You're gonna carry that weight...

The Angel, the Rose, and the Butterfly Man

I dared to hope we'd reconcile,

But she glares at me with gaze reviled.

Angel, she, no longer mild,

Who by long ago I was beguiled.

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Thought I'd woken from the dream.

I, the knight, and she, the queen.

Left the kingdom most obscene,

Entered realm of starlight's gleam.

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Words are spoken, triggered pulled,

I'm hit, I fall, I'll die the fool.

Through wound re-opened, blood now pools.

Way of the world, the world is cruel.

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Fall into the Martian depths,

Ready to take final breaths.

Heart already has been cleft.

Above, rose has already left.

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Yet somehow I drift to shore.

Not yet knocked on Heaven's door.

What more does this life have in store,

For this walking shell with empty core?

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So stumble off into the dark.

Here's to joy, to life's grim lark.

I stumble, trip, it's time to cark.

And so onto the pavement park.

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Until there is a screaming girl.

Life, it seems, offers new Hell.

In ears, voice rings like church bell.

Emotions surge like stormy swell.

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Wants to take the Butterfly.

And though I'd rather up and die,

There's always marks to find and fry.

So this cowboy's once again on fly.

See you, space cowboy...