying something that could actually damage the other's precious pride. Instead, Kurapika just sent him a small smile before he wrapped his arms around his neck and buried his face into the crook of it, intensifying the contact between them. After the action was done, Leorio just stood still in complete shock, the blush on his face intensifying. So…So cuuute! ! ! Kurapika was just fucking adorable and...holy shit, he just wanted to claim the other right then and there!
Continuously cursing the Kurta inside his head then, Leorio started hurrying towards the bathroom. This relationship he had just gotten himself into had just proved that it was going to be the most excruciatingly, frustrating thing he was ever going to experience. Not only did Leorio know that he would hardly get to see Kurapika for the next few years, and that death was going to be staring hungrily down on them for every second of every day (more so for Kurapika now than him), but just the fact that every little thing the Kurta did was either adorable or highly arousing was frustrating in itself. Hell, even Kurapika's adorable factor made him want to pound the other into the nearest flat surface. How was he supposed to keep his sanity between the other worrying him constantly, upsetting him constantly (that was just bound to happen with their attitudes in general), and arousing him constantly?! He was going to end up in a freaking asylum!
…Well, if Kurapika was there with him than that wasn't such a bad deal, actually.
Shaking his head to clear his out of place thoughts, Leorio opened the sliding door to the bathroom with a little difficulty, before he gently placed Kurapika's feet back on the ground. The second after the Kurta left his hold, Leorio could feel a sudden bout of coldness come over him. Kurapika's heat was leaving his body, and damn it if that didn't frustrate the poor doctor further.
Hurriedly heading to the closest area with towels, the tall emission user grabbed a few and made his way back to Kurapika in under a minute. From there, he completely ignored drying his own body off in favor of helping Kurapika. The doctor stared at his blond companion hungrily as he began to dry the other's skin with a towel, Leorio's movements were gentle despite how badly he wanted to dry them as quickly as possible. If he went too fast, though, he would irritate Kurapika's skin and cause a fabric burn, and that's the last thing he wanted to do at the moment.
So, in order to distract himself from his impatience, Leorio started exploring Kurapika's body with his mouth and tongue, trailing after the towel as he dried the other off. He started at Kurapika's neck and went down from there. With every area he dried with the towel, his mouth would descend upon it afterwards to give the other's skin light kisses, nips, and licks. He was so eager to explore everything that the other had to offer that he just couldn't wait any longer!
Kurapika's moans and gasps of pleasure encouraged the older man's actions as he went lower and lower on the other's body. He licked at the other's nipples for a few, teasing seconds before he went lower and sucked on Kurapika's sides as he wiped water droplets from his stomach and back. From there, he licked and nipped at the other's stomach as he dried the Kurta's legs, his tongue teasingly staying above the other's hair line and erection. The young doctor kissed along the sides of Kurapika's shaky legs next, and licked lazy trails against his inner thighs as he dried the other's private areas with delicate dabs of the towel, the noises that Kurapika was making were beginning to drive the taller man insane with lust.
As soon as he was done, though, Leorio let out a predatory growl and tossed the towel aside before he groped Kurapika's backside with possessive hands, loving the gasp it elicited from his partner. Sending Kurapika a mischievous, lustful smirk then, Leorio threw all caution to the wind and sent teasing kisses up the conjurer's pulsating length. Never in a million years would he ever expect himself to be doing this to another male's genitalia, but he found that he actually didn't care at all as he licked along the gland underneath the other's member and sucked gently on the head. The taste wasn't even that bad, and damn if having Kurapika's fingers in his hair wasn't turning him on even more!
Leorio massaged the other's backside for a few, short minutes as he sucked on the tip of Kurapika's length and lapped at the precum that began to flow out. The young doctor didn't do it for too long, though, since he didn't want Kurapika to come just yet. With a teasing smirk and one last lick to the underside of the other's sensitive member, Leorio detached himself from Kurapika and stood up again, noting how frustrated the action seemed to make his partner. The older man licked his lips then to get the last drags of Kurapika's special, unique taste before he grabbed the other towel he had brought with him and handed it over to the Kurta. Kurapika just looked so adorable when he was frustrated.
"It's your turn now…" Leorio let out lowly, the mischievous glint to his eyes never waning. He wanted to see exactly what Kurapika would do with his given chance. Would he do the same thing as Leorio had and explore him? A shiver of anticipation traveled down the doctor's spine at the thought. Hopefully, if Kurapika did do that, he would be able to keep his cool during the whole process and not have sex with the younger man on the bathroom floor. The bed was still his end goal, because he wanted this moment to mean more than just a sexual romp. This was the beginning of their relationship, and, even though Leorio wanted nothing more than to sex Kurapika up like nothing else, he wanted to show the other that he wanted this relationship for Kurapika, and not just the sexual pleasure.
Once they were inside the bathroom, Leorio let him down gently. Before the Kurta knew it, the doctor was gone and back with a bunch of towels. The blond felt like helpless prey under the hungry gaze of the taller man as he began to dry him down. Kurapika enjoyed the gaze almost as much as the touches. He had long lost hope the other would ever find him attractive in any way, but now he was told he was beautiful and Leorio looked at him like a cheelion staring at the juiciest t-bone steak.
Gently and yet teasingly the towel dried his skin, but moments later the dried bits of skin got wet again, only this time by soft kisses, hot licks and tender nips. Within moments, Kurapika was trembling with lust, moaning and gasping eagerly. The Kurta shakily put his hands on the taller man's shoulders as his nipples were teased just the right way to make his knees go weak. He had no idea how this could be, but Leorio seemed to know exactly what to do to him, every touch giving him more pleasure than the one before. Kurapika wasn't sure how long he would be able to bear it, but there was no way he would stop the other.
Ever lower the doctor went, kneeling before him, kissing his stomach while neglecting the straining flesh that yearned for his touch the most until Kurapika's moans became soft whines. When his inner thighs were lavished by tender licks, his legs shook as the towel finally reached his aching member, but, a moment later, that nice feeling was gone. Kurapika saw the towel flung to the floor, and trembled at the sexy growl Leorio uttered. Possessive hands groped his back cheeks then, making him gasp lustfully. As he looked down at his lover, the other sent him a smirk that sent shivers down his back.
