Hey readers!

I've been on a long hiatus but I'm happy to say I'm coming back and with a new story.

I recently was introduced to the world of SOA and I decided to write a book about it so hopefully you guys will enjoy it.

Also, I will be continuing my other book, The Last Lone Wolf, while writing this one so if you guys are interested in reading the other one please feel free!

All characters and parts of the story, except my OC's and plots pertaining them, belong to Kurt Sutter.

Indian Hills, Nevada 2005

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The stars scattered in the dark sky, danced around the full moon on top of the bar with the red neon sign "The Devil's Tribe". The sounds of motorcycles revving, music, and loud chatter filled the empty road as a vintage 1967 Chevy Impala pulled in.

With a slight creak coming from opening the car door, a pair of black stiletto ankle boots, paired with skin tight distressed jeans, a black bralette, and leather jacket, stepped out and caught the attention of the lingering patrons outside.

Locking the door, the figure confidently walked herself inside the bar. The noise increased as she walked further in. Inside, the party was in full effect. The tables were filled with many scantly clad women trying to garner the attention of the loud mouth men mixed dressed between denim and leather vests.

Swiftly moving through the crowd, she was able to find a vacant seat at the bar. One of the bartenders available, slightly leaned forward to hear her order but before she can open her mouth, an alluring voice spoke up.

"Two shots of Jack for me and this beautiful one darlin'." They said.

The bartender gave the stranger a nod of acknowledgment with a slight blush approaching her cheeks as she made the drinks.

Slightly annoyed and a little intrigued by the stranger, the girl swiveled her chair to face them.

Immediately she was met with long blonde hair, ocean blue eyes and a panty dropping smirk. She took the time to let her light brown eyes appraise the man in front of her, and boy was she not disappointed.

"Thank you." She spoke with a small smirk creeping up her face.

The stranger let his eyes roam the beautiful woman in front of him. She had caught his attention the minute she stepped foot in the door. From her thick thighs and plump ass, to her slim waist and full tits that sat perfectly on her chest, to her plump lips, light brown eyes that complimented her tan skin, and dark brown hair that was done in loose curls.

He licked his lips as he kept his gaze on her. "You're welcome."

The bartender came back with their drinks and the sexy stranger smoothly handed her the money while keeping his stare on the brunette sat down.

The loud hoots from the drunk men grew louder which prompted the stranger to move closer and slightly lean down.

"So where you from," he asked in her ear. "I've never seen you before."

The girl felt her body slightly shiver at his hot breath hitting the side of her face and his calloused hand being softly placed on her hip.

"Nowhere, just passing through." She responded.

Turning her head to face him, they both realized the closeness of their position. Switching his gaze from her enticing eyes to her full lips, the stranger moved slightly closer as his body burned hot with anticipation.

"I'm Jax." He murmured as his eyes slowly shut.

Feeling something cold touch his lips instead of her soft ones, Jax opened his eyes and saw that the brunette held his shot up while holding hers in her other hand.

A pang of disappointment and rejection flashed across Jax's face but soon left as the brunette rose from her seat and stood just below his nose, raising her shot glass to his.

The two kept the eye contact as they silently read the other person. Both looking for an escape from their lives, even if it's just for one night.

"I'm Esme." She answered and they both threw the shots back before she gently grabbed the back of Jax's neck and kissed him.

Jax was quick to respond to her as his hands trailed down every curve of her body before reaching underneath her round butt and lifting her up to wrap her legs around his waist causing the whole room of drunken patrons to cheer as he walked them toward the back rooms.

Reaching his room at the end of the hall, Jax's skillfully opened his door while carrying Esme in his arms. Kicking it closed with his foot, he turned to press her up against the door as he removed his lips from hers and trailed soft, wet kisses down the side of her neck and she threaded her fingers through his hair.

