Happy Friday/Saturday my darlings!
(I always forget about timezones, maybe I should just change it to happy update day lol)
See I told you I wasn't going to leave you on that cliffhanger for long!
But my oh my did you all show on the comment section? I know I sound like a broken record but I missed you all so much?! I am also beyond giddy, like shaking in my chair because I can't wait for you to read this one! So I'll let you get to that and keep the long note for the end lol.
As always a million thanks for the kudos, comments, and bookmarks it's surreal to me that those numbers keep climbing ?
Rating: M (Explicit): will I redeem myself?
Disclaimer: They are not mine ok? Any characters portrayed in this fic belong to Masashi Kishimoto. I just use my writing powers to right his wrongs...mainly the fact that he never made Sasuke and Naru Canon.
Falling Hard
Chapter 11: My Alpha
Ino apparently was back and pushing the bulky guy like he wasn't over a hundred pounds heavier than her "He's not interested dickface scram—what the shit" She finished as her eyes fell on Hinata and Sasuke.
Karin apparently thought this was an invitation as she walked up behind the raven sliding her arms around his middle and leaning up to kiss the back of his neck. Sasuke looked utterly confused for a second before he made to move away from both girls, his eyes sliding around the room probably trying to see if Naruto had been around.
"Naru, sweetheart," Ino said as she turned over to see unshed tears in the blonde's eyes.
"No" was all that came out of his lips, he knew Sasuke hadn't leaned down, he knew he hadn't instigated anything that night. But he was still suddenly so angry, he wanted to scream, hiss, he wanted to walk right up to both girls and pull the raven away, he wanted to claim, and all at the same time he wanted to walk away and play pretend he hadn't seen anything in the first place so he wouldn't have to deal with all the emotions simmering inside of him.
His eyes slid through the crowd looking for the silvery-haired tall man "Naru–where" Ino started next to him, she cussed as she made to follow the blonde into the crowd that was now catcalling both girls and edging them on.
"Naru this isn't—" Sasuke called after the blonde, who promptly ignored him and walked right by him "…shit would you two just" he finished unlooping Karin's hands from his waist and turned frustrated "That's enough, stop it both of you" he commanded the two girls stilling them in place.
He turned to look for the blonde again and felt like he'd been punched in the gut as Naruto's hand gripped Hidan's neck, nudging the man to lean down so he could kiss him. The tall man was taken back as both the blonde's soft lips and Sasuke's hot white anger landed on him at the same time.
"That's enough" The raven growled as she pulled the blonde away and turned him around, his eyes flashing red for a second, the color quickly fading away as he saw the look on Naruto's face.
"Now you know what it feels like," He said unwavering looking Sasuke straight in the eyes.
"Like he would give a shit, if you can take the heat then move along" Karin hollered from the side
"I'm sorry who the fuck asked for your opinion?" Ino's voice cut through.
"Well do you?" Naruto crossed his arms, he didn't even deem Karin or Hinata with a look, "Give a shit?"
"You want to have this conversation in here? Right now?" Sasuke asked as he noticed more heads turned their way and people were starting to record on their phones.
"Looks like he doesn't" Naruto didn't know where that one came from but he deemed the crowd worthy of his middle finger at this time before he scoffed, making his way out of the room bumping against Sasuke's shoulder on his way out.
"Fine let's just not do this at all anymore"
"Naru, wait!" The raven turned after the blonde
He turned over when he realized someone had held him back and was met with Ino's icy blue eyes "Don't go after him unless you're ready to step up, he needs you to stop fucking playing with his feelings"
"I'm not"
"Funny way of showing it," she said as she let go of his arm, Sasuke turned back around as well trying to figure out where the blonde had run off to.
He figured the blonde had made his way out of the house, he himself didn't want to be inside a minute longer. How had the night turned in an instant? It had been going so well, he'd been so close to telling Naru exactly how he felt. It was in the air, their feelings were like fizzing electricity, they could feel the unspoken words floating between them, and then…then everything went to shit.