"Y-You don't need to..." The young Kurta tried to tell the man that thought of himself as hetero, but couldn't finish his sentence when hot kisses to his hard erection overwhelmed him and just made him moan lustfully once more.
He weaved his fingers through Leorio's hair then as he tried to keep himself upright with the other hand still holding onto the doctor's shoulder. Just as skillful as the tongue had explored his mouth, it was teasing his hard erection now, making it weep copiously. It was almost incredible that this was Leorio's first time with a man. In the perfect rhythm, the doctor sucked at his head while massaging his backside. Just when Kurapika's eyelids fluttered shut as he was giving in to the incredible feelings the other was bestowing on him, the doctor's actions suddenly stopped.
As Kurapika looked down, he barely saw the other's smirk as Leorio stood up. Absolute sexual frustration made the Kurta pout then when a towel was handed to him and he was told it was his turn. The mischievous twinkle in his lover's eyes infuriated the blond. The bastard! Yet, as he stood before the other now, he finally had the chance to enjoy watching the man in all his naked glory. Towel still in hand, Kurapika took his time in letting his eyes roam over his tall lover's body, not too shy about taking a good look at Leorio's impressive erection, then. Biting his lower lip, he softly hissed before he looked up into the other's eyes again.
Just like Leorio before him, Kurapika used the towel to dry the other man, only he just used one hand to do so while the other stroked the dried skin, and teased a nipple by rubbing against it. When Leorio's chest was dry, Kurapika let his fingers spread in the black hair right in the middle of the other's chest. The tiny curls were softer than what they looked like. With short nails, he gently scratched there with a low growl, before his hand slid to the right to teasingly twirl a nipple. His other hand haphazardly rubbed the towel over Leorio's stomach as he flashed a lustful smirk up at his lover. He kissed the left nipple then, teasing the peak with his tongue, only to torture it with his teeth the next moment.
Kurapika enjoyed the groans the doctor uttered and the hands that reached out for him. With both hands he used the towel on Leorio's groin then. Gently, he dabbed at the hard flesh, cupped the sack with the towel and gently massaged it. The Kurta was about to drop to his knees, too then, even though he knew it would be a little painful for him with his hurt leg, but he never got around to that. With a low growl the towel was torn from his hand and he was swept back up into Leorio's arms. Obviously, the other couldn't stand the teasing he liked to bestow himself. He didn't want to wait any longer, but neither did Kurapika. Again, he wrapped his arms around the doctor's neck as he was carried into their bedroom where their futon was already laid out.
"Ehm...can you let me down, please?" Kurapika asked then.
A surprised and slightly startled doctor did as he was asked. The Kurta went straight for his bag then, getting out a nondescript tube he handed to Leorio when he returned. There was a rosy blush on his cheeks when he looked at the other.
"You'll need that," he said softly, looking away then and hoping that he didn't need to explain its use to the doctor.
As Kurapika's eyes roved over him, Leorio couldn't suppress the lustful shudder that coursed through his system. Just having the other's eyes on him was enough to turn him on like nothing else.
When the Kurta began to dry him then with one hand, Leorio groaned as the other hand was rubbed against his nipple for a few teasing seconds. Kurapika then left his nipple in order to spread his fingers through his chest hair as he dried his stomach. The young doctor watched his partner's eyes flash in wonder as a sexy growl left his lips and he scratched his chest slightly in a possessive fashion. He never would have expected Kurapika to like chest hair. If he had known this, he would have stopped himself from shaving it all off the moment he had met the other. He had only shaved it off in the first place because he knew that most women liked smooth-chested guys.
Leorio was brought out of his thoughts the next second then when Kurapika started twisting his nipple again with his fingers, a gasp of surprise leaving the emission user's lips. He then saw Kurapika send him a lustful smirk before he licked his other nipple while he continued to tweak the first. Leorio groaned in pleasure then as he felt the other's tongue tease and swirl around his nipple before kneading it gently with his teeth. Leorio seriously had no idea that his nipples were so sensitive. He couldn't remember them being that way when he was with all of those women.
"Shit," the rookie hunter cursed under his breath as Kurapika continued to wreck pleasurable havoc on his body. Leorio had to reach out and steady himself on the other's shoulders the next second as he felt his legs becoming weak. That feeling was nothing in comparison to what came next, though. Before Leorio knew it, his legs were growing even weaker as Kurapika grabbed onto his shaft and sac with his towel, and began to massage them. The doctor continuously cursed under his breath at the amazing feeling, his breath coming in shorter gasps. It was a seriously frustrating feeling, though. The towel separated him from what he truly wanted. Leorio knew that it would feel even more amazing if Kurapika's soft skin was against his, feeling him.
The taller man's lust began to grow exponentially with each second that passed by, his urge to feel the other against him, to be within him, rising to an almost painful level. Unable to take the torture a second longer, Leorio deemed himself dry enough and tore the towel away from Kurapika's hands. As soon as the dreaded thing was away from him, he scooped Kurapika back up into his arms and hurried over to the bedroom. To the older man's shock, though, the futon for their room was already laid out. Well how convenient!
Before Leorio could move over to the bed and place Kurapika down, the Kurta asked to be put down immediately. Surprised by such a declaration, and a little disappointed since he wanted to lay Kurapika down all romantic-like on the futon, Leorio just placed the other's feet gently on the ground, and watched how he went over to his bag to grab something. Once the object of his desire was in his hands, Kurapika approached him again and handed over said object with a blush adorning his cheeks, telling him that he'd need it. Leorio just stared at the other in confusion for a second before he looked down at the tube in his hands. The young doctor's eyes widened the next second as he realized he was holding lube.
"Why do you—?!" The doctor asked in a startled fashion, unable to complete his question as a blush of his own spread across his face. He had wanted to ask why the other was carrying something like this around with them for their entire vacation, but the images that popped up into his head were enough to silence him and turn him on like crazy at the same time. It made sense for Leorio to carry around something like this (in actuality, he had petroleum jelly with him, but that was perfectly normal for a doctor to have), but Kurapika's only reason would be to…to use it on himself.
It seemed that the blond Kurta in question realized where his train of thought was going, because he blushed even more profusely, making Leorio want to jump him even more. Before he could, though, he realized there was something else that he had to do before they could get started.
