!TRIGGER WARNING!: Blood, gore, murder, weapons, mentions of realign/god/Jesus, spiritual things
(Chapter 1)
Rose Miller was an odd name for a boy some would say but Rose liked it. He thought it was unique. Now Rose wasn't exactly normal. He was really different. He had always been interested in cheating and murder from the young age of 10. He was 20 now and had started a true crime podcast. His boyfriend Owen had liked the idea of this and sometimes joined him on his podcast. It was a bit surprising that Rose even had a boyfriend due to his history of cheating and killing small bugs and animals. Rose had been getting distant with Owen lately and he had secretly cheated a few times. One day when Owen came back from work Rose just broke and told him everything. Everyone he slept with, everything. Now they were sitting on the couch and Rose was sobbing and apologizing, seeming like he was actually upset and sorry.
Owen kinda just sat there in shock as Rose did this. His hand made pitter pattern-y type movements and jitters. His hands were not still at all, like an ADHD teenager, he wondered how they were crying as he was the one feeling heartbroken. He almost saw himself giving no pity, or care to this story of broken trust. He almost didn't want to get close to the other. Owen sighed loudly with this being the course of fate which landed upon him. His fists clenched together in anger and sadness, with a bit of distrust. Tears were rolling down his face as so.
Rose looked up at them. He softly cupped Owen's face, "I'm so sorry darling, i don't know why i did any of this i didn't mean to i promise!" He promised, kissing him softly on the lips, "If you wanna leave me you can i just hope you know i am really sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen" He pleased, his hands shaking violently. He didn't want the other to leave but he didn't really think he had a choice. He'd just have to pray to god that Owen would stay.
"I. . it's not fair. .I did what I was supposed to! I. .I was kind, loving, fuck, I did e. . everything I could!" He sat shocked, his words were said quick as he was saying everything that came to his head. Owen was so, so terribly troubled to his core. "Everything I could to make you happy. ." He said softly. "And you betrayed me in the most cruel ways possible." he continued his words on. "B. .but. I think. .I still can love you."
Rose held his face softly, rubbing his cheeks with his thumbs, wiping away his tears, "I really am sorry, I never meant to hurt you. I promise ill make it up to you" He kissed him softly on the lips, "Let me make you your favorite meal and then we can watch a movie together. Please" He pleaded, taking his hand softly holding it tightly but in a loving, needy way, "I never meant to hurt you. It just happened all so fast. I promise I never brought anyone into our bed"
"I. . promise, promise me you won't do it again." He said in a. .distrusting way. His hands still shake-y but stable, his legs jittery now. "and alright, would you. .like me to join you in the kitchen. .?" he asked in a soft way, almost in a whisper like tone. "I'm so, so sorry if I wasn't good enough for you. .where did I go wrong?"
Rose nodded, "Of course darling ill do anything for you" He kissed him softly, "I know you don't trust me and thats ok but I promise I will never hurt, lie, or cheat on you again. I promise" He hugged him tightly, rubbing his back, "You didnt go wrong anywhere! You are good enough for me but most of the time I was drunk" He explained quietly, burying his head into his shoulder
He nodded softly, hugging them back as he held back tears. He hugged so tight he held onto them with so much fucking sorrow; whining into their ear.
Rose sighed, "Ill be in the kitchen if you need me" He kissed him softly before getting up and going into the kitchen. After an hour he finished dinner, "Babe, it's done" He called from the dinning room as he sat the plate down on the dining room table
Owen got up and headed into the dinning room, sitting down. Rose sat down next to him, eating slowly like he normally did, "I'm gonna grab a drink, do you want anything?" He asked quietly.
Owen shook his head before Rose walked off into the kitchen. Rose quietly looked threw the knives in the kitchen before picking a large stake knife. He quietly walked into the dinning room. He stood silently behind owen. There was no light left in his eyes. He didnt care anymore. He reached his hand back before suddenly stabbing Owen in the back before pulling the knife out and stabbing him 10 more times.