He stepped out and welcomed the cold air on his face, his eyes looking to the sidewalk. He spotted the blonde walking down the street, well more like stumbling, and ran up to him.
"Baby"
"Don't"
"Can we just talk about what just happened"
"Time talk about it passed, now I'm going home"
"Baby boy, do you plan on walking all the way to your apartment? It's freezing out, and you know as well as I do that you would have regretted having that conversation inside" the raven tried to reason as his eyes fell on the blonde's exposed arms.
"Watch me" the blonde muttered not wanting to turn and look at the raven because he just knew he'd take one look at those dark eyes and then that deep sultry voice would say 'sorry' and he would just—give in, fall apart.
The raven let out a sigh "Baby, I can follow you all the way home which is a way longer walk than what you and I would be up for right now, or you can let me get an uber, but I'm letting you know right now that you're not going anywhere alone" Not upset, not drunk, not looking & smelling like that.
"If me leaving alone is the problem I can go grab Ino right now, but you know my shitty night doesn't have to be hers so why don't you stop pretending to give a shit and go back inside bet none of the omegas in there will be as difficult as I am" he let out a frustrated huff as he took a look at the people piling the windows and starting to trail out of the house, he turned and resumed his walking "This isn't reality TV they should all mind their own damn business"
The raven patiently walked behind the blonde and stopped him once they'd walked far enough from the fraternity house "I'm not pretending, and you know that" he said hurt.
"Do I Sasuke? And please take a couple of minutes to look back on how this all started, also do me a favor and take into account our relationship status"
The white Honda pulled up and Sasuke checked to make sure the plates matched before he opened the door for the blonde who got on still sulking. He might be angry and drunk but he wasn't stupid, Sasuke had a point, he had no business going anywhere by himself, and just as he had assumed the moment he looked at the raven he couldn't actually send him away.
"Fun party?" The driver asked as they slid in but he quickly caught on to the pheromones both of them were releasing and grew quiet "Ok–not a fun night. Quiet ride got it" he muttered mostly to himself as he began following the instructions the GPS had loaded for him.
He spend the ride catching glances of the pretty blonde texting on his phone before he settled into looking out the window and away from the stupid good-looking alpha that had slipped in beside him. He caught the raven trying to grab the blonde's hand after they'd slipped in but the blonde pulled away. The raven spent the remainder of the ride acting like a caged feral, his leg bouncing up and down and his fingers tapping against his bouncing knee.
When he pulled up to the curve to let them out the blonde threw him a polite thank you before he opened the door.
"I can Zelle you half, you should have him take you home" he muttered to the raven, who rolled his eyes "You know you don't have to send me any money, and I'm walking you to your door"
"Sasuke go home" the raven slipped out behind the blonde, quickly letting the driver know he wouldn't be needing that ride.
"Seriously?" Naruto asked, crossing his arms, nails digging into his biceps. His emotions kept flipping between anger and sadness. He just couldn't keep up with the damn mixed signals anymore.
"I can't leave while we're fighting, I can't do that again" He walked closer to the blonde "Naru let's just try and talk this out first and if you still want me to go home afterward I will, promise"
He remembered it, how he had felt absolutely miserable the last time they had fought, how…how he'd wished Sasuke had come after him, that he had at least tried to justify why he'd done what he'd done.
"Ok," the blonde said softly dropping his arms and nudging the raven to follow him, his conscience was screaming at him–send him away–we don't want to have this talk, we're not ready. He'd known this conversation had been coming their way the moment he agreed to enter this relationship with the raven. He could pretend to be ok, and he could blanket himself in all the good things, in the feeling of safety inside Sasuke's arms. But unless they were dating seriously tonight would happen again, over and over he'd be challenged.
A challenge he couldn't currently counter because Sasuke wasn't his.
And what? Was he supposed to go around kissing random people to get back at the raven? Would he go as far as to make out with other alphas? Fuck them out of spite? He took in a ragged breath as he walked through the door, his heart breaking at the thought that he'd reduce himself to something like that, and he felt big strong arms surround him from the back.