"Here, you go and lay down," Leorio offered the lube back to the other then. "I have to do something myself."
Kurapika seemed a bit confused but he complied anyway as Leorio headed towards the closet on the opposite end of the room. If he remembered correctly, his friend had told him that there was a 'no disturbing' sign somewhere in there that he could use.
Opening the closet the next second, Leorio was able to find the little sign with ease. It was a sign that he could lean up against the outside of their door so that the maids could see it and not bother them in the morning if they wanted to sleep in. With that in mind, the young doctor slid open the door to their room a bit and slipped the sign out to support it against the outside wall. With that done, he closed the door and turned around, only for his breath to catch in his throat at the sight that awaited him. Kurapika was laying down on the futon, the comforter pooling around his feet and leaving him completely exposed. The Kurta was staring back at him expectantly, wantonly, and it took all of Leorio' self-control to not come right then and there.
Taking a deep breath and counting backwards in his head to calm his raging erection down a bit, Leorio made his way over to his newfound lover and joined him on the large futon, his body hovering over the other's possessively.
"You have got to be the sexiest person I've ever laid eyes on," the doctor whispered out huskily then, before he reached a hand out to gently stroke the other's face, his lustful eyes turning gentle as he came to the realization that this was really happening. "Are you ready?" He asked Kurapika then just to make absolutely sure that the other had no intention of going back. Leorio was sure that he'd be devastated if the other changed his mind now. He wanted him so much then that he found it hard to even breathe.
Leorio didn't ask the question he had feared, but he did something that was equally as embarrassing. Kurapika knew the doctor had found his own answer with the way his words trailed off, and by the wide-eyes that looked at him as a blush spread across the other's cheeks. The Kurta's own blush deepened to a crimson color, yet there was a little defiant gleam in his eyes. He had admitted to masturbate during their little game of 'Truth or Dare' hadn't he? And with what they were about to do now, why was it such a shock to the doctor that he'd use lube to achieve gratification? He had had no idea that they'd be sharing rooms for their vacation when he came here, after all. Before he looked away, though, he understood that the doctor wasn't appalled by the implication but more like intrigued, at least there was that.
He was given back his tube and asked to lie down then, while Leorio had something to do still. "What could that be," the Kurta asked himself, but did as he was asked. While he dropped to the floor a little awkwardly because of his tender leg, he kept an eye on the doctor and smiled once he understood the man's intention. It was kind of sweet with the way he took care to make sure they weren't disturbed.
Kurapika pushed down the comforter to the end of the futon. He wasn't some blushing bride that hid herself under the covers, and Leorio had seen everything there was to see already anyway. The nights on the island were warm enough, and Kurapika didn't want the comforter to get in the way if things got a little wild, which he kind of hoped for.
Just when he had made himself comfortable, Leorio was done making sure they wouldn't get any unwanted visitors. When his new found lover turned around and looked down at him, Kurapika felt like he was melting under the smoldering gaze. His heart beat faster and his stomach did somersaults at the burning desire he saw in Leorio' eyes. Kurapika had wished for something like this happening for so long, but never had he imagined the doctor would fall for him quite like this. He shivered in anticipation as he watched the other finally approach and make his intentions and his experience very clear by going right down to business.
Although the young Kurta had fantasized about it many times, this would be the first time he submitted to another man. He trusted Leorio, but he still couldn't help but feel a little nervous, despite his brave front. But when the taller man hovered above him, whispering huskily how sexy he was, and looking down at him with hungry eyes, Kurapika didn't care. He wanted to be with Leorio, feel his desire, feel him and be one with him. Once more the doctor asked him if he was ready as he tenderly stroked his face.
Kurapika reached out to wrap his arms around the other's neck. With all the love and the desire he felt for the other man, he looked up at him.
"As ready as I'll ever be," he whispered back.
With absolute trust, he spread his legs invitingly. With a little pull at Leorio's neck, he urged the taller man into another kiss. Kurapika moaned eagerly when the doctor growled possessively into his mouth as he descended upon the willing body. Once more their tongues danced and wrestled lustfully. In his eagerness to feel as much of the other as he could, the Kurta wrapped his legs around the doctor. Finally their height difference didn't matter anymore, and their hard erections touched and rubbed against each other. Wantonly, the blond moaned into Leorio's mouth. In answer the doctor reached down to grab hold of his butt, massaging the firm flesh as he pressed Kurapika against him to heighten the friction for both of them.
By the time their kiss ended they were both panting. Kurapika was trembling in need.
"Leorio...please...I can't wait," he groaned softly, urging the other on by moving his leg over the doctor's back.
Going by the moan he got in answer, Kurapika was sure his love was feeling the same way as him. He took the lube he had put down next to the futon then and squirted a copious amount into the hand Leorio held out to him. As relaxed as possible under the circumstances, the Kurta lay back on the futon, his legs spread to give the doctor easy access.
"Y-you should start with one," the blond advised with a new blush dusting his cheeks.
Leorio told him that he should relax, that he'd be careful, and that the Kurta didn't need to fear anything.
"I don't...because I trust you." Kurapika looked up at Leorio then and it was obvious he really meant what he said.
When the cool, wet gel touched his hot cleft, the Kurta hissed and arched slightly. A moment later he was moaning and writhing beneath the taller man as a long, dexterous finger teased his entrance. Leorio gently rubbed and massaged the muscle in just the right way that it easily gave way once he pushed a little more. With a deep moan, Kurapika felt the doctor's finger enter him. When he looked at Leorio then, his still brown irises had a glowing crimson corona.
"More," he moaned as he pressed his heels into the futon and lifted his butt to ease the other's passage.
Leorio's question was answered the next moment when Kurapika wrapped his arms around his neck and stared up at him with all the love and desire in the world. The young doctor found himself unable to breathe yet again, and felt a shiver of want run down his spine as he felt Kurapika spread his legs below him. Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit….
Turned on more than he had ever been in his life, by the time Kurapika nudged his neck downwards in order to kiss him, Leorio was growling possessively as he took the hint and the other's lips. Kurapika was his, only his, and he was going to make sure the other realized that tonight with their union.