Gently pushing at his shoulder, Esme untangled her legs from Jax causing him to place her feet on the ground. Both breathing heavily, she placed her hand on his his chest and guided him backwards toward the bed.

Plopping down at the edge, Jax kept his eyes on Esme as she kept hers on him while removing her jacket. Jax began to copy her actions as she took of her shirt. Both now fully naked, Esme slowly walked toward the bed and felt her nipples erect as he licked his lips while drinking in her appearance.

Jax's chest heaved with anticipation as his ocean blue eyes followed her movements. Stopping in front of him, Esme slowly sank to her knees as she placed her delicate hands on his. Her hands caressed his legs as they moved their way up causing a shiver to run up his back.

Her right hand reached for his cock, that was standing up at attention, waiting to be touch. Jax's eyelids lowered slightly as she began to massage him and he let out a hiss of pleasure as he felt her wet lips circle around him as she placed him in her mouth.

Jax's hand quickly shot out to thread his fingers through her long brunette curls as she bobbed her head.

"Fuckkk…" he let out through clenched teeth as she took him deeper in her mouth, using her tongue to massage his sensitive area as the sound of slurping filled the room.

Esme let her eyes meet his and Jax nearly came at the sight of her vixen eyes and her mouth full of him. Abruptly, he gently tugged her mouth away from his cock and shifted toward the middle of the bed, guiding her with him.

Laying on his back, he set her on top of him, her wet pussy drenching his pelvic as his hand roamed her body. Cupping her tits, he gently tweaked her nipples causing a breathy moan to leave her lips.

Not wanting to wait any longer, Jax brought his hands back to her hips and lifter her slightly as she grabbed his cock and guided it to her entrance.

Slowly, she sank down on his length and they both let out a breathless gasp as Jax filled her up. Once he was completely in, Esme raised her self halfway before sinking back down as Jax's hands moved from her hips to her juicy ass that he gripped tightly.

Placing her hands on his chest, Esme found a steady pace that was climbing quicker and quicker as Jax began to raise his hips to meets hers.

Wanting him to go deeper, she leaned a little forward causing her butt to slightly rise and put a little more pressure on her hands and gave Jax the access to plunge into her deeper and harder. The sounds of their moans and skin slapping, echoed around the room making the two strangers more aroused.

Jax sat up and pressed his chest against her tits as she continued to ride him to oblivion. Leaning down, he placed her right nipple in his mouth and began to suck on it causing Esme to moan out. "Ohh Jax!"

Jax released her nipple from his mouth and gazed at the beautiful girl on his lap. From her swollen lips, to her lust filled eyes and slight sweat on her forehead, she was truly the most beautiful thing and for the first time in 7 years, he finally saw the face of the actual person he was actually fucking.

Feeling her tightening around him, he brought her mouth to his and kissed her as he went faster to reach the end. Esme bit his bottom lip gently as she moaned once she felt that familiar shiver in her body, letting her know she came. The warmth from her coming made it easy for Jax to follow right after her, spilling his seed.

Still holding on to each other, Jax began to place light kisses across her chest as she combed her fingers through his blonde head. Slowly lifting her off his lap, his soft cock fell out and laid between his legs.

Shifting back toward the headboard of the bed, Jax laid down, cradling Esme to him as she placed her head on his chest. Soon, both of their breathing leveled and they drifted to sleep.

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The sun shined brightly the next morning, the rays were coming through the curtains and hit Esme in the face causing her to wake. Rubbing her eyes, she slowly opened them. Her head was pounding massively as the sun blinded her. Moving her head to the side, she saw that Jax was fast asleep on his side. Sitting up, she looked around the room and realized that this wasn't the room her and Jax had hooked up in at the bar.

Furrowing her eyebrows, she looked upon the cream colored room with champagne bottles scattered on the floor in confusion. 'Where the hell are we?' she thought.

Her head continued to pound aggressively as she laid back down. Placing the back of her left hand on her forehead, she felt something cold pressing against it. Bringing her hand down to her eyes, she saw a gold band wrapped around her ring finger.