Sasuke's warm breath fell on the back of his neck "Don't hurt—don't hurt like this baby boy, not because of me" He couldn't stand it, Naru wasn't supposed to smell like misery, his baby boy was sunshine and oranges and it should be his job to make sure that didn't change. He shouldn't be the fucking cause.
" Fuck" The blond muttered as he turned around and crashed his lips against the ravens, his hands quickly sliding under the black t-shirt Sasuke had been wearing.
The raven growled instantly reminded that someone else had dared claimed the soft lips, the blonde returned the gesture, Hinata's pretty face flashing through his mind. The fact that she looked fucking pretty kissing the raven drove him right over the edge.
Sasuke's fingers slid through his hair before he gripped rearranging him, sucking and biting at his lips roughly before latching on to his throat pulling little gasps and groans out of his lips.
The pair stumbled all the way to the couch and the raven made quick work of pulling the blonde's shirt off, while Naruto hastily grabbed at his pants undoing them before pushing him onto the couch, quickly taking care of the remainder of his clothes.
Sasuke took in the sight hungrily, the trail of mine, omega, claim. Running amock in his head, quickly imploding as the blonde smoothly climbed on top of him grinding his ass along his shaft.
Long fingers gripped tan hips helping the blonde move along on top of him for a few seconds before one of his hands slid back to knead at the blonde's ass. Naruto nosed the raven's neck scent marking him before he latched on to the spot and sucking hard. Sasuke groaned, his free hand slipping between them gripping both their erections and stripping them back roughly.
Quickly guiding two of his fingers to the blonde's entrance, a possessive growl made its way out as he felt the slick that had started to leak out. He plunged his fingers inside, making quick work of finding his baby boy's sweet spot and relentlessly attacking it. The blonde whimpered oversensitized by the attention on both his front and the back, his fingers digging into Sasuke's back leaving marks in their wake.
"Inside" he gasped "Finish inside" Claim me.
"Hold on" Sasuke muttered short of breath, eyes dilated holding the blonde to him as he leaned over so he could pull a condom out of his back pocket.
Naruto stopped breathing for a second, willing his body not to physically say the word 'No' he wanted to smack the foil out of the raven's hand. If he already knew he wouldn't be at the party why would he need it in the first place?
No. Mine. Alpha. Mine.
He closed his eyes as he enjoyed the feeling of the raven stretching him and finding his way fucking home, pulling him down as he gripped his neck and asked for another kiss.
" Fuck baby you feel so good" a small whimper fell from the blonde's lips "More"
More and more and more until all the raven could think about was him. Until he'd smell like Sasuke and Sasuke would smell like him and there would be no confusing that one belonged to the other.
"Come here princess," Sasuke said softly as his hands helped Naru swirl his hips just right, and his lips fell lovingly over his.
I'm here, I'm here with you flowing from him. Hoping to reassure the restless blonde.
"Sasuke, Sas—Sa'ke" the blonde muttered as they increased the pace and he felt the raven hitting that spot inside him over and over, he could feel the raven getting bigger, catching on his rim and it was all so much he was all but reduced to a puddle of tears. It felt so fucking good he didn't want to stop, he didn't want him to pull out.
"Mine" he finally let out loud, "Mine" he repeated as he pulled himself up and let his body fall on the raven mostly formed knot, driving his orgasm over the edge. Before he could stop himself he leaned over and sank his teeth into the back of Sasuke's neck where Karin had kissed earlier that night...
" Fucking hell" the raven groaned as she felt teeth sink into his flesh, Naruo tightened almost painfully around him and it was too fucking late.
" Mph" the blonde bit harder as he felt Sasuke's knot stretching him from the inside locking in place " Alpha " finally fell from his lips as Sasuke bit his lip so hard blood was running down his chin, his eyes closed tight as the ropes of cum expanded the rubber and he growled wishing he'd fucked the condom and gone in raw because Naru was just— everything.
Gasps filled the room as both men recovered, not made any easier by the knot since every time Naruto shifted both of them groaned, Naru could feel the fullness of Sasuke's come and he whined feeling like he'd been robbed of something that belonged to him.