The next few moments went by in a blur of unrestrained pleasure then as Leorio kissed Kurapika breathless. At some point, the Kurta wrapped his leg around his hip and ground their erections together so, in his blind lust, Leorio grabbed onto Kurapika's butt and pressed themselves together even more, the two of them moaning lustfully into their kiss. The friction and the urgency built between them until they both had to come up for air.
As the young doctor stopped his actions and tried to regain the oxygen he had just lost, he noticed how hard Kurapika was trembling beneath him. As he stared at the sexually-ruffled Kurta below him—his cheeks rosy, lips slightly swollen, and eyes burning with intense need— Kurapika begged him to start as he rubbed his leg up and down his back. Leorio couldn't stop the moan of intense desire that left him at the other's wanton display. He swore that Kurapika was seriously going to be the end of him someday.
He saw Kurapika grab the tube of lube then, so he held his hand out towards the other. After the blond was done squirting the large amount of lube into his hand, Leorio watched as the other got comfortable below him and spread his legs yet again in what had to be the sexiest manner imaginable. Damn, he just wanted to skip the whole stretching process and ram himself into the other's heat…
Thankfully, before Leorio could lose himself to his intense lust, Kurapika offered that he should start with one finger, a cute blush dusting his cheeks as the words left his mouth. The doctor's lustful eyes dimmed slightly as gentle affection overtook them. He couldn't afford to be careless in this situation. He could seriously hurt Kurapika if he didn't prepare the other correctly.
Wanting to make sure that he made the other experience the least amount of pain possible, Leorio rubbed the other's hip affectionately as he reassured, "Don't worry, just relax as best as you can. I haven't done this before, but I know how to do this. I'm a doctor, after all. So don't worry, I'll be careful. You don't have to fear a thing."
Kurapika just answered him with the sincerest gaze he had ever seen the other bestow on him and told him that he trusted him. The taller man felt so touched then that he found himself speechless. Sending Kurapika a loving, adoring smile, the young doctor started the process that would get the both of them to where they truly wanted to be. As he spread the lube across his three fingers, he traced one along the cleft of the blond's ass before he started to massage the other's entrance with long, languid circles. Even though he only knew what he was doing from theory, he seemed to be doing the right thing, because Kurapika was squirming and moaning beneath him, his body language practically asking for more.
Whimpering slightly under his breath at such a beautiful sight, Leorio tried to focus more on what he was doing and slightly pushed his finger into the other's entrance, tight heat automatically consuming him. Holy crap, was it supposed to feel this amazing?!
Kurapika just moaned even louder beneath him before he noticed the other press his heels into the futon and arch his back even more, the blacklist hunter's voice begging for more of him. Leorio just shivered in anticipation as a groan of frustration left his throat; he wanted to feel the other so badly!
"You shouldn't put too much pressure on your heel like that," the aroused doctor mentioned then once he had taken a steady breath to calm himself down. Before Kurapika could say anything, Leorio hooked his arm underneath Kurapika's still injured leg and hoisted the leg up slightly so that the other wasn't putting pressure on his bruised shin. While he did this, he slowly pushed his finger in deeper into the other's passage before withdrawing it and pushing it back in again in a slow, careful rhythm. With each, tentative thrust, his finger delved in deeper to Kurapika's heat and picked up in speed. Leorio smirked in a pleased fashion to himself as he took in Kurapika's reaction, the other's eyes now closed in rapture as he focused on the friction his finger created.
Excited to see how the other would react next, Leorio thrust his finger in one more time, and curled it at just the right moment, the tip of his finger brushing a small bundle of nerves he knew would be there.
The answer to Kurapika's plead wasn't quite what he expected. Leorio told him not to put pressure on his heel and lifted his bruised leg up. To the Kurta, it felt like he was stretched in a different way then, opened up even more to the doctor, and that's when he felt the other's finger push in deeper. The finger withdrew next, only to push in deeper again.
Kurapika moaned at the feeling. He had done this to himself before but it had never felt as good as it did now. Leorio's finger pushed in deep and fast, the feeling so delicious, it was almost too much. The blond's eyelids fluttered shut as he was caught up in passion. His body moved with the doctor's motion as good as he could in his position. Once more, the doctor's long finger pushed in deep, only this time it curled and hit his good spot.
"AH!" Kurapika cried out, arching his back as much as he could.
With his cry, his eyes flew open again, and a crimson fire fully took over his irises. The sexual arousal that excited his body was reflected in his burning eyes. He could not remember ever having felt this good when he had touched himself.
"Leorio...more...please," he begged then, looking at the other man with his glowing irises.
He didn't see the startled look in the doctor's eyes, as his head dropped back to the pillow in anticipation of the next thrust. A second later, he felt Leorio repeat his action and shouted out again. The next sound that escaped him, though, was a soft hiss, as the other pushed a second finger inside of him. The friction increased, making Kurapika feel every little movement even more intensely.
"Ah...Leorio...feels...so good," he moaned as his hands clawed at the futon and his body tried to move with the other's rhythm.
Getting touched by Leorio in this intimate way was what Kurapika had dreamed of and had fantasized about but never in his wildest dreams had it felt like this. It was real and it was good. With his self-imposed mission, and the guilt he had carried around for the longest time, the Kurta had not believed that he deserved something good to happen to him. He had not even believed it ever could. But Leorio had convinced him that he deserved a little happiness, too; only this was more, so much more. It was like the Gods were smiling on him.
The two fingers plunged into his tight channel again and curled at the perfect moment, making him cry out once more. The next moment, though, Kurapika hissed and bit his lower lip, as a third finger tried to squeeze into his tightness, too. Leorio stopped in his tracks then, obviously having seen the signs of distress.
"D-Don't stop...go on," the conjurer panted, trying to consciously relax as he pushed back to help the fingers go in even against the slight pain he felt. "I...I can take it..."
A scream of rapture flew from Kurapika's lips as soon as Leorio hit the other's good spot, waves of practically unrestrained anticipation coursing through the young doctor's body at the sight of the other. Leorio was surprised the next moment, though, when Kurapika opened his eyes in order to look at him and beg for more. The taller man almost jumped in surprise to have Kurapika's intense, ruby gaze fall onto him for a split second before the Kurta laid back down. He knew that Kurapika's gaze had been starting to turn red, but, since his blond companion had had his eyes shut for the last few minutes, Leorio had actually forgotten about that little fact. So, needless to say, to see his lover's eyes completely crimson in that moment was a startling surprise…for more reasons than one.