Her eyes widened in panic as she sat up quickly in the bed. Jax had moved slightly before he stilled, a sign of falling back to sleep.

Esme ran her hand through her hair as her heart pounded profusely. Hoping this was a dream, Esme looked toward Jax's hand and saw he had a ring identical to hers on his left hand. Silently cursing herself, she got off the bed and tried to remember what the hell happened.

Pacing back and forth, Esme glanced down at her finger again, the ring had a letter in engraved on it. It was a cursive J. Suddenly, last night came back to her. After another round of sex, her and Jax had went back to the bar and downed shot after shot and spontaneously got on his bike and rode out to Reno and just so happened to rent a room next to a chapel, where they got drunk and MARRIED!

Esme sank to the floor and lent her head back against the wall. 'Esmeralda, what the fuck did you do?!' she thought.

……

3 Years Later

Charming, California 2008

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Esme was eating a pack of chocolate chip cookies in her kitchen when her cell phone started to ring. Shoving the cookie in her mouth, she reached for the phone. "Hello?" she greeted.

The person on the other end began to laugh. "Are you eating cookies?" they asked.

She slowly munched on the treat. "No?"

They began to laugh again. "Are you trying to convince me or yourself darlin'?"

Esme swallowed the cookie with haste as she rolled her eyes. "Can I help you with something Jackson? Or are you just trying to push my buttons?"

"Okay, okay, I'll stop teasing," he stated. "I just wanted to check in on you and the kid, how's he doing?"

She glanced down at her protruding belly that was currently carrying her son. Placing a light hand on her stomach, she felt an aggressive kick. "He's kicking me like I'm a soccer ball, the little gremlin."

Jax chuckled as she grumbled on the line. He always found it funny how she's so quickly irritated with anything nowadays, including their soon to be son.

"I'm sure you'll be saying differently once he's here darlin'," he reassured her. "but I just wanted to call you and let you know that Ma's gonna be stopping by to check on you while I head to the storage to see if we have any baby stuff for the kid."

Esme rolled her eyes at the mention of Gemma. "Does she have to?"

A small smirk made its way onto Jax's face. "You know you love my mom."

"That was before I got pregnant," she expressed. "Now she's like a fungus that won't go away and I thought you were bad."

"Wow," Jax sarcastically sighed. "A girl after my own heart."

Esme clicked her tongue. "If I hadn't already filed for divorce, I definitely would've done it after that stupid ass comment."

Jax let out a loud laugh. "Alright darlin', I'll see you later."

"Bye." She said back before ending the call.

Letting out a sigh, Esme placed the phone back on the counter before grabbing another cookie from the pack.

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The last 3 years have been interesting for her. What was supposed to be a night that was to be her escape from reality, turned into a rollercoaster ride with Jax Teller. After her meltdown from finding out they got married, Esme wasted no time ripping into Jax who laughed it off thinking the marriage was a sham and can be forgotten but turned out the marriage was very much LEGAL and Esme was very pissed.

Somehow Jax had convinced Esme that being married might not be the worst thing in the world for them and they should give it a try. Reluctantly, Esme agreed and found herself following Jax right into Charming where she was welcomed with opened arms by her now extended family save for Gemma, Jax's mother. It took her a while before she warmed up to Esme which didn't really bother her much.

Married life with Jax wasn't so bad. At first, the two of them were inseparable. Getting to know one another, learning each others flaws and developing a friendship as well as falling in love.

After a year and a half of being together, that's when the complications began. Jax had begun to get more involved with SAMCRO, which Esme was okay with because she knew he would eventually become President.

What wasn't okay, was Jax's infidelity. It drove Esme absolutely crazy how he would indulge with croweaters when he had a very willing wife at home. Constant arguing with little results had caused Esme to play Jax at his own game.