"Sorry" Naruto muttered licking over the deep bite he'd left on the raven's nape, moving on to lick the blood off his chin and then his lips.
He sighed, trust him to fucking spend the whole ride back thinking about how to put an end to this and then proceed to get knotted by the raven.
The sigh quickly turned into a content purr as Sasuke's hands ran soothing circles on his lower back, he could smell the raven in the air sated, and content. Sasuke stilled for a second and Naruto could feel the smirk forming on those smug lips.
"You're purring"
"No I'm not," He said sitting up and groaning "Fuck" the raven grunted, his hands steading the blonde in place "Ok, no sudden movements for at least another twenty minutes ok?" He enjoyed the way the blonde's face got bright red before he let his cheek fall back on his shoulder.
It wasn't anything like what Sasuke thought it would be, he could feel his baby boy breathing, the small vibrations from his chest as he purred content. His arms tightened around the blonde's lower back. If anything being able to feel so much got him all stirred up thinking of doing this over and over, suddenly thinking what it would be like to help the blonde through a heat he closed his eyes and hummed thinking about his baby boy calling for him with unyielding need and then pleasing him so thoroughly over and over, fuck, he needed to stop.
Naruto lifted his head blushing "Your smell changed, what are you thinking about?" he muttered.
"Doing this again" He answered surprising himself.
" Oh " This had been everything they had said they wouldn't do. No biting, no knotting…and mostly it'd been his fault, he'd instigated the whole thing "I think I can move now" he said softly and the raven frowned slightly at the lack of an answer.
"We should rinse" he offered the alpha weak smile as he looked at the mess they'd made.
Sasuke simmered in silence afraid to ask, terrified, had he not liked it? Was it not the same for him? Then it dawned on him, the rough sex, fast and dirty, desperate—was this supposed to be break-up sex?
Through the quiet shower he felt like stone got stacked upon stone inside of him and as he finished slipping his shirt and underwear on he finally got his dry mouth to speak "Do you still want me to go home?" he asked, not really able to face the question of 'Was it not good for you? Did you already make up your mind to end this before you kissed me?'
The blonde finished sliding his shirt on and rubbed his arm shifting in place "I don't go around looking for fights you know, I used to judge omegas that felt the need to make their claim known I—I didn't understand, I didn't understand how embedded it was in us...the need to..." the need to protect that which we see as ours, he grew silent he'd been so defenseless, so hopeless not making a stand.
"Baby boy I didn't—"
"I know you didn't kiss her, I know it wasn't you" Naruto worried over his bottom lip trying to fight tears as he walked up to the raven and got all stirred up catching part of the purple bruise forming over his bite 'You can't tell him to leave, he's yours, you know he is, he wasn't upset you put it there, he was happy' rang the little voice inside his head. He took a breath-just talk, just be honest for once.
"That isn't why I was upset" He rolled his eyes at himself "Ok I was obviously upset that they kissed you—but I was angry because…what was I supposed to say? Am I supposed to hiss at them? Push them? Tell them to back off even though you've made it very clear you don't want to be in a relationship with me. Have you no idea the position that puts me in? It means you're not my alpha, I have no claim" the words burned coming off his lips "Which means I have no right to be as upset as I am and Karin might just have a point if I can't take the heat then I might as well show myself the way out"
Sasuke knew he'd fucked up, he knew he'd put the blonde in an uncomfortable position, his baby boy had been happy he'd gotten jealous that night and at the same time felt like he couldn't do the same because of the boundaries he'd set.
