End of 1st year/Bellatrix's last year

I take a deep breath, full of distress of the day. This is my last day at Hogwarts school. After this, my life will be chaotic and that's how I like it. Well not exactly chaotic. I still have to do my duty for my family. I have to continue the legacy of the family line and set an example for my two younger sisters. Rodolphus Lestrange will be who I marry in a week's time. I'm in an arranged marriage. He's a pure-blood. That is all that matters. I should be grateful.

My parents want me to marry for wealth but mainly because he is a pure blood wizard. It's fine, I get it. They want me to carry on the pure blood line. I'm sure the man isn't too keen on this either but his parents are most likely telling him the same thing. She's pure blood. She's from a high status family. Marry her.

Now it is my place, my obligation to marry this Lestrange. But all I truly want is to be is on the streets fighting those muggle borns and mud bloods. I want to serve the Dark Lord, Voldemort but I have to go to my stupid wedding instead.

I throw my cap along with the rest of the wizarding folks in my class. My whole family along with Rodolphus are there congratulating me on the achievement of finally graduating. I finally suffered this school long enough. Now it's time for some fun.

"Yay!" My little sister, Narcissa says.

"I'm glad I'm done with this no good school, Cissy." I make a laugh as I wrap my arms around her in a tight hug.

"Congratulations, Bella." My other sister, Andromeda chants as she joins us in a group hug.

"Bellatrix I'm surprised you passed."

"Shut up, Sirius." I joke as I scrape my hand against his hair. He laughs and then tries pushing my hand away and tackling me.

My father and mother along with my aunt and uncle come up to us, pulling us apart. "Thats no way to behave in public." My mother yells.

"Oh shut it. We are just having fun." I tell her as Sirius and I stop ruff housing.

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My wedding is finally here. It is the day. I am just ready for it to be over so I can get back to torturing those muggles. The wedding is huge. Family and friends are all there and my family is enormous and so is my fiancé's family. The music starts and my father walks with me to Rodolphus.

I don't love him but then there is not many who I love. My sisters are pretty much who I love and one other named Voldemort. Rodolphus and I make our vows. Then we leave for our honeymoon. I am so eager for our honeymoon and not because of our bland wedding night. It is vastly boring even though it is my first time. One thing is for sure; sex with Rodolphus is not my idea of fun.

Luckily, I know exactly what is- killing those filthy mudbloods. Now, our real fun begins. Our honeymoon consists of burning muggles' property and both of us getting the tattoo, the Dark Mark.

I can hardly contain my excitement as Lord Voldemort walks toward my husband creating the Dark Mark. Next, it was my turn. He reaches his wand to my arm to stain that tattoo. I am his follower. I am now his forever. My work has begun.

I loved the dark lord. My husband would never know because it was my little secret. Everything about him especially his twisted ways makes me love him. Sure, my husband is twisted in his own way but he is still too good for my taste. I want Voldemort, perhaps I'll always want him. He is just someone I can never get. I am very honored to act in his scheme for him to be ruler.

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"Bellatrix Lestrange." The way he says my name makes me shiver with excitement (other than my last name). I wish it isn't there. I miss my old last name, Black.

"Yes, my lord?"

"Will you use that cruciatus curse on our guests?" He asks me intently.

I respond happily. "Sure, master." I finally get to do an unforgivable curse. I'm so excited. I yell at one of the mud bloods. "Crucio!" And I smile as I see the muggle's pain stricken face.