Summer Bay

May 1, 2009

Dear Joey,

It's 5:00 a.m and the storm has finally died down. If you only knew how frightened I was all night. All I kept picturing in my mind was this little boat out at sea, with these massive waves battering the poor boat, just like in that movie we watch a few weeks back, the one with George Clooney, the Perfect Storm! Once I got your text message I felt like I could breath again. But I still have problems breathing without you. Joey, I feel so empty and lonely without you! Last night from the evening at the Diner to the heart-wrenching storm that was pounding not only our coast but my heart as well, I realize more and more just how much you mean to me. It just seems like I keep loosing you over and over again, mostly all my doing!

Now I'm just hoping to find you and once I do I'm never going to let you go!

You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I won't let fear, dumb-ass people, messed up relatives, co-workers, society, the church, friends, enemies, the Colleens of the world, the Pope himself, the postman, the electrician, the nuns, the gardener, the teachers, the fishermen, the plumber, the cashier at the store, the doctors, the nurses, the firemen, the pizza delivery boy, the cook, the baker, the candle stick maker, the bus driver, the florist, the junkies, the whores, the alcoholics, the singers, the actors, the insurance agent, the astronaut, the dj, the prime minster, Queen Elizabeth, the pilots, the footballers, the lawyers, the swimmers, the cab driver, the farmers, the cowboys and in case I missed somebody... I WON'T LET THE WHOLE GOD DAMN WORLD get in my way of loving you!

Joey, my sweet Joey if I could wake up next to you for the rest of my life, only then will I know that I've been truly blessed in life!

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU and I'll never get sick of telling you!

Love,

Charlie

P.S. 2 days down and another 88 days more to go! Unless of course you change your mind and decide to come back home now!!! =")