'If he can sleep around, so can I!' she thought. And so she did. For every crow Jax would fuck, Esme would find herself a man to do the same, which always drove Jax to a rage.

After a 6 months of the back and forth, Esme had grown tired of the game. No longer wanting to be at war with Jax, she had filed for divorce, hoping it would finally bring peace between them.

About 8 months ago, Esme had given Jax the envelope with the papers. At first he was angry, shouting til' he was red in the face. And then after, he was sad, then became understanding. Realizing they were different people from when they first met had Jax reluctantly agreeing to the divorce. Hushed apologies and a step toward a healing friendship, Jax had asked for one more night and not really ready to say goodbye, Esme agreed and what was supposed to be their last night together ended up being the night they created their son, who was 7 months along.

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Esme walked toward the sink to wash some of the dishes when she felt a chill down her back. Turning the water off, she left her hands in the sink, quietly reaching for the knife in front of her before whipping around to face the intruders.

Standing in front of her were two masked men wearing ski masks and white wife beaters.

"Who the fuck are you?" she sneered. "What are you doing in my house?!"

The guy to her left lunged at her when she stabbed the knife through his left arm causing him to shout in pain. Esme ran as fast as she could before the other guy yanked her by her arm and threw her to the ground. Landing on her side, she let out a winded breath while cradling her stomach. Looking up to the man stalking toward her, Esme kicked him behind his knee and quickly stood up as he crumbled to the ground before she grabbed his arm and shoulder blade and bent it in half, dislocating his shoulder while he cried in pain.

Not wanting to linger, Esme quickly bolted for the door but was grabbed by the first man she stabbed. He wrapped his bloody arm around her neck while holding a syringe in the other.

"Don't worry beautiful," he cooed in her ear. "You'll be dead soon."

She let out a scream as he plunged the syringe in her neck before letting her drop to the floor. Her breathing was labored as she tried to stay awake.

'Oh no, they found me!' she thought. 'They found me… my baby! My baby!'

Feeling her eyes slip away, she fell into unconsciousness.

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A black Cadillac pulled into Esme's driveway. Opening the door, A woman with dark hair and blonde highlights, stepped out of the car. It was Jax's mother, Gemma.

Walking to the front door, Gemma knocked on the door. Not hearing a response, she called out.

"Esme!," she knocked again. "It's me Gemma, open up!"

Still getting no response, Gemma's eyebrows furrowed. 'She knew I was coming.' She thought.

Walking toward the side door of the house, peaked through the window. Looking around, Gemma saw a puddle of blood by the table. Feeling panic run through her, she followed the trail and felt sick. There, lying in the puddle, was an unresponsive Esme.

"Oh Shit!" she exclaimed before pulling out her phone.

Back at the clubhouse, SAMCRO just finished their meeting about the blown up warehouse and how they were gonna deliver the gun shipment to the Niners by Sunday. Jax walked out the clubhouse, when his mom came speeding through TM. Jumping out the car, she runs toward him.

"I tried calling you!" she exclaimed.

"What is it?" he asked.

His mom tried to control her tears as she took a breath. "It's Esme, something happened."

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And that's a wrap on chapter 1!

I just want to say Hi to anyone who's taking a chance to read this story and I appreciate accepting all criticism, just be respectful please

A little background on my OC and Jax before getting into their love story. I do want to warn you, there's gonna be a lot of ups and downs in their relationship, almost like a slow burn but I promise it'll be worth it.

This story is a little different then the plot of the show as you can see. There will be no Wendy in this story. I loved her character development in the show and I didn't want to ruin that by making her an antagonist. However, Tara will be in this book and she'll be herself with a little bit of antagonistic traits.

Also, because of the direction I'm taking this character, there will be flashbacks in every other chapter just so you guys can get an idea of who she was before she met Jax and how she's gonna be as this story progresses.

I have a lot of ideas for this book and I hope you guys take the journey with me.

See you next chapter!