Feeling intrigued about getting a better look at Kurapika's eyes again (because there was something…different about them) as well as continuing with what he was doing, Leorio thrust his finger into Kurapika once more and hit his prostate again before starting to push in a second finger. He noticed Kurapika hiss in slight discomfort at the intrusion, but he was moaning with need a few seconds later as the older man started thrusting and spreading his fingers inside of the other. After a minute, Leorio decided to take the final step.
Making sure that he hit Kurapika's prostate again, Leorio started to push the third finger into his lover's tight channel, but stopped automatically upon hearing a hiss of pain escape the other. Leorio wondered on what he should do to continue as Kurapika begged him to keep going and stated that he could handle the pain.
"I don't doubt you can," Leorio's voice came out then as a soft, affectionate murmur as his gaze met Kurapika's vibrant red. "But let me try to make it easier on you…"
With that said, Leorio detached his gaze from the other (he was certain there really was something different about Kurapika's eyes at the moment, but he still couldn't put his finger on it) and lowered his face down to kiss the Kurta's stomach. As the doctor started pushing in his third finger, he tried to distract Kurapika with soft kisses along his member, sucking along the other's stomach and hips, and licking the other's inner thighs. His motions were gentle and fleeting, so that they wouldn't overwhelm the Kurta, but they were enough to distract his beloved as Leorio fully sheathed his three fingers into the other. From there, the emission user took his time in stretching and thrusting his fingers into the blond's passage, Kurapika's grunts of pain soon turning into moans of pleasure. When Leorio felt like it was finally time, he thrust his fingers into the other as deep as they could go and hit the other's good spot. The scream that emanated from the Kurta was the last driving force in Leorio's patience. He had to claim the other now!
Slipping his fingers out of the moaning conjurer, Leorio gave Kurapika some time to calm down (he didn't want the other ejaculating too soon, after all) as he grabbed the bottle of lube for himself. After squirting a generous amount into his hand, he rubbed it along his aching shaft, mixing it in with the precum that had started to dribble from the tip. Once he was done, Leorio positioned himself over Kurapika's body, the Kurta squirming with impatience. The doctor stared down into those beautiful ruby eyes again with all the love and desire in the world, before he swooped down and claimed the other's lips in a searing kiss. As his tongue tangled together with Kurapika's with natural ease, he positioned himself against Kurapika's entrance and started to push in slowly. Leorio was practically overwhelmed by the intense heat that hit his sensitive shaft, but he tried his best to distract himself as he continued to kiss Kurapika breathlessly, his member pushing into Kurapika's tight heat carefully in order for his lover to adjust.
Although the fingers still halted in their advance, Leorio told him that he didn't doubt his ability to bear with the pain. This was nothing, really, not compared to fighting with a broken arm. Yet the doctor said he wanted to make it easier on him, but how?
A soft sigh escaped the Kurta then. Sweet kisses were placed on his stomach, their fleeting nature making the tight muscles there twitch. His sighs turned into low moans as Leorio's hot lips descended on his hard flesh. The doctor's plan seemed to work out. With his attention distracted by the arousing kisses and licks, it was easier to relax as the three fingers slowly squeezed their way into his tightness. A few grunts of pain still escaped the Kurta's lips, but the tender care Leorio bestowed on him helped a lot in order to bear with it.
Once the three fingers set a slow rhythm, delving into him, Kurapika soon lost himself to the feeling, once more moving with his love's motion and moaning lustfully. If it felt this good already, when only Leorio's fingers were pleasuring him, what would it be like once they really became one? Kurapika couldn't consider this question for too long, since the doctor once more hit his prostate at the perfect moment, making him scream in ecstasy. The next moment, the fingers vanished, leaving him feeling empty and cold. A low whine left the Kurta then as he looked at Leorio, fearing for a moment he might have done something wrong, something that had turned off his beloved doctor. Had the other one changed his mind? But when he watched his love, he saw how he was preparing himself now, sliding his slick hand over the thick, hard shaft. The sight was sexy as hell.
Leorio stretched out above him once more, and Kurapika wrapped his arms around his love's neck. When their lips met again in a passionate kiss, he felt the big, rock-hard tip of the other's erection press against his entrance. The Kurta groaned into the kiss as the head breached his still tight ring muscle, making him feel like he was stretched to his utmost limits. There was a searing pain but it paled against the searing heat of their kiss. Kurapika wanted this to happen with all his body and soul. Holding Leorio tight, like he never wanted to let go ever again, he let his love take possession of his mouth as well as the rest of his body.
The doctor was careful, going slow to give him time to adjust. Still, the stretching feeling wouldn't subside. As he took in more and more of the huge doctor, Kurapika wasn't too sure he would be able to take it. He had been impressed with his love's size but right now there was a little bit of fear bubbling up inside of him on whether he could even take it all in! Kurapika didn't realize that he had taken hold of the doctor's shoulders and was squeezing them tightly.
When Leorio's lips finally set him free, the Kurta took in deep breaths like some drowning person that had just broken the ocean's surface. The pain that shone in Kurapika's eyes only slowly subsided. Once it did, though, his tight grip on the other's shoulders loosened and then he finally realized it. The doctor was fully sheathed inside of him. They were as close as two people could get. They were one.
"L-Leorio," Kurapika whispered in wonder then. His hands slipped into the doctor's raven hair. "Leorio...I love you...I love you so much."
The Kurta's crimson eyes shone with tears as he was overwhelmed by emotion. There was still a little pain, but that only made the feeling of Leorio being inside of him all the more real. It was all he had dreamed of and hoped for, and yet it was so much more.
Leorio wasn't all surprised when he felt Kurapika dig his fingers into his shoulders a few seconds later. He knew that the stretch was going to be painful for the other, no matter what he did. So, in order to distract the other (and himself) even further, he started kissing him with more vigor, pouring everything he had into that single kiss as he pushed himself deeper into the other's tight, addicting heat.
When the taller man was fully sheathed inside of the other, he parted from Kurapika's lips for much needed air. Leorio gasped in shaking breaths of oxygen as the intensity of the moment began to fully take hold of him. He was finally inside of Kurapika; they were finally one.
