4 years ago
He smiled as he looked out the window, for he, was leaving. Relief washed over him as he stared into his own reflection that barely could be seen in the car window. How did he end up here, you might ask?
Some hours earlier.
Naruto POV;
I stared at myself in the mirror. Was this really me? Was this bruised body actually my own body, that Sasuke swore he would never hurt? I stared at myslef disgustingly. How did we go from a happy high school couple, to this? I slowly cleansed my cuts, and bandaged myself up as I winced everytime my fingers barely touched my hurt skin. It was today, today he would make the effort to leave that damned Uchiha bastard. Last night was the last straw. He dared to rape me. I said no, multiple times, sceamed as he forced himself into me as I bled and cried out. What if there was someone.. Someone that accpeted me, for what I am, who I am. My tears fall as I remember all my good times with Sasuke.
I frowned upon thinking about him, I hope karma gets him real bad, I hope he jumps of a cliff out of guilt. Anger takes over my emotions as I curse his existence.
"Dont tell me you are still upset about yesterday? Damnit Naruto, I told you i'm sorry and that it wasn't on purpose, fuck.. Why cant you be like Ino? Yea, that slutty thing can probably teach you shit, she forgives her boyfriend immidiatly." Sasuke, my so called boyfriend enters the closet while talking to me, shaming me, comparing me, cat-calling me. 'Maybe because Ino's boyfriend didn't rape her..' I wanted to shout these words out, I wanted to hit him back, I wanted to.. What do I want to?
If i think about it.. i've never wanted something, i just kept on giving Sasuke what he wants. 'What the fuck?' I spoke to myself, how did i never realise before.. 'Fuck.. It came to this, huh..' At this exact moment, i have decided. I wan't to leave, I don't know where i'm gonna go, but that is an unanswered mystery for later. "Sasuke." I said in a serious matter that catches his attention away from his phone. "What is it? You idiot." He said. idiot he says.. "We need to talk."
3rd person POV
Sasuke knew that shit. Was that idiot about to fucking break up with him? 'Unaccpetable.' Sasuke couldn't understand. He was perfect! Sasuke was so fucking perfect. Why would he want to break up? He had knew for some while. That look in his ocean blue eyes told him that his Naruto wouldn't be there for long.
"No, we fucking don't." Sasuke had said straight into a frowning face of Naruto. Naruto couldn't take this, this toxicity was a shitty thing that he would not put up with.
"Fine, if we aren't gonna talk about it, i'll just tell you." Sasuke knew it was coming, and he knew he wasn't gonna accept it. Naruto knew Sasuke knew it was coming. Sasuke knew Naruto knew he knew. Sasuke stared hurt into Narutos perfect eyes, he knew it was so real, yet it felt so unreal. "I'm breaking up with you, Sasuke."
Sasuke's mind was literally turned off as he blankly stared at Naruto for a good 19 seconds.
Naruto had packed his suitcase days before, he had hidden it along with the trash cans, that is why it was easy. It was easy for the blonde to run out of there, his brain told him it was the most logically right thing to do, his stomach feeling meant the same, but his heart.. His heart told him that Sasuke would hurt, he would hurt, that they were meant to be.
'Bullshit! Meant to be?? As fucking if!' Naruto thought, desperately trying to escape the fact that he would always love Sasuke.
Obviously, Naruto trusted his brain after all. He loudly shouted; "Don't ever come near me again! You're a psychopathic bastard that deservers to go to hell! Never contact me, touch me, talk to me, or even look at me! I'm leaving you! You got that?!"
Sasukes heart went through hell and back. He firstly slapped him, then shouted at Naruto for trying to leave him, and that it would never work, but of course, his Naruto threathened him with unimagineable stuff such as an restraining order. He then begged, pleaded, for him to stay, he refused. He then resorted to sobbing out cries of heartbreak as he desperately tried to hug his blondie into not going. He cried onto his shoulder.
After that, Naruto felt as if he had comitted a crime by bursting out the door, getting his bag, and getting into the precalled cab. All this happening while the raven haired man had kept repeating the lines of; 'No.. not again..' and 'I love you..' but Naruto was not about to have his heart melt by some abusive bastard.
In the car, Naruto was smiling, because he knew. He knew that this would fuck up everything, but he didn't own energy to care.
HELPPPP THIS IS SO BADDD :(
Im just experimenting with writing instead of reading :)