He walked closer to the blonde "Naru, you know back there before Hinata cut in I wanted to say—I've been wanting to say that I was wrong. I thought I knew what I wanted but I was just afraid. Because you might think I hold all the cards here baby boy but you do " his forehead fell on the blonde's as he closed his eyes "I'm afraid of fucking up so bad they'll be no way back, I'm afraid I won't know how to treat you right, I'm afraid you deserve better and if I make you mine I'll be too selfish to let you go"
"Sasuke being afraid is part of it too, you think I don't wonder whether I'm the right person for you? Sometimes I look at you and feel like you're beyond me"
"Baby boy you're miles ahead of me, if someone doesn't measure up here it would be me, and I know that, I know it so well I'm constantly terrified you'll leave me and find someone better, I thought—I thought if we didn't make it official it would hurt less then"
The blonde pulled the raven down for a hug "You make me feel safe, I feel like we belong, but all that falls apart the moment you leave because I can't help but think that you're going to someone else and I—I can't, I can't do that anymore, I can't share and I won't, even if sometimes I don't feel like it I am worth your undivided attention"
He took a step back hugging himself so he wouldn't reach for the raven again "I can't promise things will work out between us, but if there is something I am certain of is that we need to do this the right way. If you want to be able to stay, if you want us to do this ever again that's what I need from you" he shifted in place "No hard feelings if you need to leave tonight and take some time to think about it"
"I don't have to think about it baby boy, I've had plenty of time to think about it, I can't say I'll be perfect but I can only try to be good enough for you" Naruto could feel the emotion rise to his face "You sure? Because—" he held back tears "Dammit Sasuke I don't know if I'll be able to take it if you change your mind next week or if I see some other girl with you I just—fuck" he bit his lip looking away.
Sasuke felt like he couldn't punish himself enough for making Naru feel this insecure "Baby boy look at me" the blonde wiped the few stray tears that had managed to find their way out and looked at the raven. "I haven't slept with anyone else since we started seeing each other" Sasuke let out "You're all I can think about, I was just stupidly holding to the last thing that made me feel like I had any semblance of control and I am so sorry, so sorry if made you feel this way" Naru let his forehead fall on the raven's chest.
"Why do you have to make loving you so hard" he muttered.
Sasuke's index finger nudged the blonde to look up at him "Love?" he said raising an eyebrow at the blonde.
"Yeah, I'm in love with you, you dense thickheaded alpha, why else would I be putting up with this infuriating delayed coming-of-age arc" Sasuke felt giddy, stupid really at the words.
"I need to hear you say it," Naruto said pushing the raven to fall on the bed climbing over, and promptly sitting on top of him.
"I love you?" Sasuke said confused
Naruto rolled his eyes—one step at a time. May the forces that be give him strength "sounds so romantic with that question mark added a the end" he leaned down and gave the raven a quick kiss "No, I need verbal confirmation that we're dating. boyfriends. monogamous. As in you're mine and no longer everybody's"
Sasuke put as much honesty out as he could as he sat up holding the blonde still against him "Your's" it was true, it had been true for so long now. He was rewarded by a blinding smile from the blonde "Boyfriends" he added "Monogamous" Naruto giggled "Ok you didn't have to say every single one" He smirked and flipped them letting the blonde fall on the bed before crawling over him "Your turn"
"Your's" The blonde said softly shifting his head slightly to the side so he could bare his neck to the raven.
And all of a sudden Sasuke wished he'd gotten his head out of his ass sooner.
This right here, his baby boy looking submissive and pliable under him because he trusts him because he loves him …this feeling right here was unmatched by any other experience he'd ever had.
Oh my goodness gracious did it really have to take this long? Over 40k words, what kind of sadistic person have I become?
But damn making their relationship official made my whole damn month! I hope you are all high on that feeling as well.
Now darlings a LOT happened here, was it what you were expecting? Was it way off? can't wait to hear what you all have to say about it!? But here is the thing, we are at a crossroads here, I have two options:
-One: I wrap this up beautifully and put a bow on top, giving you all a much-awaited ending.
-Two: I mean there could be a couple of things we could take care of, definitely a couple more challenges these two could face as a couple. Mmm but I don't know what they might be yet, would it just be better to give it some time then come up with a sequel? ahhhhh, the struggle is so real because there are other stories waiting to be developed in the pipeline too. you tell me how you feel because I'm ridiculously indecisive.
That being said I didn't want you to wait long so I did update this one but whatever comes next is being written from scratch so while I don't plan on going MIA for a month I also don't know if it will take me a few days or a whole week to update~
Can't wait to read all your thoughts and suggestions my darlings, until the next one.
Chio~