He heard Kurapika whisper his name in wonder then before the Kurta's hands slipped off of his shoulders to weave themselves through his hair. Leorio could only stare completely transfixed at the other as his lover's scarlet eyes shone up at him with intense love and unshed tears. All of a sudden, Leorio finally understood the difference in the Kurta's eyes that he had seen earlier. Every time he had seen Kurapika's eyes turn scarlet, the other had been infuriated about something. Leorio had always found Kurapika's scarlet eyes to be beautiful, yet horrific at the same time. Fear would always consume him whenever he saw those devilish eyes. But, now, as he stared down into the other's beautiful ruby orbs, that fear wasn't even present. Kurapika's eyes shone with such warmth then, such happiness, that it only seemed to exemplify the beauty of the other. Instead of hellfire red, Kurapika was looking at him with loving crimson.
"Kurapika…" Leorio whispered out breathlessly then as tears came to his own eyes. His lover was just too beautiful for words. Just knowing that the other was just as touched by this moment as he was only made their situation all the more potent, all the more real, and all the more amazing. Leorio had never felt something like this before, and he never wanted to share it with anyone else. "I love you, too. So much…" The taller man continued on shaking breath before he leaned down and captured Kurapika's lips in a meaningful kiss.
The next few moments were filled with loving words and tender kisses as Leorio waited for Kurapika to adjust. When his lover slightly moved his hips against him, the moment between them filled with the most intimate of atmospheres, Leorio took the hint and began to move within the other. The older man stared lovingly down at his beloved as he started to thrust slowly into him, taking in Kurapika's passion-filled irises with a smoldering gaze. Pretty soon, though, they couldn't keep eye contact as the feelings of the moment overtook them, their eyes closing in rapture as Leorio increased the paces of his thrusts. Leorio really tried to focus on what he was doing, to make the moment last as long as possible, but Kurapika's delicious moans, the amazing friction they created as they moved together as one, and the intense heat of the other's body surrounded him so completely that he just couldn't help but fully submit himself to the moment. His own moans of ecstasy mixed with Kurapika's then as he started thrusting faster and harder into the other upon request, hitting the other's sweet spot every couple of thrusts. Sweet nothings filled the air between them as they both lost themselves to the moment then, nothing else existing in that time except for the other.
Feeling himself drawing closer to the inevitable end a few minutes later, Leorio decided to lift Kurapika's other leg as well. He placed both of the Kurta's legs upon his shoulder then to change the angle and make him sink deeper into the other's passage. Grabbing possessively onto the conjurer's hips then, Leorio started slamming himself into the other's heat as fast and as hard as he could, his member hitting Kurapika's prostate directly with every single thrust. The pleasure was so mind blowing by that point that Leorio couldn't even think on a logical level anymore. He did everything by pure instinct as he gave Kurapika his absolute all, his body shaking with impending release.
The same love that the Kurta tried to show, he saw reflected in Leorio's eyes. Their warm chocolate brown almost overwhelmed him with their deep emotions shining down on him. Kurapika knew then that he didn't need to fear Leorio changing his mind, that the other really, truly did love him. When the doctor whispered his name, it was like an embrace, his words of love penetrating him and filling him with the warmest feeling.
Leorio's lips descended on his again. Their kiss was tender and sweet as they poured their love for each other into it. Kurapika had never felt like this before. He loved Leorio with all his heart and felt this love returned. There was nothing that could compare to this feeling. They whispered sweet words of love between more kisses as the both of them just reveled in the new experience of being united for the first time, but after a few moments, the urge to feel more became stronger until it was overwhelming. Kurapika experimentally moved his hips, moaning softly as he felt the big, hard member move a little bit inside of him.
His own movement urged his love into motion in turn. Leorio rolled his hips, moving slowly at first. The feeling was so intense, it was almost overwhelming the young Kurta. Touching himself had been nothing like this. His fingers gently massaged the back of Leorio's skull as he moaned in ecstasy with every little move of the other. They gazed into each other's eyes, watching the wonder and passion reflected there until it became too much for the both of them and they closed their eyes in bliss.
The speed of Leorio's thrusts picked up then and Kurapika welcomed that. He moved with his love as much as he possibly could, moaning and whispering his desire for the taller man.
"Ah! More...please...Leorio...harder...faster," he begged between ragged breaths.
Screams of pure ecstasy mixed in with his moans and sighs when the doctor's deep thrusts targeted his good spot, sending bolts of lightning up and down his spine. Some last sane part of the Kurta wondered whether it was as good for Leorio as it was for him, since he was the only one screaming like that. In that moment, the doctor put both of his legs onto his shoulder. Kurapika's ass was lifted fully off the futon, and, with a groan, he felt the other's hard erection push into him even deeper than before. How was that even possible? Kurapika didn't know, and even though it felt like all his breath was pushed out of him at the same time, he still craved to feel Leorio like this; as deep as humanly possible.
Two nimble, sensitive and yet very strong hands took hold of his hips next. When the doctor slammed into him then, Kurapika screamed in pure ecstasy. He had lost all control of the situation and was at Leorio's mercy. Usually, the Kurta needed the feeling of being in control, of having a tight grip on every situation, but right now it made the moment even more exquisite; to just be and experience. Kurapika had to let go of the doctor's hair when his legs were lifted. They were over his head now; angled to claw at the edge of the pillow his head rested on as the tension grew in his body.
Every hard thrust hit his prostate now, making him scream and tremble. Kurapika was close, so close. He almost couldn't bear all the feelings the other made him feel anymore, and yet something was missing.
"Touch me! Please...touch me, Leorio!" Kurapika begged again.
Even though the Kurta's plead wasn't too explicit, the doctor seemed to understand instantly what he wanted. The doctor's long fingered, skillful hand wrapped around his weeping shaft the next moment, and one jerk was enough. With one more scream, the Kurta's body shook. His cum sprayed his arching body, even splashing up to his chin as his orgasm tore through him. His internal muscles rippled and clenched around the hard shaft buried so deep inside of him, trying to take Leorio with him on his own waves of ecstasy as he moaned the other's name over and over again with all the love he felt.
