A/N:

Welcome, Foul soul. to the first of many tales from the darkside of the force, And the many secrets it holds beyond the veil.

Section 1 (Unit 1) - Emotional Instability

- - Day: (Coruscant: Benduday) (Earth: Sunday) - -

What does it mean to hate? I found myself asking these questions after many years in the Jedi order. I was raised since a babe on Coruscant, despite being born on planet Tatooine. I was tooken in by the Jedi Knight who offered to take me in as his Padawan, and to also save me from my inevitable life as a slave to one of the hutts. Of course I agreed, Why would I stay in hiding my whole life?

from there, I was trained... to say I was trained harshly was a Very big understatement. Despite this fact, I persevered through the harsh training and pushed past the pain. Hell, I even fought through the Clone wars and was Knighted.

But, I always sensed something...More within myself. Something ancient, something powerful. It didn't take long before the Jedi order was back to working on the less important things happening around the galaxy, and as a Knight, It was my duty to upkeep the 'Peace' in the galaxy.

I was sent on many missions, assignments, and Battles before I got to where I am now. In a cell, with no connection to the force, No lightsaber to defend myself, and only my instincts to trust.

I was captured by raiders, caught off gaurd after a mission that went chronic due to my own negligence of my surroundings. I was shot by a syringe, and when I awoke I didn't have my lightsaber, and I was In a cell.

I had been here for an unknown amount of time, But thanks to the my natural attunement to the force and my...Other side, I did not age much. I was stuck down here, with no one to speak to, no one to help me, and no one to save me. I was Hopless. I started hearing voices, so I sat and meditated, hoping to clense my mind, In hopes to keep sanity.

but eventually the voices came back more powerful that ever, "You know what you have to do, you know the only power that could save you from this." I Shook my head, but they would continue, hammering away at my sense of self. Who was I? What was I? "Ah, So now you feel it too? The power of the darkside is strong within you, Acolyte. Tap into it. Feel the rage, Fuel your Hatred, Channel your inner Anger." 'There it is again, That word.' I serched my deepest thoughts, 'What does it mean to hate? Was it Truly self to want revenge? Was It evil to be fueled by emotions? Was it actually bad to feel?' I debated internally for what felt like years before I reached a conclusion. Only the strong survive, and the weak are only there to serve the strong.

With that relisation, I felt my connection to the foce return. But It felt more natural, more pure. with a flick of my index finger, the bars to my cell broke from their position and floated at my side. It didn't take long before I realized I was on a bounty ship, The Certification trophy of the Bounty hunting School on some planet I didn't know- nor care to know the name of hung loosely on the wall. I limped throughout the Ship, not taking long to find hostiles. Luckily, The bars I had weren't just for show, and went right through their bodies like a blaster through air.

I made my way throughout the ship, Slaughtering any man or woman that I saw. "STO,P NO! DON'T KILL ME!" A woman screamed as she Put her hands up, I smiled I would humor the pittiful red skined Twi-lek. "And why, Pray tell, would I do that?" I held the now bloody bar above her head, I could feel the Delightful fear rolling off heer in waves.

"Anything j-just please don't kill me!" I looked behind her, at her 'Friends'. A blaster layed on one of their belts, "Kill them, Slowly and painfully." I used the force to hand her the gun, I was fairly sure she was going to do it. but just in case she didn't I positioned a bar above her head.

She took the rifle and shook, she took a minute to steal herself, then aimed it at her crew mates.

"O-oh come on... if we band together I'm sure we can defeat hi-" She wordlessly shot him in the Neck, and as the wound instantly cauterized, he began to grasp at his neck before ultimately dying a painful death.

She turned to me and dropped the blaster, She sobbed and kneeled. All thats left was a broken husk, I always hated broken toys. "Pathetic, Weak, Inferior." I spoke as I positioned a bar to strike her down. "Wait!" The voice spoke up, I sighed. but nevertheless I listened. "Keep her alive, She will become someone that we can trust in the future... We always did want an apprentice." I sighed once more and listened to my dark half. besides, it was right, I always wanted an apprentice.

"Rise, Filth. Today is not the day you die." She was stuned and wiped her tears, but stood quickly. "You are weak." The tears came back and she lowered her head again, Pathetic woman. "But," She lifted her head again, "What if you could be better." I Outstretched my hand. "Be my apprentice, and learn how to weild the secrets of the force..." I was bluffing of course, I barely knew anything of the force as of now. but I guess as the rest of my kind would say 'Fake it 'till you make it'.

She took my hand, weither it was out of fear or actually williness didn't matter, she had sealed her fate. "Speak your name." I spoke, I could see my burning yellow eyes in her reflection. "A-Amara Situri S-Sir!" She managed to stammer out. this would be hard, But half of me loved the challenge.

"I-if you don't mind, sir!" The alien spoke.

"Speak."

"What is your name?" I sat in silence, What was my name? I felt no attachment to my former name, as it was something gaven to me by that shameful excuse of a galactic order... After a while of thinking I thought of something.

"You may call me, Darth Venin."

A/N:

In recently times, I myself have figured that pain is a very harsh, yet beneficial teacher. You either understand something, or you might not get a second chance to try understand it. I wished to mirror my experiences in this first chapter, and in my place put Darth Venin.

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