Through his pleasure-filled haze, Leorio was barely able to hear Kurapika's demanding scream. He did hear it, though, and automatically went into action without too much thought. He took one of his hands off of the other's hips in order to grasp Kurapika's leaking erection and pumped it in time to his next desperate thrust. With that single motion, Kurapika came in his hand with a rapture-filled scream, the smaller man repeating his name over and over again as his inner muscles tightened and spasmed around his pulsating flesh. The very sight of the other, coupled with Kurapika's breathless, lustful whispers of his name and the increased friction the other's channel provided him, brought the taller man over the edge a few seconds later. He came longer and harder than he could ever remember in his life as Kurapika's name fell from his lips in a scream of ecstasy.
Leorio rode out his orgasm then as he continued to thrust into the other, his lover's inner walls tightening their hold upon his shaft even more greedily as his essence entered him. With one last shuddering thrust, and a shaky gasp of air, Leorio was completely spent. He was used to being able to go two or even three rounds when it came to sex, but just one round with Kurapika was enough to thoroughly exhaust him in the greatest way possible. The intensity of that single moment was worth more than the innumerable rounds of sex he had had with his other partners combined.
Barely even able to keep himself upright, Leorio tried to catch his breath as his eyes met Kurapika's, the other looking exhausted but completely satiated just like he felt in that moment. The young doctor let out a soft, breathlessly, happy chuckle as the meaning of the moment fully hit him then. Kurapika and him had finally done it; they had completed each other in the greatest way possible, and now they had the opportunity to not only look forward to their future years together, but to also look forward to more moments like this.
Feeling happier than he could ever remember, Leorio lay down beside Kurapika then. As he slipped out of the other, he wrapped his arms around his younger lover and brought the other as close to him as possible, entwining their legs and placing a meaningful kiss on the Kurta's lips to cover up the other's whimpers of loss. He didn't like the feeling of separating from Kurapika either, since he had felt momentarily empty as soon as he did so, but as long as the other was beside him, it was just as good, just as perfect.
As Leorio disentangled his tongue from Kurapika's to gather his breath once again, one of his hands came up to gently stroke the other's face, taking in the beauty of the happy look Kurapika sent him, and the true beauty of the other's still red eyes.
"You're eyes are so different than what I'm used to," Leorio couldn't help but comment then as he stared at the other with love and wonder, his chocolate orbs never leaving Kurapika's scarlet. "Usually, whenever I saw your eyes turn scarlet, it was because you were angry or very upset about something. Honestly, whenever you looked at me with those eyes, I would always feel fear, and I would worry about you because I wanted to take that pain you were feeling away. I would always feel helpless, though, because you'd always go your own way, feeling like the pain was only yours to bear," the taller man added sadly as he tightened his hold upon the other in a protective gesture. "But now, when I look into your eyes, I don't feel that fear anymore," Leorio whispered out lovingly with a warm smile then. "All I feel is warmth, and the love you feel for me…and it's just so different from what I'm used to seeing from you…"
The young doctor took a moment to gather his thoughts then before he continued, his voice turning serious. "I honestly think that the world is wrong about the scarlet eyes of your people, Kurapika. They think that the anger and despair shining in their eyes is beautiful, and in a sense, I think I understand why. The color of the scarlet eyes is mesmerizing in a hauntingly beautiful way, and it's because of the discomfort you get from seeing something so surreal that it actually makes them appealing…but what those people don't understand is that that isn't their true beauty; it's like a fake, disgusting substitute for something they've never seen…something that they'll never see."
Leorio held Kurapika's face in both of his hands then as he stared deeply into the other's eyes, his thumbs coming out to wipe at the stray tears that began to descend upon his love's cheeks.
"This is the true beauty of the scarlet eyes," the emission user spoke with an air of complete understanding then. "They're supposed to shine with love and happiness. They're not the eyes of a demon, but of a human being with hopes and dreams just like everybody else. Those sick bastards got it completely wrong; they completely misunderstood!" Leorio finished on shaking breath as tears started to come to his own eyes. All of a sudden, the extermination of the Kurta clan hit him with such devastating effect that he didn't know what to do with himself. He had felt sick to his stomach upon hearing the horrible deaths of Kurapika's loved ones before, but now that he held Kurapika in his arms, now that he saw everything that the Kurta had to offer him, the sudden thought that Kurapika was only with him then out of pure luck hit him with a sickening bolt of realization. He could have easily been exterminated with the rest of his clan, and his eyes could be placed in a jar right now…The whole scenario hit just too close to his heart. Leorio suddenly understood Kurapika's pain a little bit better then. Every one of his clansmens' eyes had belonged to an actual person, an innocent person who had loved ones of their own, and they had been persecuted and killed for the sickest and most misunderstood reasons imaginable, and now they were used as freaking wall decorations. Just knowing that people in this day and age would easily try to kill Kurapika for the same reasons made him want to throw up.
"I-I don't want to lose you," Leorio choked out then as he felt his hands begin to shake along with his voice. All of a sudden, the death of Kurapika seemed all the more real, all the more possible as they drew closer to the end of their vacation. As soon as they went their separate ways again, Kurapika would be entering into a world that would easily try and take advantage of him if they ever found out his origins. He couldn't lose Kurapika, not now, not after they were finally able to share this moment together.
Warm semen filled the Kurta's body for the first time as his own name filled his ears. Leorio screamed his name in ecstasy as he came deep inside of him. There were squishy, wet sounds as the other kept moving, thrusting into him. Even though he was spent already, Kurapika gasped and trembled with every new thrust. He had had no idea that an orgasm could ever last this long. He felt boneless and totally spent, and yet he would have loved for it to go on forever, but Leorio eventually stopped all motion, and just gazed down at him. For a second, the Kurta was absolutely baffled when the other one chuckled, but he could see and feel it was a heartfelt, happy expression. Leorio seemed blissful, and that was how Kurapika felt himself. He just smiled tenderly at the taller man's antics.
The next moment, though, the doctor lay down next to him and slid out of him in the process. Kurapika whimpered at the intense feeling of loss that overcame him then. He rarely allowed himself to enjoy anything too much. He had been sure he wasn't allowed to feel happiness after what had happened to his clan. Tonight had been the first time in a very long time he had allowed himself to revel in it. Losing their union almost felt like losing this happiness he had finally found, but Leorio just wrapped his arms around him. Pulling him in tightly, the doctor kissed him until he had drowned out the soft whimpers of loss by holding him close and wrapping his loving presence around the Kurta. Sighing softly into the kiss, the blond wrapped his arms around the other, too, wanting to feel as much of him as possible.
A warm and gentle hand stroked his cheek when they parted for breath. Kurapika smiled at his new lover, enjoying every little touch. Leorio spoke to him then of his eyes. The Kurta hadn't fully realized that his eyes had changed color during sex, but it made sense, and now that the other had mentioned it, he felt it, too. He had just been too distracted with all the new feelings and sensations to care about it. Hearing Leorio tell him how he feared his eyes, though, hurt the Kurta a bit. The other really should know that he would never hurt him! But a moment later, he understood that he had gotten it wrong. Leorio didn't fear for himself but for Kurapika.
When the doctor continued a moment later and shared his thoughts, he said something the Kurta never expected. In this moment of love and bliss, he conjured the darkest memories in the blond. With his descriptions, the painful memories took hold and shone through in his scarlet irises. Kurapika couldn't hold his tears in with the images that came to him. Why would Leorio choose such a moment as this to confront him with his pain?
A second later, he understood. His lover had understood something he needed to speak out loud, and what he said, sent warm waves through the Kurta then. For the first time since he had lost his clan, he felt like someone understood him, understood his nature. When he looked into Leorio's eyes then, he saw his own pain and loss reflected in them; saw his own tears swim in them. The doctor choked out that he didn't want to lose him as his hand shook against the Kurta's cheek. Through his tears, Kurapika smiled then. With his hand, he cupped the other's cheek.
"You won't lose me. Not if I can help it, Leorio. I've got you now and I won't give you up without a fight. I've got a reason to live that has nothing to do with revenge and blood and death. You are most precious to me. I don't want to hurt you. I love you. I will do anything I can to return to you like I promised."
Kurapika stretched a little to softly kiss the doctor's lips. He promised as much as he could. There were no guaranties, of course, but he intended to keep his promise. Still, he didn't want to let these heavy thoughts pull down their most happy moment any further.
"I won't hurt you again like I did here," he said softly, stretching again to tenderly kiss the last shadow of the black eye that the doctor still had. "I'm really sorry for that, but I didn't know how you felt then, and you were turning me on pretty badly. I couldn't bear the thought that if I submitted to you, you'd be disgusted with what we did in the morning. I stopped you with the first way available to me..." Kurapika smiled in a weird mixture between sheepish and apologetic.
The hand that had cupped the doctor's cheek stroked along the other's neck then, slowly lower until it reached the taller man's chest. With a soft sigh, the young Kurta gently stroked through the dark curls in the middle.
"Do you think you can forgive me for that, if I tell you that you looked ruggedly handsome with said black eye?" He asked with a little smirk, hoping his attempt at lightening the mood between them was paying off.
When he saw the other smile, and felt Kurapika's hand against his cheek the next moment, Leorio felt himself automatically relax. It amazed him how the slightest touch of his love could do so much for him.
As the taller man leaned into Kurapika's touch, he listened intently to the Kurta's words of comfort and reassurance, the other's scarlet eyes now shining with determination. Even though Leorio knew that Kurapika could only promise him so much, just knowing that his love was insistent upon returning to him was enough. Having the other seal his words with a kiss wasn't so bad either.
While the young doctor was thinking this, he heard Kurapika mention that he wouldn't hurt him like this as he kissed his receding black eye. The touch didn't hurt in the slightest, since the bruise was hardly even there anymore, but the gesture was still nice. He heard Kurapika apologize then and saw the other smile up at him with the cutest, sheepish expression he had ever seen.
Before Leorio could tell the other that he didn't have to apologize for something he was clearly at fault for (the fact that Kurapika knew that he was dreaming about him during that day didn't change the fact that he had basically touched the other without consent), he felt Kurapika's fingers slide across his skin until they were digging into his chest hair, the Kurta's fingernails scratching lightly at his skin. If Leorio wasn't so physically exhausted by that point, he swore he probably would have gotten hard from the light gesture.
When his blond companion's next words reached him, the young doctor couldn't help but laugh, his mood automatically lightening from his earlier gloomy thoughts. Kurapika was truly more than he could have ever asked for.
"Of course," Leorio growled back with a playful smirk as he affectionately rubbed his nose against Kurapika's, making the conjurer blush slightly. "But let's not make a habit of beating me up just because you think I look sexy with battle scars."
He heard Kurapika laugh then, and Leorio swore that if Kurapika's eyes weren't one of his most beautiful features, then his laugh would have been number one. It was such a rare thing to hear, and even rarer to hear the sincerity within it. The young doctor just smiled affectionately at the other then before he swooped down to kiss the Kurta lightly against his forehead and cuddle even closer to him. Kurapika rested his head against his chest then and gave a cute yawn as his own exhaustion seemed to catch up with him. Leorio couldn't help but yawn in turn. It was obvious now that neither of them were going to be able to stay awake for much longer.
After whispering a loving good night to his new found lover, Leorio settled down to sleep with the comforting warmth of Kurapika's body pressed against his. He tried not to think of how fleeting the feeling was going to be for him once Kurapika left for his mission again. Instead, he decided to cherish the feeling of the other for all it was worth, and burn it into his memory so he wouldn't forget how it felt for those days that he was going to be alone.
Leorio's laughter rumbled through his chest so that Kurapika felt it even before he heard it. He was glad that his attempt worked out, and that the gloomy mood had disappeared. What little time they had left together he wanted to enjoy and to spend in happiness with his new found love, not brooding in sadness about the time they would have to part again. The doctor rubbed noses with him then, making the Kurta blush with surprised embarrassment at the unusual gesture, and the accompanying words had him laughing, as well.
"I'll try to refrain from doing so," he promised with mirth.
Leorio kissed his forehead then and held him even tighter. Kurapika couldn't remember when he had last felt this warm and safe. Yawning, he rested his head against the doctor's broad chest, nuzzling into the tiny curls and breathing in the other's musky smell. There were nights he awoke with evil nightmares, but he was sure this wouldn't happen tonight, and he was right. Moments after they said their good nights, he was out like a light and slept better than he could remember in a long time.